Tawny was the worshipped, never the worshipper. And oh! Imagine how Kevin would worship her. She was tempted to bag him, just for the fun. Tawny loved it when a man fell under her spell—there were at least six out there right now who would take a bullet for her if she flashed them her tits and offered a BJ. Ha!
She folded the mag, trying not to think about the lashing no doubt hurtling her way courtesy of that British cow. It wasn’t Tawny’s fault women got jealous. She was everything they wanted to be and they simply couldn’t handle it.
Eve Harley would never get the truth, anyhow. Tawny had buried her history so deep that she wasn’t even sure she knew where to find it. No way was she going back there, not ever, and she would happily top herself before anyone else did.
Her manager called.
‘Everything all right, my diamond girl?’ he crooned.
‘Fine.’
‘I’m in the mood to spoil my favourite client. Breakfast at Clementine’s?’
‘I’d sooner die. I’ve got a date with a spa, a hot masseur and my bed.’ Tawny paused, allowing herself a smirk. ‘Maybe his.’
‘Lunch, then.’
Tawny cringed. Food after sex always seemed a grim proposition. The idea of filling herself up on cock and then cramming in Eggs Benedict on top was disgusting.
‘I’ll call you later,’ she said.
‘Oh, and babe? Remember your slot on The Bianca Show tomorrow night.’
‘Ugh, hell, I forgot about that.’
She hung up.
There was never any reprieve, but in her heart Tawny loved the attention. Wasn’t this what she had prayed for, ever since she was a girl? To be admired, to be revered—above all, to be adored! She had been granted her wish.
Tawny smiled. Tucked into her Silvers tote was the other item she could never leave home without: the inscribed hair straighteners gifted to her by a legendary Italian designer at the beginning of her career, when she had been an upcoming starlet and named as his muse. The lemon-yellow tongs were her lucky charms: she insisted on using them for every shoot and every show, and they were emblazoned with the immortal line: ‘TO THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL, WITH LOVE & ADMIRATION’.
Tawny Lascelles really was the fairest of them all. She always would be.
She would rather die than have that crown taken.
Satisfied in that knowledge, she fell fast into a deep and dreamless sleep.
Boston
Angela Silvers hated to fly. She had always possessed an irrational fear of airplanes. She hated the roaring take-off, the jumps of turbulence and the way that every sound and shudder convinced her they were about to fall out of the sky.
She closed the blind, shutting out the sprawling blue and floozy clouds.
‘Excuse me?’ She smiled at a passing attendant.
‘Yes, Ms Silvers?’
‘Would I be able to get a drink, please? A martini?’
‘Coming right up.’
Noah would tease her. Angela had a fleet of jets at her beck and call—why not make the trip in luxury? But there was something ugly about jumping on a plane for one as easily as if you were hailing a cab. Besides, her father’s aircraft were way too light for her liking: at least on a 737 it felt as if there were something between her and the ground. Her drink arrived and she threw it back in one.
She hoped the liquor might knock her out, but while it took the edge off it wasn’t enough to relax her completely. The knack was to focus on something else, anything to detract from the fact they were 35,000 feet up in the air in a rattling tin can. Normally the promise of landing was enough to pull her through—thoughts of arriving at her hotel, taking a long soak in the tub, ordering room service, slipping into bed and Skyping Noah—but today, the flight was just the beginning.
Angela was heading to company HQ, the house in Boston where she had grown up. She intended to thrash it out with her father once and for all.
‘I’m taking this moment to announce my retirement,’ Donald had proclaimed at the FNYC launch. ‘As of tonight I plan to step back from the front line and apportion duty between my two gifted sons, Orlando and Gianluca …’
Two weeks after the event Angela still couldn’t believe it.
Never mind the fact that her father had stolen her thunder—this had been her night, her project, her triumph, and instead of crediting her as he should have done he had snatched the attention right back onto the boys—his words had shaken her to her core. The injustice was breathtaking.
My two gifted sons? It had to be a joke. But as Orlando and Luca had paced proudly up to claim the prize, the grim reality had become clear.
All the while Angela had worn a rigid smile of congratulations, bitten her way through countless toasts and declarations of, ‘Yes, they will be wonderful, won’t they?’ and crushed wave after wave of hot, irrepressible anger.
In the days that followed, Angela had turned Donald’s decision over in her mind. Forget about it being unfair, it was simply illogical to give the reins to her brothers. She had stepped up time and time again to work alongside her father, drawing up proposals, putting forward solutions, re-organising budgets, but none of it came to any use: she was, and always would be, at a disadvantage because of her sex.
She would stand for it no longer—and her father wouldn’t know what hit him.
The pilot’s voice came on the PA system. They had begun their descent.
She braced herself for impact.
Logan International was packed. Angela was escorted through Arrivals, her head bowed against the burst of attention her appearance sparked, and was relieved when they emerged into fresh air. Paparazzi surged as she approached the BMW. In black Ray-Bans, skinny jeans and a coral blazer, her spike heels punching the tarmac, it was clear this was no pleasure trip. Angela Silvers had landed on business.
Eternally the paps fished for a bout of reckless behaviour that would give them the money shot and cement her role as spoiled heiress—a bad attitude, a crabby pooch or, best of all, a wardrobe malfunction, anything to prove she had succumbed to type. But with Angela it never came. She understood her position and carried it with grace, stopping to sign autographs for fans, which she delivered with a flourish and a smile. If the press weren’t so desperate to capture the first fall—for surely at some point it would come, it did for the best of them—they would have given up long ago.
As her car joined the Mass Pike, she tried calling Noah. He was on location, shooting a romantic comedy whose script they had giggled over in bed.
‘Hey,’ he’d kissed her tenderly, ‘so when are you gonna be my leading lady?’
She wished it were that simple. Noah was Hollywood royalty, the industry’s most sought-after bachelor. Every project he took he was ambushed by female co-stars, and while it wasn’t Angela’s style to be jealous it couldn’t help but sting.
‘I only want you,’ he told her every time, and while she wanted to trust him, she was no idiot. Noah had been a player from the moment they’d met.
She was scared of getting hurt again. Giving herself to him totally, risking it all. At the same time, he wouldn’t wait for ever.
After her father’s revelation, she wondered why she bothered concealing it from him at all. Donald