Elinor did not sit up like her mother. She had flung herself upon the opposite sofa, with her arms flung behind her head, supporting it with her fingers half buried in the twists of her hair. She was not tall like Mrs. Dennistoun, and there was far more vivid colour than had ever been the mother’s in her brown eyes and bright complexion, which was milk-white and rose-red after an old-fashioned rule of colour, too crude perhaps for modern artistic taste. Sometimes these delightful tints go with a placid soul which never varies, but in Elinor’s case there was a demon in the hazel of the eyes, not dark enough for placidity, all fire at the best of times, and ready in a moment to burst into flame. She it was who had to be in the forefront of the interest, and not her mother, though for metaphysical, or what I suppose should now be called psychological interests, the elder lady was probably the most interesting of the two. Elinor beat her foot upon the carpet, out of sheer impatience, while John lingered alone in the dining-room. What did he stay there for? When there are several men together, and they drink wine, the thing is comprehensible; but one man alone who takes his claret with his dinner, and cares for nothing more, why{vol. i_38} should he stay behind when there was so much to say to him, and not one minute too much time till Monday morning, should the house be given up to talk not only by day but by night? But it was no use beating one’s foot, for John did not come.
“You spoke to your cousin, Elinor, before dinner?” her mother said.
“Oh, yes, I spoke to him before dinner. What did he come here for but that? I sent for him on purpose, you know, mamma, to hear what he would say.”
“And what did he say?”
This most natural question produced a small convulsion once more on Elinor’s side. She loosed the hands that had been supporting her head and flung them out in front of her. “Oh, mamma, how can you be so exasperating! What did he say? What was he likely to say? If the beggar maid that married King Cophetua had a family it would have been exactly the same thing—though in that case surely the advantage was all on the gentleman’s side.”
“We know none of the particulars in that case,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, calmly. “I have always thought it quite possible that the beggar maid was a princess of an old dynasty and King Cophetua a parvenu. But in your case, Elinor——”
“You know just as little,” said the girl, impetuously.
“That is what I say. I don’t know the man who has possessed himself of my child’s fancy and heart. I want to know more about him. I want{vol. i_39}——”
“For goodness’ sake, whatever you want, don’t be sentimental, mamma!”
“Was I sentimental? I didn’t mean it. He has got your heart, my dear, whatever words may be used.”
“Yes—and for ever!” said the girl, turning round upon herself. “I know you think I don’t know my own mind; but there will never be any change in me. Oh, what does John mean, sitting all by himself in that stuffy room? He has had time to smoke a hundred cigarettes!”
“Elinor, you must not forget it is rather hard upon John to be brought down to settle your difficulties for you. What do you want with him? Only that he should advise you to do what you have settled upon doing. If he took the other side, how much attention would you give him? You must be reasonable, my dear.”
“I would give him every attention,” said Elinor, “if he said what was reasonable. You don’t think mere blind opposition is reasonable, I hope, mamma. To say Don’t, merely, without saying why, what reason is there in that?”
“My dear, when you argue I am lost. I am not clever at making out my ground. Mine is not mere blind opposition, or indeed opposition at all. You have been always trained to use your own faculties, and I have never made any stand against you.”
“Why not? why not?” said the girl, springing to{vol. i_40} her feet. “That is just the dreadful, dreadful part of it! Why don’t you say straight out what I am to do and keep to it, and not tell me I must make use of my own faculties? When I do, you put on a face and object. Either don’t object, or tell me point-blank what I am to do.”
“Do you think for one moment if I did, you would obey me, Elinor?”
“Oh, I don’t know what I might do in that case, for it will never happen. You will never take that responsibility. For my part, if you locked me up in my room and kept me on bread and water I should think that reasonable; but not this kind of letting I dare not wait upon I would, saying I am to exercise my own faculties, and then hesitating and finding fault.”
“I daresay, my dear,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, with great tolerance, “that this may be provoking to your impatient mind: but you must put yourself in my place a little, as I try to put myself in yours. I have never seen Mr. Compton. It is probable, or at least quite possible, that if I knew him I might look upon him with your eyes——”
“Probable! Possible! What words to use! when all my happiness, all my life, everything I care for is in it: and my own mother thinks it just possible that she might be able to tolerate the man that—the man who——”
She flung herself down on her seat again, panting and excited. “Did you wear out Adelaide like{vol. i_41} that,” she cried, “before she married, papa and you——”
“Adelaide was very different, Elinor. She married selon les règles a man whom we all knew. There was no trouble about it. Your father was the one who was impatient then. He thought it too well arranged, too commonplace and satisfactory. You may believe he did not object to that in words, but he laughed at them and it worried him. It has done very well on the whole,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, with a faint sigh.
“You say that—and then you sigh. There is always a little reserve. You are never wholly satisfied.”
“One seldom is in this world,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, this time with a soft laugh. “This world is not very satisfactory. One makes the best one can of it.”
“And that is just what I hate to hear,” said Elinor, “what I have always heard. Oh, yes, when you don’t say it you mean it, mamma. One can read it in the turn of your head. You put up with things. You think perhaps they might have been worse. In every way that’s your philosophy. And it’s killing, killing to all life! I would rather far you said out, ‘Adelaide’s husband is a prig and I hate him.’”
“There is only one drawback, that it would not be true. I don’t in the least hate him. I am glad I was not called upon to marry him myself, I don’t think I should have liked it. But he makes Adelaide a very good husband, and she is quite happy with him—as far as I know.{vol. i_42}”
“The same thing again—never more. I wonder, I wonder after I have been married a dozen years what you will say of me?”
“I wonder, too: if we could but know that it would solve the question,” the mother said. Elinor looked at her with a provoked and impatient air, which softened off after a moment—partly because she heard the door of the dining-room open—into a smile.
“I try you in every way,” she said, half laughing. “I do everything to beguile you into a pleasanter speech. I thought you must at least have said then that you hoped you would have nothing to say but happiness. No! you are not to be caught, however one tries, mamma.”
John came in at this moment, not without a whiff about him of the cigarette over which he had lingered so. It relieved him to see the two ladies seated opposite each other in the bow window, and to hear something like a laugh in the air. Perhaps they were discussing other things, and not this momentous marriage question,