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Автор: Selma Lagerlöf
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      He found everything as it should be, save that the door to the empty hay shed had been blown open by the wind. He stepped inside for the key, locked the shed door and put the key into his coat pocket. Then he went back to the house, removed his coat, and hung it before the fire. Even now he did not retire, but began pacing the floor. The storm without, with its biting wind and snow-blended rain, was terrible, and his old horse was standing in this storm without so much as a blanket to protect him! He should at least have given his old friend a roof over his head, since he had come such a long distance.

      At the inn across the way the boy heard an old wall clock strike eleven times. Just then he was untying the animals to lead them to the shed in the farm yard opposite. It took some time to rouse them and get them into line. When all were ready, they marched in a long procession into the stingy farmer's yard, with the boy as their guide. While the boy had been assembling them, the farmer had gone the rounds of the farm yard and locked the hay shed, so that when the animals came along the door was closed. The boy stood there dismayed. He could not let the creatures stand out there! He must go into the house and find the key.

      "Keep them quiet out here while I go in and fetch the key!" he said to the old horse, and off he ran.

      On the path right in front of the house he paused to think out how he should get inside. As he stood there he noticed two little wanderers coming down the road, who stopped before the inn.

      The boy saw at once that they were two little girls, and ran toward them.

      "Come now, Britta Maja!" said one, "you mustn't cry any more. Now we are at the inn. Here they will surely take us in."

      The girl had but just said this when the boy called to her:

      "No, you mustn't try to get in there. It is simply impossible. But at the farm house opposite there are no guests. Go there instead."

      The little girls heard the words distinctly, though they could not see the one who spoke to them. They did not wonder much at that, however, for the night was as black as pitch. The larger of the girls promptly answered:

      "We don't care to enter that place, because those who live there are stingy and cruel. It is their fault that we two must go out on the highways and beg."

      "That may be so," said the boy, "but all the same you should go there.

       You shall see that it will be well for you."

      "We can try, but it is doubtful that they will even let us enter," observed the two little girls as they walked up to the house and knocked.

      The master was standing by the fire thinking of the horse when he heard the knocking. He stepped to the door to see what was up, thinking all the while that he would not let himself be tempted into admitting any wayfarer. As he fumbled the lock, a gust of wind came along, wrenched the door from his hand and swung it open. To close it, he had to step out on the porch, and, when he stepped back into the house, the two little girls were standing within.

      They were two poor beggar girls, ragged, dirty, and starving—two little tots bent under the burden of their beggar's packs, which were as large as themselves.

      "Who are you that go prowling about at this hour of the night?" said the master gruffly.

      The two children did not answer immediately, but first removed their packs. Then they walked up to the man and stretched forth their tiny hands in greeting.

      "We are Anna and Britta Maja from the Engärd," said the elder, "and we were going to ask for a night's lodging."

      He did not take the outstretched hands and was just about to drive out the beggar children, when a fresh recollection faced him. Engärd—was not that a little cabin where a poor widow with five children had lived? The widow had owed his father a few hundred kroner and in order to get back his money he had sold her cabin. After that the widow, with her three eldest children, went to Norrland to seek employment, and the two youngest became a charge on the parish.

      As he called this to mind he grew bitter. He knew that his father had been severely censured for squeezing out that money, which by right belonged to him.

      "What are you doing nowadays?" he asked in a cross tone. "Didn't the board of charities take charge of you? Why do you roam around and beg?"

      "It's not our fault," replied the larger girl. "The people with whom we are living have sent us out to beg."

      "Well, your packs are filled," the farmer observed, "so you can't complain. Now you'd better take out some of the food you have with you and eat your fill, for here you'll get no food, as all the women folk are in bed. Later you may lie down in the corner by the hearth, so you won't have to freeze."

      He waved his hand, as if to ward them off, and his eyes took on a hard look. He was thankful that he had had a father who had been careful of his property. Otherwise, he might perhaps have been forced in childhood to run about and beg, as these children now did.

      No sooner had he thought this out to the end than the shrill, mocking voice he had heard once before that evening repeated it, word for word.

      He listened, and at once understood that it was nothing—only the wind roaring in the chimney. But the queer thing about it was, when the wind repeated his thoughts, they seemed so strangely stupid and hard and false!

      The children meanwhile had stretched themselves, side by side, on the floor. They were not quiet, but lay there muttering.

      "Do be still, won't you?" he growled, for he was in such an irritable mood that he could have beaten them.

      But the mumbling continued, and again he called for silence.

      "When mother went away," piped a clear little voice, "she made me promise that every night I would say my evening prayer. I must do this, and Britta Maja too. As soon as we have said 'God who cares for little children—' we'll be quiet."

      The master sat quite still while the little ones said their prayers, then he rose and began pacing back and forth, back and forth, wringing his hands all the while, as though he had met with some great sorrow.

      "The horse driven out and wrecked, these two children turned into road beggars—both father's doings! Perhaps father did not do right after all?" he thought.

      He sat down again and buried his head in his hands. Suddenly his lips began to quiver and into his eyes came tears, which he hastily wiped away. Fresh tears came, and he was just as prompt to brush these away; but it was useless, for more followed.

      When his mother stepped into the room, he swung his chair quickly and turned his back to her. She must have noticed something unusual, for she stood quietly behind him a long while, as if waiting for him to speak. She realized how difficult it always is for men to talk of the things they feel most deeply. She must help him of course.

      From her bedroom she had observed all that had taken place in the living room, so that she did not have to ask questions. She walked very softly over to the two sleeping children, lifted them, and bore them to her own bed. Then she went back to her son.

      "Lars," she said, as if she did not see that he was weeping, "you had better let me keep these children."

      "What, mother?" he gasped, trying to smother the sobs.

      "I have been suffering for years—ever since father took the cabin from their mother, and so have you."

      "Yes, but—"

      "I want to keep them here and make something of them; they are too good to beg."

      He could not speak, for now the tears were beyond his control; but he took his old mother's withered hand and patted it.

      Then he jumped up, as if something had frightened him.

      "What would father have said of this?"

      "Father had his day at ruling," retorted the mother. "Now it is your day. As long as father lived we had to obey him. Now is the time to show what you are."

      Her son was so astonished that he ceased crying.

      "But