Смерть – лишь сон. Врач хосписа о поиске надежды и смысла жизни на пороге смерти. Кристофер Керр. Читать онлайн. Newlib. NEWLIB.NET

Автор: Кристофер Керр
Издательство: Издательство АСТ
Серия: Призвание. Истории от первого лица
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Год издания: 2020
isbn: 978-5-17-136767-1
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бы любить смерть»: Rainer Maria Rilke, “Letter to Countess Margot Sizzo, January 6, 1923,” in Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke, vol. 2, 1910–1926, trans. Jane Bannard Greene and M. D. Herter Norton (New York: W. W. Norton, 1947), 316.

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      Residency, resident (англ.) – ординатура, ординатор (Здесь и далее – Прим. пер.).

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      Половина всех пациентов на грани ухода обращаются в: A. Smith, E. McCarthy, E. Weber, I. S. Cenzer, J. Boscardin, J. Fisher, and K. Covinsky, “Half of Older Americans Seen in Emergency Department in Last Month of Life; Most Admitted to Hospital, and Many Die There,” Health Affairs 31, no. 6 (2012): 1277–85.

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      «Сегодня исцеление заменяется лечением»: Bernard Lown, The Lost Art of Healing: Practicing Compassion in Medicine (New York: Ballantine, 1999).

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