“This is crazy.” He glanced toward the men entering their trucks.
“Don’t even think about it.” She jabbed the butt into his ribs, harder. “I am dead serious.”
“You’re going to fuck up your career doing this.”
Kim met his eyes. They were extremely blue. She’d read somewhere that extremely blue or green eyes showed a highly sexual nature.
Furious was more the word at the moment.
Oh, well. “Get in the car and I’ll explain.”
“You won’t shoot me. I know you won’t.”
“I won’t kill you,” she said. “But I will hurt you if you don’t come with me. Now.” She pushed harder.
He resisted. “Explain.”
She met his eyes with an icy lift of her own eyebrow. “Walk.”
He glanced over his shoulder. No one was looking at them. Kim nudged him. “I tried to go through channels, but none of you has given me the respect I deserve, and because of that, people may die unnecessarily.”
“If I go against orders, I’ll be fired.”
“I’m not talking anymore.”
For an instant longer, he resisted. His nostrils flared in fury.
“It’s killing you to have to listen to a girl, isn’t it?”
“No, I—”
“My mother was a nurse in Vietnam. Did you know that? She was taken hostage once for three days, and it’s something that has given her nightmares the rest of her life.”
“Why the hell would I care, Valenti?”
“Because you can trust that I am very, very sincere when I say that I hate the whole hostage game. I would do anything to free hostages—but I won’t let other people die. Do you understand?”
He narrowed his eyes, the jaw still mulish. Damn. She really did not want to hurt him. She would if she had to, but it would be messier and she needed him.
“Luthor, I’ve had a very bad night. My ear is killing me. There are a couple of bastards at that television station who may or may not kill hostages, but there are law enforcement officials on scene to deal with them. They also don’t have a bomb at the station, and that’s what I need you for.”
“How is it, Kim, that you’re so much smarter than the entire federal law enforcement community?”
She blinked. “I don’t know, Lex. You tell me. Maybe I’m just smart. One thing I know for sure is that I do know what I’m talking about because—by the way did I tell you I speak Arabic fluently?—I overheard them talking at the television station. There is a bomb or a suicide bomber headed for the airport or at the airport, and people will die if we don’t go now. I don’t know how to defuse a bomb. You do.”
“You finished?”
“Yes.”
“Let’s go. You can explain the rest in the car.”
Chapter 1
One day earlier—Monday, October 4
S omehow, Kim Valenti fell asleep next to her lover. It was not something she ordinarily allowed. Maybe it was the long days trying to break a troublesome code. Maybe it was the cold, nearly winter night. Maybe just general weariness. Whatever.
She slept.
Hard.
And as often happened these days, the nightmares came. Jason, laughing and joking, his big hands and goofy smile—suddenly beheaded. A casualty of war. He’d been a professional soldier, after all. Sometimes soldiers died in the line of duty.
The dream yanked her out of sleep, her hands raised, her legs thrashing, a yell of protest on her lips. This time, her lover caught her in his sturdy arms.
“Hey,” Marc said quietly. “You okay?”
Blinking, shuddering as if she’d nearly fallen off a cliff, Kim wiped her face. “Yeah.”
Kim’s mother, Eileen, had been plagued by nightmares throughout Kim’s childhood, and the children had learned never to awaken her in the usual way, by grabbing a shoulder or an elbow. If she fell asleep on the couch after work, they’d simply stand beside her and call her name quietly until she stirred. To do otherwise was to risk a sharp fist to the face as the soldier she’d been reacted to a threat long past.
Now that she’d lost a son to war, Eileen said she never dreamed at all anymore. Kim had wearily confessed one night, over plates of pasta, that she’d taken it on for her mother. She had regular nightmares about her brother Jason. Her mother had squeezed her shoulder. Sorry, sweetheart.
“Argh!” Kim said, rubbing her eyes. “It’s this damned code! It’s driving me nuts!”
“You’re having nightmares about codes?”
She shook her head. “Not exactly.” She couldn’t discuss it. Her brother’s death was something she didn’t talk about, and the code was something she wasn’t allowed to discuss with a civilian.
The two things were feeding into each other tonight: Jason, dead in Iraq two years ago, and the Arabic code running through her mind. Endless ribbons of delicate, graceful lettering flowing across the back of her eyelids. Over and over. Almost clicking into place, then sliding away from her.
Kim swore. She wasn’t going to be getting any sleep tonight. Even less if she didn’t get rid of her lover.
“We’re not supposed to be doing this anyway,” she said, easing away from him. “No sleeping over.”
He groaned, and buried his well-chiseled face into the pillow. Glossy black hair splashed over the white linens. His shoulders, round and smooth, stuck out of the sheet. “Don’t make me go.”
“You know the rules.”
Marc faced her. “What would it hurt if I slept over just once?”
“Nyet, nope, not a chance.” She rolled away, slid into the robe she’d left at the foot of her bed. As she tied it, she tried to soften up her line a little bit. “You don’t want this to get serious any more than I do. We’d make each other crazy in a week.”
He rubbed his perfectly grizzled jaw. “I know, I know.”
She liked Marc just fine. He was a safe, warm companion, who made her laugh. They’d dated off and on for more than two years, and neither of them saw anyone else, particularly, but they didn’t intend to be serious. No one in his life knew she existed, and no one in hers knew he did. They kept company, sometimes made love, kept each other on track about getting too serious. They were both very ambitious and had no intentions of getting sidetracked from their careers into something as ordinary as love and marriage.
If he’d had a few more brains, he might have been good long-term material, but his IQ just about matched his job: he was a model for a major men’s clothing line. Beautiful to be sure, but not someone she felt she could trust for the long haul. It was the perfect arrangement for the short haul.
Marc buried his face. Made a noise. Kim slapped his very nicely shaped butt. “Get moving.”
“C’mon. Have a heart.” He reached out a big hand with elegantly manicured nails that somehow managed to look rugged anyway. “I’m tired, Kim. Really. It’s cold out there. This bed is so comfortable.”
She headed for the bathroom. “Nope. You’ve got to get moving because I’ve got to work.”
“Work? It’s nearly midnight. Won’t it wait until morning?”
“No.