“I can’t,” she said. “I just can’t.”
Jake sat silent for a long moment and then sighed. “If you’re bound to leave, I’ll take you wherever you want to go, but how about we get the colt settled first? I want to get off to a good start with him.”
Because of her, he now had a horse he didn’t want. Her sense of fairness overcame the urge to bolt. “I guess I can do that much.”
“Anyway,” he said, “I’ve got a proposition for you.” He groaned. “That came out wrong! What I mean—I’m offering you a job. You know anything about cattle?”
A job? “Not much,” she said. She had watched branding and castration from the safe vantage point of corral fences. “I can’t rope or anything like that.”
“Can you ride?” he asked with a straight face.
A smile started against her will. He was playing her, teasing her back off the ledge. “Yes, I can ride.”
“Ever used a rifle or a shotgun?”
“Grandpa used to take me duck hunting in the fall. I didn’t much care for it, but I can handle a shotgun. What would I have to shoot?”
“Nothing, I hope. My boys come home between weekend events, but I can’t count on them for much work. One or the other is generally banged up. I need someone at a line camp at the far edge of the ranch. It’s isolated and pretty rough, but there’s a good corral for the colt. You’d have to ride the fence line and keep it up. I’ll have cow and calf pairs up there pretty soon—calving is almost done—so you’d need to keep an eye on them and chase off any varmints you see.”
Reluctantly, she considered his offer. She realized with surprise that she trusted him, as much as she trusted anyone, but the thought of owing him or any man made her shy away like a beaten animal.
“Could we go straight out there? Today, I mean?”
He sat in silence—she liked the way he thought things out before speaking.
“I figured you could stay overnight at the home ranch and we’d head out in the morning,” he said. “Plenty of room—Tom and Luke are on the road, so there’s just me and Lucy home.”
“No! I mean...” She didn’t want to meet his daughter, didn’t want anyone to see her face like this. Gary’s attack shamed her. She should have been smarter or quicker—something.
He glanced at his watch. “Another five, six hours of daylight. We’ll pick up supplies and have you settled in before nightfall—that suit you?”
She nodded, not trusting her voice.
He pulled back onto the road, and they drove in silence. Now with her course set, Shelby relaxed a little. The scratches burned, and her jaw ached, but she’d been scraped and bruised before; it went with the job. She would deal with the ugliness later as she had in the past, alone.
She watched the changing landscape flow by. West of Durango, silver mountain peaks loomed north of gentle valleys. Cottonwoods studded with early lime-green foliage marked the meandering courses of streams.
Just past the little town of Hesperus, Jake turned south again until he drove under a ranch sign with Cameron’s Pride burned into a weathered plank. The house sat half a mile from the road, and she saw with approval that all the buildings stood tight and square, with no machinery left out in the weather. In a short while, they had the colt, who didn’t seem much stressed by the second trailer ride of his life, confined in a small corral by the barn.
“Lucy won’t be home till late,” Jake said, grabbing Shelby’s pack from the backseat. “You can get cleaned up, and we’ll find some ointment for those scratches and ice for your lip.”
Shelby followed him into the ranch house. For a moment her skin crawled at finding herself alone with a man in a confined area, but she made herself step into the kitchen. Stranger followed and flopped in front of the big fireplace.
The cascade of crimson flowers on a huge Christmas cactus drew her, and she caressed a blossom with one finger.
“You like flowers?” Jake asked.
“I love making things grow,” she said. “That’s what I miss most, I guess, always on the road. I helped my mama in her garden—things grow like crazy in Louisiana.”
Jake stood beside her but left a little distance between them. “It’s tougher here, but my wife had the touch. Flowers, vegetables...” He cleared his throat and poked a finger into the pot. “Needs a little water, you think?”
She touched the soil. “No, it’s good—you’re doing fine.”
He turned to the big fridge and handed her an ice pack from the freezer. “How about you sit with that while I get some lunch together?” He peered back into the fridge. “We’ve got chili, or roast beef for sandwiches.”
She unzipped her jacket and remembered her ruined shirt. “Could I change somewhere?”
“Sorry, I should have said... Bathroom’s just down the hall, and there’s a first aid box—”
“That’s okay—I have stuff.”
In the bathroom, she dug through her pack for a cotton turtleneck and another flannel shirt before looking in the mirror. Her lower lip had ballooned to twice normal size, and blood traced a thin line from the left corner of her mouth. She moved her jaw experimentally—nothing broken and no loose teeth—but chewing would hurt for a few days.
She pulled off both shirts and threw them in the wastebasket. She could sew new buttons on the flannel shirt, but she knew she would never wear it again. Gary had ripped the tank top beyond repair.
The scratches would probably scar, no help for it. She found a clean washcloth, worked soap into it and took a deep breath. The sting of the soap on the raw wounds made her suck in her breath audibly and add a colorful description of Gary Norquist.
“You okay in there?” Jake’s voice came from just outside the door. The irony of the situation struck her—she had asked him the same question the morning after he’d run his truck into the ditch.
“Fine,” she said. “Just got a look at my face.” She heard him chuckle.
“I’m heating up the chili,” he said. “Easier for you to eat than a sandwich.”
By the time she came out, Jake had set two places and filled a cardboard box with food.
“We keep the cabin stocked with canned and dried food,” he said as they sat to eat, “but we can haul a few extras with us.” He picked up his spoon. “Hope the chili isn’t too spicy for you. Tom made this batch, and he gets a little crazy with Hatch peppers.”
The thick chili stung her lip, but the glass of milk beside her bowl eased the burn. Jake talked while she ate, an easy flow of words requiring minimal response. He pointed with his spoon at a framed document above the mantel.
“House ever catches fire, that’s the one thing we’d save.” He rose and took it down, dusting the glass with his sleeve before handing it to Shelby.
She tilted it to the light to read the faded script while Jake translated the Spanish: “Joined in holy matrimony Jacob Thomas Cameron and Rosa Monte at the mission church of San Geronimo, this second day of December in the year of our Lord 1867.” A flowing signature followed, with those of two witnesses below it.
She handed it back. “Jacob the grizzly-killer?”
“Yup. Rosa Monte was the best translation they could come up with for my great-great grandmother’s Ute name. They rode all the way down to Taos in winter