“Oh.” Natalie felt idiotic. And ridiculously aware. “Thank you.”
“My pleasure. Do you want me to do that?” He was looking at the coffeemaker, with which she didn’t seem to be making any progress. “Let me,” he said, and took the basket out of her hands. He filled the reservoir with water, then opened the cupboard and got out a filter, which he fitted into the basket.
She opened the cupboard to get a grip on her sanity and, incidentally, to find the coffee. It wasn’t there.
Christo just went to the refrigerator—since when had her mother kept the coffee in the refrigerator?—and took out a bag. He measured some beans into the electric coffee grinder she didn’t even know her mother had, then pressed it with the heel of his hand until the redolence of fresh-ground coffee filled the air.
Dumping the coffee into the basket, he put it back into the coffeemaker, then flicked on the switch and leaned back against the cabinet, folding his arms across his chest. He smiled at her.
“I don’t…make coffee here often,” she mumbled.
“I do,” he said. Then he leaned forward and, very gently, kissed her on the lips.
He was melting her right where she stood. She couldn’t move. Stood mesmerized by his kiss. Wanted it to go on and on and on. Wanted him to wrap his arms around her as he’d done before. Wanted to wrap hers around him.
She leaned into him.
“Wanta watch a movie, Christo?” Jamii’s voice floated in from the living room causing them both to jump back.
Christo cleared his throat. Adjusted his jeans.
“We’ve got The Bad News Bears and Cinderella,” Jamii called.
“Cinderella?” Natalie arched a brow at him. She still trembled. Still felt the shivers of unrequited desire running up and down her arms and legs.
Christo gave her a wry smile. “I’m hoping for the other one.”
“You don’t have to stay.”
“I’m staying.”
Their gazes met, locked.
“It’s ready,” Jamii called.
“Go on,” Natalie said. “I’ll bring the coffee.”
One more kiss that left her weak-kneed and then he joined Jamii in the living room. Natalie stood gripping the kitchen countertop, taking deep breaths and praying for a little sanity. When the coffee was ready, she poured them each a mug full and carried it into the living room.
“Sit here,” Jamii wriggled over next to Christo and left Natalie the spot on the end.
She sat down, and with Jamii between them, they watched the movie. Or Jamii watched the movie—not Cinderella, thank God.
Natalie watched Christo’s hands as they cradled his coffee mug. She watched him stretch out his legs and could not tear her gaze from the flex of easy muscles beneath the soft denim of his jeans, unless it was to contemplate his bare feet.
She was aware of the couch shifting every time he moved. She knew when he stretched one arm along the back of the sofa. Close. But not close enough to touch. Did he know how close?
The movie was funny. Jamii was in stitches, giggling madly. Christo laughed, too. Then he shifted again and his fingers brushed against her neck. They played with her hair, they made the nape of her neck tingle and sent involuntary shivers down the length of her spine. She was so exquisitely aware of him that she couldn’t think of anything else at all.
She turned her head to look at him. And he looked back. Their eyes met. His fingers brushed lightly along the back of her neck. She trembled. He smiled.
Exactly when Natalie realized that Jamii wasn’t laughing now but was asleep between them, she didn’t know. But Christo obviously knew. He moved carefully, easing himself up and scooping the sleeping child into his arms. “Where do you want her?”
And Natalie tore her gaze away from his to clamber to her feet and lead the way into her mother’s bedroom. She pulled back the covers on the bed and Christo bent to lay Jamii down. He brushed the little girl’s hair away from her face, then stepped back.
Christo was so close to her—and she was so aware of him—that she could hear the soft intake of his breath. And her own caught in her throat as he turned to face her, touched her arm and began to guide her backwards out of the room.
It was as if they were dancing, his hooded gaze hot and hungry as it met hers. His fingers slid up her arm and over her shoulder to the nape of her neck, echoing his earlier touches, heightening her awareness.
They were in the hallway now, and her back was against the wall, and he bent his head, his lips coming down inexorably to meld with hers.
They parted under his touch, opened to him as they had last time, as she longed to do. She slid her arms around him, drawing him closer, pressing against him, reveling in the hard strength of his body against the soft curves of hers. He slid his hands under her shirt, caressed her back, cupped her breasts.
“Aunt Nat!”
Christo jerked back, chest heaving. Natalie straightened sharply, and looked around, relieved not to see her niece standing there staring at them.
“What?” She tugged her shirt down, then slipped past Christo to go to Jamii. “What’s wrong?”
“I fell asleep! We didn’t get to see the end of the movie!” Jamii sat up in the bed, staring up at her, crushed. “Can I see it now?”
“Not…now,” Natalie said, wishing her heart would stop hammering so frantically. “Tomorrow. In the morning.”
Jamii sighed and slumped against the pillows. “Is Christo still here?”
Before Natalie could answer, Christo said from the doorway, “On my way home.” He sounded calm and steady, and Natalie wondered how he managed it.
“Will we go swimming tomorrow again?” Jamii asked him.
“I’ll come and get you in the morning. Go to sleep now.”
“But—”
“You heard him. Sleep,” Natalie commanded. “Or you won’t go.”
Jamii made a face, but she lay back down. Natalie bent and kissed her good-night, then turned and followed Christo back into the living room.
The needs were still there, thrumming inside her, even as she spoke. “We can’t—” she said almost apologetically.
“I know.”
He sounded terse. Tense. Dissatisfied. All of the above.
He gave her a hard, fierce, almost angry kiss and stalked quickly out the door.
IT HAD been a damn fool idea—spending the day with Natalie and Jamii.
He never should have done it, Christo thought. He lay in his bed and tried not to remember spending the night there with Natalie. But like everything else with Natalie, it didn’t work.
Like today. He’d turned down her suggestion to go to the beach with them. He hadn’t spelled it out. He didn’t need to. He’d been honest with her. He’d told her he didn’t do forever, didn’t want complications, commitments, all that sort of thing.
It simply made sense not to create entanglements by going to the beach with her and her niece.
And then he’d done it anyway.
Well, not intentionally. At least he hadn’t been stupid enough to do that. But