“Agreed,” Tommy nodded.
Steve put the top on the box and gave it a good long shake. “Get ready,” he told us.
We stood back from Steve and lined up in a row. Tommy and Alan were side by side, but I kept out of the way so I’d have room to swing both arms.
“OK,” Steve said. “I’ll throw everything in the air on the count of three. All set?” We nodded. “One,” Steve said, and I saw Alan wiping sweat from around his eyes. “Two,” Steve said, and Tommy’s fingers twitched. “Three!” Steve yelled, jerked off the lid and tossed the paper high up into the air.
A breeze came along and blew the bits of paper straight at us. Tommy and Alan started yelling and grabbing wildly. It was impossible to see the ticket in among the scraps of paper.
I was about to start grabbing, when all of a sudden I got an urge to do something strange. It sounded crazy, but I’ve always believed in following an urge or a hunch.
So what I did was, I shut my eyes, stuck out my hands like a blind man, and waited for something magical to happen.
As I’m sure you know, usually when you try something you’ve seen in a movie, it doesn’t work. Like if you try doing a wheelie with your bike, or making your skateboard jump up in the air. But every once in a while, when you least expect it, something clicks.
For a second I felt paper blowing by my hands. I was going to grab at them but something told me it wasn’t time. Then, a second later, a voice inside me yelled, “NOW!”
I shut my hands really fast.
The wind died down and the pieces of paper drifted to the ground. I opened my eyes and saw Alan and Tommy down on their knees, searching for the ticket.
“It’s not here!” Tommy said.
“I can’t find it anywhere!” Alan shouted.
They stopped searching and looked up at me. I hadn’t moved. I was standing still, my hands shut tight.
“What’s in your hands, Darren?” Steve asked softly.
I stared at him, unable to answer. It was like I was in a dream, where I couldn’t move or speak.
“He doesn’t have it,” Tommy said. “He can’t have. He had his eyes shut.”
“Maybe so,” Steve said, “but there’s something in those fists of his.”
“Open them,” Alan said, giving me a shove. “Let’s see what you’re hiding.”
I looked at Alan, then Tommy, then Steve. And then, very slowly, I opened my right-hand fist.
There was nothing there.
My heart and stomach dropped. Alan smiled and Tommy started looking down at the ground again, trying to find the missing ticket.
“What about the other hand?” Steve asked.
I gazed down at my left-hand fist. I’d almost forgotten about that one! Slowly, even slower than first time, I opened it.
There was a piece of green paper smack-dab in the middle of my hand, but it was lying face down, and since there was nothing on its back, I had to turn it over, just to be sure. And there it was, in red and blue letters, the magical name:
CIRQUE DU FREAK.
I had it. The ticket was mine. I was going to the freak show with Steve. “YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!” I screamed, and punched the air with my fist. I’d won!
THE TICKETS were for the Saturday show, which was just as well, since it gave me a chance to talk to my parents and ask if I could stay over at Steve’s Saturday night.
I didn’t tell them about the freak show, because I knew they would say no if they knew about it. I felt bad about not telling the whole truth, but at the same time, I hadn’t really told a lie: all I’d done was keep my mouth shut.
Saturday couldn’t go quickly enough for me. I tried keeping busy, because that’s how you make time pass without noticing, but I kept thinking about the Cirque Du Freak and wishing it was time to go. I was quite grumpy, which was odd for me on a Saturday, and Mum was glad to see the back of me when it was time to go to Steve’s.
Annie knew I was going to the freak show and asked me to bring her back something, a photo if possible, but I told her cameras weren’t allowed (it said so on the ticket) and I didn’t have enough money for a T-shirt. I told her I’d buy her a badge if they had them, or a poster, but she’d have to keep it hidden and not tell Mum and Dad where she’d got it if they found it.
Dad dropped me off at Steve’s at six o’clock. He asked what time I wanted to be collected in the morning. I told him midday if that was OK.
“Don’t watch horror movies, OK?” he said before he left. “I don’t want you coming home with nightmares.”
“Oh, Dad!” I groaned. “Everyone in my class watches horror movies.”
“Listen,” he said, “I don’t mind an old Vincent Price film, or one of the less scary Dracula movies, but none of these nasty new ones, OK?”
“OK,” I promised.
“Good man,” he said, and drove off.
I hurried up to the house and rang the bell four times, which was my secret signal to Steve. He must have been standing right inside, because he opened the door straightaway and dragged me in.
“About time,” he growled, then pointed to the stairs. “See that hill?” he asked, speaking like a soldier in a war film.
“Yes, sir,” I said, snapping my heels together.
“We have to take it by dawn.”
“Are we using rifles or machine guns, sir?” I asked.
“Are you mad?” he barked. “We’d never be able to carry a machine gun through all that mud.” He nodded at the carpet.
“Rifles it is, sir,” I agreed.
“And if we’re taken,” he warned me, “save the last bullet for yourself.”
We started up the stairs like a couple of soldiers, firing imaginary guns at imaginary foes. It was childish, but great fun. Steve ‘lost’ a leg on the way and I had to help him to the top. “You may have taken my leg,” he shouted from the landing, “and you may take my life, but you’ll never take my country!”
It was a stirring speech. At least, it stirred Mrs Leonard, who came through from the downstairs living room to see what the racket was. She smiled when she saw me and asked if I wanted anything to eat or drink. I didn’t. Steve said he’d like some caviar and champagne, but it wasn’t funny the way he said it, and I didn’t laugh.
Steve doesn’t get on with his mum. He lives alone with her – his dad left when Steve was very young – and they’re always arguing and shouting. I don’t know why. I’ve never asked him. There are certain things you don’t discuss with your friends if you’re boys. Girls can talk about stuff like that, but if you’re a boy you have to talk about computers, football, war and so on. Parents aren’t cool.
“How will we sneak out tonight?” I asked in a whisper as Steve’s mum went back into the living room.
“It’s OK,” Steve said. “She’s going out.” He often called her she instead of Mum. “She’ll think we’re in bed when she gets back.”
“What