Моя токсичная семья: как пережить нелюбовь родителей и стать счастливым. Таня Танк

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      rachkovskaya.ru

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      Пер. А. Чеботаревской.

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      Здесь и далее цитирую по книге Елены Егоровой «Детство и отрочество Михаила Лермонтова», которую я купила в музее поэта в Тарханах.

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      Стихи Юрия Энтина.

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      Пер. А. Ганзен.

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      Пер. А. Андреева.

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      В соавторстве с Майей Салавиц, пер. Е. Будаговой.

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