Camila scooted closer and caught Jilly’s hands. “If you wanted to see your father’s family, I wouldn’t have said no. But they’ve made no attempt over the years and my only concern is you getting hurt.”
“I wish I hadn’t gone,” Jilly mumbled again.
The pinpricks turned to a cold chill, but she had to know what her daughter meant, “What happened?”
“Kerri and I rode over there on our bikes and the place is really run down and kind of spooky.”
“I heard the Danielses are having a difficult time.”
“It’s like nobody lives there and I was so scared, but I knocked anyway and Morris answered the door. I had to ask three times if I could speak with Mr. Daniels before he heard me. Then he came and his hair was a mess and he didn’t look too friendly.”
Camila’s stomach clenched. She’d seen Tripp’s picture in the paper, too, and she was hoping he wouldn’t be staying long in Bramble.
“I couldn’t say anything for a long time, my tongue wouldn’t work. He was going to close the door so I blurted out my name and told him I made straight A’s and I was going to be a doctor and his family missed a lot by not knowing me…and you.”
“Oh, Jilly.” Camila wrapped her arms around her. She thought she knew her daughter, but she’d never dreamed she harbored these feelings. “Why didn’t you tell me you were thinking about your father?”
“’Cause it makes you sad.”
“There’s nothing you can’t talk to me about…even if it makes me sad. Don’t you know that?”
Jilly’s mouth trembled into a smile. “Yeah, and I won’t go back.”
Camila cupped Jilly’s face. “It’s okay to be curious about your father’s family, but next time, please talk it over with me first. I don’t like you riding that far on your bicycle.”
“Okay.” Jilly looped her arms around Camila’s waist and squeezed.
“Mama?”
“Hmm?”
“Do my grandparents live there?”
Camila swallowed. “Yes, they do.”
“But it’s so dirty and unkempt. Do you think they’re okay?”
This was her Jilly, always worried about everyone. There wasn’t an old person in Bramble who didn’t know Jilly. She ran errands and helped anyone who needed it. Jilly had a big heart and Camila cringed inside at the thought of anyone ever hurting her.
“Yes, they’re fine. Nurse Tisdale checks on them three times a week.” The nurse came in the shop occasionally and talked of the disrepair at the Lady Luck.
“I guess I’m like grounded for life,” Jilly muttered against Camila.
“Pretty much.”
Jilly drew away, her eyes worried. “But, Mama, I have to take out Mrs. Shynosky’s trash and pick up Mrs. Haskell’s groceries when she needs something and take Miss Unie food or she’ll just eat cat food.”
Camila tucked wisps of stray hair behind Jilly’s ear. “Do you know how special you are?”
Jilly grinned. “Then I can still help out?”
“Yes, but no TV or listening to music for a week.”
“Ah, piece of cake.” She kissed her mother. “I love you and I’m sorry I lied.”
“Just don’t do it again.”
“I won’t. I’d better check on Button.” She disappeared down the hall.
Camila buried her face in her hands. Oh, Jilly. What have you done? She’d thought she’d put the past behind her, closed that door forever. But now it was wide open and Camila didn’t know if she had the strength to go through it, to face a past that was painful, to face her daughter if she found out the truth. But she would make sure that never happened.
She’d guard the truth with her life.
Chapter Two
Jilly’s visit plagued Tripp and triggered thoughts of Camila. He’d often wondered how her life had turned out. Evidently she hadn’t married, since Jilly’s last name was Walker.
He worked until he was exhausted and still couldn’t shake them from his mind. So he worked that much harder. He fixed the tractor and lawn mower and cut the weeds around the house and mowed the grass. He hired the Garcia brothers to repair the entrance and the fence, then he went looking for Earl Boggs, who leased the land.
The Boggs family owned the little town of Bramble. Otis Boggs had died several years ago and his widow, Thelma Bramble, was the matriarch of the family. Earl, Bert and Melvin were her sons. Bert ran the bank, Melvin the feed and hardware store, and Earl took care of the Boggs ranch. Tripp went there to talk to him, but he was told that Earl was in town.
He drove to town and still couldn’t locate Earl. Frustrated, he went back to Lady Luck, not wanting to leave his parents too long. They were napping, as was Morris, so Tripp let them rest.
He called his friend and partner, Brodie Hayes. The two of them owned a Hereford cattle ranch near Mesquite, Texas, and Tripp had to let him know he wasn’t returning as soon as he’d planned.
“So you’re not coming back for a while?” Brodie asked.
“I can’t leave my parents just yet and the place is so run down.”
“Take all the time you need. I can run this place with my eyes closed.”
“Yeah, right.”
Brodie laughed. They’d been the best of friends since their rodeo days. The two of them and Colter Kincaid, another friend and rodeo rider, lived not far from each other. Colter had married the love of his life and now had two children.
“How’s Colter and the family?”
“Wonderful. Every time I’m over there it makes me think about getting married. Then I come home and take a cold shower and it brings me to my senses.”
“I guess we’re going to be two old bachelors.”
“Yep.”
There was silence for a moment.
“Something bothering you?” Brodie asked.
He told Brodie about Jilly’s visit.
“So you think this could be your brother’s daughter?”
“I’m not sure, but I can’t stop thinking how good it would be for my parents if she was.”
“Then find out.”
That would be easy for Brodie. He was a charmer, a talker.
“Hell, Tripp, you’re not a shy sixteen-year-old. Just ask the woman, or do you think she doesn’t know who the father is?”
“Not sure about that either, but I’ll definitely speak to her. Talk to you in a couple of days.”
Tripp stared at the phone. He’d never told Brodie or anyone about his feelings for Camila. Feelings? He scoffed at the word and forced himself to call it what it was—good old-fashioned lust. Every time he’d looked at her, he hadn’t been able to think straight, and she’d been a teenager and… That was in the past—a past he’d just as soon forget. He knew what he had to do for his family. He left a note for Morris and drove back to town.
CAMILA LOCKED UP for the day and saw Eunice Gimble across the street, pushing her shopping cart of plastic bags filled with aluminum cans. Unie was the can lady of Bramble. She was close to ninety and picked up cans from the street, diner, beer joints and roadsides, any