They went on with breakfast.
“Are you fearfully fond of him?” Paul asked his mother.
“What do you ask that for?”
“Because they say a woman always like the youngest best.”
“She may do—but I don't. No, he wearies me.”
“And you'd actually rather he was good?”
“I'd rather he showed some of a man's common sense.”
Paul was raw and irritable. He also wearied his mother very often. She saw the sunshine going out of him, and she resented it.
As they were finishing breakfast came the postman with a letter from Derby. Mrs. Morel screwed up her eyes to look at the address.
“Give it here, blind eye!” exclaimed her son, snatching it away from her.
She started, and almost boxed his ears.
“It's from your son, Arthur,” he said.
“What now—!” cried Mrs. Morel.
“'My dearest Mother,'” Paul read, “'I don't know what made me such a fool. I want you to come and fetch me back from here. I came with Jack Bredon yesterday, instead of going to work, and enlisted. He said he was sick of wearing the seat of a stool out, and, like the idiot you know I am, I came away with him.
“'I have taken the King's shilling, but perhaps if you came for me they would let me go back with you. I was a fool when I did it. I don't want to be in the army. My dear mother, I am nothing but a trouble to you. But if you get me out of this, I promise I will have more sense and consideration. . . .'”
Mrs. Morel sat down in her rocking-chair.
“Well, NOW,” she cried, “let him stop!”
“Yes,” said Paul, “let him stop.”
There was silence. The mother sat with her hands folded in her apron, her face set, thinking.
“If I'm not SICK!” she cried suddenly. “Sick!”
“Now,” said Paul, beginning to frown, “you're not going to worry your soul out about this, do you hear.”
“I suppose I'm to take it as a blessing,” she flashed, turning on her son.
“You're not going to mount it up to a tragedy, so there,” he retorted.
“The FOOL!—the young fool!” she cried.
“He'll look well in uniform,” said Paul irritatingly.
His mother turned on him like a fury.
“Oh, will he!” she cried. “Not in my eyes!”
“He should get in a cavalry regiment; he'll have the time of his life, and will look an awful swell.”
“Swell!—SWELL!—a mighty swell idea indeed!—a common soldier!”
“Well,” said Paul, “what am I but a common clerk?”
“A good deal, my boy!” cried his mother, stung.
“What?”
“At any rate, a MAN, and not a thing in a red coat.”
“I shouldn't mind being in a red coat—or dark blue, that would suit me better—if they didn't boss me about too much.”
But his mother had ceased to listen.
“Just as he was getting on, or might have been getting on, at his job—a young nuisance—here he goes and ruins himself for life. What good will he be, do you think, after THIS?”
“It may lick him into shape beautifully,” said Paul.
“Lick him into shape!—lick what marrow there WAS out of his bones. A SOLDIER!—a common SOLDIER!—nothing but a body that makes movements when it hears a shout! It's a fine thing!”
“I can't understand why it upsets you,” said Paul.
“No, perhaps you can't. But I understand”; and she sat back in her chair, her chin in one hand, holding her elbow with the other, brimmed up with wrath and chagrin.
“And shall you go to Derby?” asked Paul.
“Yes.”
“It's no good.”
“I'll see for myself.”
“And why on earth don't you let him stop. It's just what he wants.”
“Of course,” cried the mother, “YOU know what he wants!”
She got ready and went by the first train to Derby, where she saw her son and the sergeant. It was, however, no good.
When Morel was having his dinner in the evening, she said suddenly:
“I've had to go to Derby to-day.”
The miner turned up his eyes, showing the whites in his black face.
“Has ter, lass. What took thee there?”
“That Arthur!”
“Oh—an' what's agate now?”
“He's only enlisted.”
Morel put down his knife and leaned back in his chair.
“Nay,” he said, “that he niver 'as!”
“And is going down to Aldershot tomorrow.”
“Well!” exclaimed the miner. “That's a winder.” He considered it a moment, said “H'm!” and proceeded with his dinner. Suddenly his face contracted with wrath. “I hope he may never set foot i' my house again,” he said.
“The idea!” cried Mrs. Morel. “Saying such a thing!”
“I do,” repeated Morel. “A fool as runs away for a soldier, let 'im look after 'issen; I s'll do no more for 'im.”
“A fat sight you have done as it is,” she said.
And Morel was almost ashamed to go to his public-house that evening.
“Well, did you go?” said Paul to his mother when he came home.
“I did.”
“And could you see him?”
“Yes.”
“And what did he say?”
“He blubbered when I came away.”
“H'm!”
“And so did I, so you needn't 'h'm'!”
Mrs. Morel fretted after her son. She knew he would not like the army. He did not. The discipline was intolerable to him.
“But the doctor,” she said with some pride to Paul, “said he was perfectly proportioned—almost exactly; all his measurements were correct. He IS good-looking, you know.”
“He's awfully nice-looking. But he doesn't fetch the girls like William, does he?”
“No; it's a different character. He's a good deal like his father, irresponsible.”
To console his mother, Paul did not go much to Willey Farm at this time. And in the autumn exhibition of students' work in the Castle he had two studies, a landscape in water-colour and a still life in oil, both of which had first-prize awards. He was highly excited.
“What do you think I've got for my pictures, mother?” he asked, coming home one evening. She saw by his eyes he was glad. Her face flushed.
“Now, how should I know, my boy!”
“A first prize for those glass jars—”
“H'm!”