Unfortunately, most parents do not know how to behave with their children, how to treat them properly. They are often shouted at and the children panic. This is just one example of many, but we will discuss this topic another time…
I would like to go back to the period when I was freeing myself from the Ego – from my selfish qualities, which, of course, all people have. After healing my kidneys and stomach, my Master reduced my Ego to a small size and left me to fight it alone. I really wish he had destroyed it completely, but my job was to deal with it alone. I had to learn not to take insults from anyone, not to get angry, not to be jealous, not to be evious, to think only positively. Even if someone hurt or insulted me, I had to forgive him immediately and release the tension from the situation, but I had to do it from the heart, i.e. to get rid of the insult radically.
How to do this, you ask? With a lot of work and work on yourself, using your iron will, GOOD AND GOOD. Yes, the task was not easy at all, but I tried my best to succeed and get rid of the so-called SELFISH HUMAN QUALITIES, which prevented me from moving forward and hindered my development. I felt unhealthy during the purification. I went through everything: flu, runny nose, sore throat. For the first time, I decided not to use antibiotics and, literally, I managed to get back on my feet in three days.
My Master told me that this is a normal process in cleansing the body of negative energy, anger, malice, etc., and it seemed to me that my Ego was dying… If antibiotics were resorted to at such a time, it will give them the effect of anaesthesia, i.e. the process will be stopped and the negative energy will remain in the body. This means that in a certain period of time a person will get sick again and, which is much more serious – the subsequent diseases will be much more severe.
As I freed myself from my Ego, at times I was very nervous, constantly feeling anxious (the ego was afraid it was time to leave). I asked my Master:
– Where did this second Ego come from in me? How did this happen?
– This is an old man who is 200 years old, left over from the period when you lived in Russia in the early 19th century. Then you were a rich noble lady, you played the piano, you had a big house and a lot of servants. Then your great pride appeared – the Ego PRIDE. The time has come to get rid of the Ego PRIDE the most difficult thing is to fight with your Ego.
Igor could have destroyed it very easily, but he did just do it partially so I can harden my character and fight it myself.
While I was praying in the church in front of the icon of Jesus Christ, I saw how the icon began to move now to the left, now to the right.
– Yes, it is now very easy to move from one vibration to another, because now the Earth is closest to Heaven.
– Something interesting is constantly happening to me, miracles are happening around me. Several times, I have already seen the icons in the church swaying to the left and to the right, and at times, my Ego gets annoyed and afraid of destroying it. I don’t need this Ego, it just bothers me. How do you think life is designed to work here on Earth?
– We are just an experiment here.
– I feel that you and I will be the first people to live forever.
– Yes, that is…
– And I also feel that I will be able to get rid of my Ego very quickly.
– Yes, it is already on his knees, I see it. You have to beat it.
– To win?!
– Yes, your Higher Self must defeat your Ego. It should.
– I know I am strong and I can handle it. Yes, and you give me the energy I need every day.
– Yes, I give you a very strong energy that the Ego cannot resist.
Suddenly, even though I was breathing deeply and hard, I felt my air run out. This is not the first time this has happened to me in the last month.
– There is a little more left. Of course, I can destroy it in a second, but you have to defeat it yourself. Your Higher Self must defeat it.
People know about the Ego, but no one wants to work on themselves. This may seem like a fairy tale to you, but it is the truth. There are many hidden truths that no one wants to reveal. The story of the Ego is interesting. People need to know that there is an Ego in every person. When we try to be better, nobler, more honest, more selfless, working and freeing ourselves from the bad qualities of our character, we are able to free ourselves from the Ego, to start all over again and become what we really are.
I was very grateful to my Master for the great support and his energetic help, thanks to which I was free from the Ego. On the other hand, the Ego made me angry with Igor every day because I felt his strong energy. I was constantly offended, I was dissatisfied all the time and, believe me, it was very difficult for me to deal with jealousy, dissatisfaction, impatience.
These qualities, which are formed in the character of man for many years, are not at all easy to suddenly clear forever in a day or two, even a month. This requires CONSTANT WORK, patience and humility.
How many people do you know who have freed themselves from their Ego? How many people do you know who try to be better every day than yesterday? Think about it – the key is in you.
I, of course, apologized to my Master and asked him for forgiveness for my unworthy treatment of him (this is because of the Ego!), I promised that I would not take insults again. No more time for insults, I rise to the top in the spiral of perfection of consciousness. I knew that God was with me and I will succeed!
I told him that when my air conditioner turned on by its own, I wasn’t even scared. “Yes, it’s started!” He said, laughing and telling how eight years ago his TV turned itself on just thinking about him.
We began to comment on the difficult tests that fate had prepared for us and that we had to deal with: money, work, responsibility, professionalism.
– For example, I was the director of a technical school with 1500 students the responsibility was great. I worked from 06.00 to 21.00 in the evening. I have four higher educations:
1) Specialty – industrial and civil construction – PGS (Leningrad Construction Institute;
2) Faculty of Economics (Moscow);
3) Institute of Political Science (St. Petersburg);
4) International currency and stock markets (Vienna, Austria).
– You are the Miracle man. Is it because everything in this dimension is predestined? As you, for example, remember everything you planned in heaven, do you remember all your tests here on Earth? Like I have chosen to lose so much money and live in difficulty for two years, to meet you and awaken me to the spiritual life? How can I not remember all this?
– This was God’s plan in heaven.
I know that in Heaven we have agreed to live in higher dimensions, to descend here to Earth, and to begin to EVOLVE up the spiral. This is an experiment to improve consciousness while working, learning, etc. As Igor told me, his task is to spread UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, to distribute his energy every day on our Planet and to help many people physically and spiritually.
Most people think that gratitude is calculated in money, but this is not correct. True gratitude and help is when you give a person your energy and your Love, to give your spiritual support, to raise his Spirit and potential. This is much more than just giving money. Money is the last thing you can do to help someone…
– Igor, you told me that in most of my rebirths I lived in Russia and why was I born in Bulgaria this time?
– This