Three things stopped Gretchen Bauer dead in her tracks: the smashed pots of her morning glory seedlings splattering her porch steps, the Public Hearing Notice, aka Notice of Betrayal, nailed to her door frame, and the paint-chipped front door of her old Victorian standing ajar.
Someone had been here—and still might be.
Broken terra-cotta pieces crunched beneath her sneaker treads as she took the first tentative step up. The new beginnings of her signature bed-and-breakfast flowers were strewn about the landing, their futures dashed in an instant.
A sign of her own future?
The answer awaited her at the door.
Her gaze fell to the shadows of the rough interior of her house that she could see through the crack.
Then she saw again the white piece of paper posted to the door’s right. Its crisp black type stated details of a town meeting set to discuss the future of her renovation of the abandoned home she’d recently purchased.
But she knew what the message really meant.
No matter what she did to move forward in her life, a certain someone would always yank her back. The words read Public Hearing Notice. They may as well have said You Will Never Be Free.
Gretchen craved freedom more than air, and since she was asthmatic, that said a lot. But in four weeks, she would hang her own message from her lamppost. The shingle for her business would read The Morning Glory B&B, Stepping Stones Island, Maine.
The true meaning behind it would read, I’m free.
From then on she would be free to make her own choices without asking for permission. She would be free to pick her friends without obtaining background checks and approval. She would be free of being manipulated by words—and actions.
The stinging memory of where she had felt his last action spread across her cheek. She touched it protectively and vowed it would never happen again.
“Welcome home, love,” a male’s voice called from behind her.
Gretchen inhaled and whipped around, her hands raised in front of her face and ready to fight her bully. How dare he—
A huge video camera closed in on her instead, catching her off guard. Gretchen shrank back a step, unable to see who stood behind the huge piece of equipment. “What’s going on?” She changed her battling fists to palms straight up to say Stand back. “Who are you? This is private property.”
“You invited us, love. Don’t you remember?” An Irishman’s voice pulled her attention away from the camera and down to where he stood on the walkway. “Allow me to introduce myself. I’m C—”
“Colm McCrae,” she answered for him on an exhale of relief. Her hands dropped with her shoulders. She immediately thanked God that it was he and not— Never mind. “Of course I remember,” Gretchen replied. “You’re the host of the cable television show Rescue to Restoration. I did invite you to help with my renovation. Thank you so much for coming.”
She put her hand over her chest. “You just surprised me. I wasn’t expecting you. I was told you weren’t arriving until late this afternoon.”
“Aye,” he answered in his suave Irish accent that brought him his fame on his home improvement show, especially with the lady viewers. “My cameraman and I rented a boat. We came over from the mainland on our own to get started. It’s right deadly, don’t you think?”
“Deadly?”
“Oh, apologies, Dublin lingo. I meant to say ‘fantastic news.’ Aye? What do you say you give me a gander around the place?” He stepped up onto the porch. His long legs skipped the two stairs of broken pots with ease as he pressed in close to her. She stepped back again and hit the door frame.
Then she noticed the camera moved in, too.
Gretchen looked in every direction, unsure of where to rest her eyes. The presence of a camera brought on a whole new feeling of intrusion she hadn’t counted on when she applied for the show to assist her in her rehab. At the time, it felt like a smart idea, but right now smiling for the camera didn’t seem possible. She was still too tense from finding her home vandalized and had barely caught her breath. Plus, this program host came across as a little domineering. She hadn’t expected that, either.
But then, after eight years of being with someone who dominated her whole existence, she might be judging this TV personality too soon.
“You want a tour now?” Gretchen grappled for words while acclimating herself to her guests. “I didn’t expect you to be filming today. May I have a moment to prepare, please?” She put her hand up in front of her face and used her mass of curls to hide behind.
“The light looks good on you, Goldie. It would be a shame to waste it.”
Colm’s sudden nickname for her unnerved her further. It made her think of that other smooth talker in her life.
Check that: old life.
“Gretchen,” she corrected the host and turned from the lens in her face to see him step close to her. He was more real than he’d ever appeared, even in high definition, in her living room. She lifted her head, then lifted it some more to meet his eyes. He towered nearly a foot over her five feet.
Just breathe, she told herself, but when she opened her mouth, Colm McCrae asked, “Did the public notice bring you a wee bit of bad news?” His accent slowed her understanding, although the reddish streaks glinting through his wavy chestnut hair also distracted her. That and the concern filling his blue puppy-dog eyes. Was the concern legit? She shook her head to clear it.
It didn’t matter.
“Trouble? No,” she answered. Her days of trouble had ended when she’d sent a certain heavy-fisted deputy in the sheriff’s department packing. “Just a little misunderstanding with the town. I’ll get it taken care of—” Her voice trailed off as she noticed Colm and the cameraman pressing in even closer. The two seemed to work in sync to invade her private space.
A red flag hoisted high and waved in her mind’s eye. Had she escaped one bully only to sign on with another? She’d send them right away if that was the case.
But renovations took money, and Gretchen had already spent every dime she’d earned from waitressing and doing odd jobs around the island to buy the house and to update the plumbing and electricity. She had to if she wanted to live here. To turn away the crew would mean returning to her waitressing life and serving her ex when he came in for his weekly bratwurst at her mother’s German restaurant. The thought of her old puppet master winning caused her breath to catch and wheeze. The man wasn’t even here and he still tainted her dreams from the crew’s first take. She reached into her jeans pocket for her inhaler and took a quick pull of the medicine to open her lungs. Disgust filled her at this ailment that weakened her.
“Asthma?” the host asked.
Gretchen nodded and pocketed the inhaler behind her. She straightened her pink short-sleeved polo with conviction. “I’ll be fine now,” she stated. Billy would no longer be her puppet master, she determined again. And the television crew would be staying.
But that also meant showing them they couldn’t push her around. “Where is your director,