Now here she was. Three days in London.
She’d found a flat. She’d bought reasonably priced clothes for the first time in her life. She’d researched the heck out of the environmental sustainability consulting firm where she was about to have an interview.
Oh—as she noted her long ponytail cascading over the shoulder of her hound’s-tooth coat—she’d also dyed her hair brown.
She felt like a different person. Like a new person.
She even had a new name, of sorts.
The name that was on her birth certificate and her passport: April Spencer.
Like her sisters, she’d made the choice to use her mother’s surname within a few years of her father leaving them. But she’d never bothered having it formally changed.
Turned out that had now come in handy.
Today she didn’t feel like April Molyneux, the billionaire mining heiress whose life had collapsed around her.
Today she was April Spencer, and today she had a job interview.
And for the first time in six weeks she felt good.
As Hugh probably should’ve expected, it had rained through the remainder of September and then most of October. So it was a cool but clear November morning when he retrieved the tin of black paint from beneath his stairs and headed out from his basement to the front door of the main house.
It was just before sunrise, and even on a workday Islington street was almost deserted. A couple walking a Labrador passed by as he laid out his drop cloth, and as he painted the occasional jogger, walker or cyclist zipped past—along with the gradually thickening traffic.
It didn’t take long to paint the door: just a quick sand-down, a few minor imperfections in the woodwork to repair, then a fresh coat of paint.
Now it just needed to dry.
The door had to stay propped open for a few hours before he could safely close it again. He’d known this, so he’d planned ahead and dumped his backpack—which contained his laptop—in the hallway before he’d started work. Now he stepped inside, his work boots loud on the blue, cream and grey geometric tessellated tile entryway.
He yanked off his boots, grabbed his laptop out of his bag and then on thick socks padded over to the grand staircase ahead of him. To his left was the first of two reception rooms on the ground floor—but he wasn’t going to work in there. Instead he settled on a stair third from the bottom, rested his laptop on his jeans and got to work.
Or at least that was the plan.
Instead his emails remained unread, and the soft beep of instant message notifications persisted but were ignored.
Who was he kidding? He was never going to get any work done in here.
It was impossible when his attention remained on insignificant details: the way the weak morning sunlight sauntered through the wedged-open door to mingle with the dust he’d disturbed. The scent of the house: cardboard packing boxes, musty air and windows closed for far too long. The light—or lack of it. With every door but the front door sealed shut, an entryway he remembered as bright with light seemed instead gloomy and...abandoned.
Which, of course, it was.
He hadn’t stepped foot in here since the day he’d moved into the basement.
Back then—three years ago—it had been too hard. He hadn’t been ready to deal with this house.
Hugh stood up, suddenly needing to move. But not out through the front door.
Instead he went to the internal door only a few steps away and with a firm grip twisted the brass knob and yanked the door open.
He hadn’t realised he’d been holding his breath—but he let it out now in a defeated sigh. As if he’d expected to see something different.
But he’d known what was in here.
Once, this room had been where his mother and her second husband had hosted their guests with cups of tea and fancy biscuits.
That would be impossible now. If any antique furniture remained, it was hidden. Completely. By boxes. Boxes that filled the room in every direction—stacked neatly like bricks as tall as he was—six foot and higher.
Boxes, boxes, boxes—so many he couldn’t even begin to count.
Hugh reached out to touch the nearest box. It sat on a stack four high, its plain cardboard surface slightly misshapen by whatever was crammed within it.
Some of the many boxes that surrounded it—beneath, beside and beyond—were occasionally labelled unhelpfully: purple treasures...sparkly things.
Others—the work of the woman Hugh had employed to help his mother—had detailed labels and colour-coded stickers: a relic of Hugh’s attempts to organise his mother’s hoard into some sort of system.
But his mother had resisted—joyfully creating ridiculous categories and covertly shuffling items between boxes—and in the end her frustrated assistant had correctly informed Hugh that it was an utter waste of time.
Which he’d already known—but then, what option had he had?
Doctors, specialists, consultants...all had achieved nothing.
How could they? When his mother knew exactly what she was doing?
She’d been here before, after all. Before Len. When it had been just Hugh and his mum and her hoard. And her endless quest for love.
With Len she’d finally had the love she’d searched for for so long. A love that had been powerful enough to allow her to let go of all the things she’d collected in the years since Hugh’s father had left them. Things she’d surrounded herself with and held on to so tightly when she’d been unable to possess the one thing she’d so badly wanted: love.
Without Len his mother had believed that her hoard was all she’d had left. And, despite still having Hugh, despite his desperate efforts, it hadn’t been enough.
He’d been helpless to prevent the hoard that had overshadowed his childhood from returning.
Hugh closed his eyes.
There was so much stuff in this room that if he walked another step he would walk into a wall of boxes.
It was exactly the same in almost every room in the house—every living space, every bedroom. Except the kitchen, halls and bathrooms—and that was only because of the staff Hugh had employed and his mother’s reluctant agreement to allow them into the house each day.
So that was all he’d managed: to pay people to keep the few bits of empty floor space in his mother’s house clean. And to clear a safe path from her bedroom to the front and back doors in case of a fire.
Really, it was not all that different from how it had been when he’d been ten. Except this time he’d had loads of money to outsource what he’d only barely managed as a kid.
And this place was a hell of a lot bigger than the tiny council flat he’d grown up in.
He opened his eyes, but just couldn’t stare at those awful uniform boxes any more.
Back in the entry hall, Hugh grabbed his laptop and backpack, ready to leave...but then he stilled.
The new paint on the door was still wet. He wasn’t going anywhere.
But he also wasn’t going to be able to work—it would seem that three years had done nothing to ease the tension, the frustration and the hopelessness that those damn boxes elicited within him.
Even waiting another three years—or ten—to deal with them wasn’t going to make any difference.