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Автор: Maxwell Bodenheim
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a decadent music

      Somehow silent in lines of flesh,

      Finding your face too small,

      Finding the earth too small,

      Have they not informed you

      That crowding life into seven words

      Is an insincere and minor epigram?

      And have they not reprimanded you

      Because you fail to observe

      Their vile and fervent spontaneity,

      These howlers of earthly shrouds?

      And have they neglected to drive

      The bluster of their knuckles against your face

      Because you rush from the leg and arm

      Anecdotes of microscopical towns,

      Bandying with a fantasy

      Which they call thin and valueless?

      “Life is a nightmare and something delicate,”

      You repeat, and then, “O yes, they have done these things

      To me because I take not seriously

      The interval between two steps

      Made by Death, who has grown a little tired.

      When Death recovers his vigor

      The intervals will become

      Shorter and shorter until

      No more men are alive.

      But now they have their chance.

      The wild, foul fight of life

      Delights in refreshing phrases—

      Swift-pouring tranquillities and ecstasies

      Atoning for the groaning stampede

      That desecrates the light

      Between each dawn and twilight.

      And those who stand apart

      Use the edged art of their minds

      To cut the struggling pack of bodies

      Into naked, soiled distinctness.”

      Lady, do not let them hear you.

      You are too delicate—

      Deliberately, nimbly, remotely, strongly

      Delicate—and you will remind them

      Too much of Death, who is also

      The swiftly fantastic compression

      Of every adjective and adverb

      Marching to nouns that live

      Beyond the intentions of men.

      Men are not able, lady,

      To strike his face, and in vengeance

      They will smear your face

      With the loose, long hatred of their words.

      I will wash your face

      With new metaphors and similes,

      Telling carefully with my hands

      That I love you not for your skin,

      And every bird at twilight

      Will be enviously astonished

      At your face now insubstantial

      Indeed, you have an irony

      That ironically doubts

      Whether its power is supreme,

      And at such times you accept

      The adequate distraction

      Of cold and shifting fantasy.

      This is your mood and mine,

      And with it we open the window

      To look upon the night.

      The night, with distinguished coherence,

      Is saying yes to the soul

      And mending its velvet integrity

      Torn by one forlorn

      Animal that bounds

      From towns and villages.

      The night is Blake in combat

      With an extraordinary wolf

      Whose head can take the mobile

      Protection of a smile;

      Whose heart contains the ferocious

      Lies of ice and fire;

      Whose heart with stiff and sinuous

      Promises swindles the lips and limbs of men;

      Whose heart persuades its confusion

      To welcome the martyred certainties

      Of cruelty and kindness;

      Whose brain is but a calmness

      Where the falsehoods of earth

      Can fashion masks of ideas.

      Welcome the wolf.

      Bring lyrics to fondle his hair.

      Summon your troops of words

      And exalt his gasping contortions.

      Lady, it is my fear

      That makes me give you these commands.

      Men will force upon you

      The garland of their spit

      If you fail to glorify,

      Or eagerly disrobe,

      The overbearing motives of their flesh.

      And every irony of yours

      Will be despised unless

      A hand of specious warmth

      Directs the twist of your blades.

      O lady, you are flashing detachment

      Clad in exquisitely careful

      Fantasy, and on your face

      Pity and irony unite

      To form the nimble light of contemplations.

      Men will dread you as they fear

      Death, the Ultimate Preciosity.

      Stay with me within this chamber

      And tell me that your heart

      Is near to a spiral of pain

      Curving perfectly

      From the squirming of a world.

      See, you have made me luminous

      With this news, and my heart,

      Fighting to be original,

      Ends its struggle in yours.

      Turning, we trace a crescent

      Of conscious imagination

      Upon the darkness of this room.

      Night and window still remain.

      Night, spiritual acrobat,

      Evades with great undulations

      The moans and exultations of men.

      His madly elastic invitation

      To the souls of men

      Gathers up the imagination

      Of one poet, starving in a room

      Where rats and scandals ravish the light.

      With