Adele sagged back against her chair, her face pale. “An avalanche.” She glanced over at Russell. “She could have ended up in it, too, Russ.”
“Of course she could have!” Russell’s jaw worked. “But she thinks she knows best, so what the hell are we supposed to do?” His voice trembled with obvious pain and frustration.
Nat had only heard Jess’s version of the difficult relationship she had with her parents, and of course he’d sided with her in her bid for independence. But seeing the strain they were under because of her leaving, Nat couldn’t help sympathizing with them. She was their only child, and they were frantic with worry because they could no longer watch out for her. Nat could relate.
“Is she still up in Aspen?” he asked.
Russell lost his tenuous hold on his composure. “We don’t know where the hell she is! We—”
“Russell.” Adele’s quiet authority stopped his tirade immediately. “Jessica calls,” she continued, sitting up straighter and sending another warning glance at her husband. “She updates us every couple of weeks. About six months ago she decided to see a bit of the country, so she’s traveling around.”
A cold chill zipped up Nat’s spine. Something about this scenario didn’t sound like the Jess he knew. She was a nest-builder, not a vagabond. She’d loved her setup in Aspen, and she’d told him it was the perfect place to begin her study of herbs. “Traveling where?” he asked, trying to keep the panic out of his voice.
“God knows. She’s behaving like a damn gypsy!” Russell shot a belligerent glance at his wife.
Her voice remained low and well-modulated. “Russell, we don’t know this young man that well. I think perhaps you should—”
“I think I should reconsider supporting this foundation, is what I think!” Russell turned back to Nat. “Tell me, Grady, how did you know that Jessica is our daughter? As I recall, she wanted to ‘fade into the woodwork’ as she put it, so she could—and I quote—‘live a normal life.’ She didn’t intend to tell anyone she was related to me. How did you find out?”
“She told me,” Nat said. Concern for Jess tightened his chest. “After the avalanche we became friends.” It was all he dared admit in this charged atmosphere. “I don’t think she ever told anyone else, but she told me. Now that I’m back in the country, I wanted to…say hello.” Yeah, right. Say hello. And then kiss her until neither of them could stand. And make love to her for about three days straight.
Adele leaned forward, her gray eyes intent. “Did you have a close relationship with our daughter, Mr. Grady?”
He’d been demoted from that first-name basis pretty quick, Nat thought as he wondered how to answer her.
“What the hell kind of question is that, Adele?” Russell asked. “The man said they were friends. Don’t go making something more of it.”
Adele ignored her husband and continued to study Nat. “She never mentioned being involved with someone,” she said, “but I knew it had to happen, sooner or later. She’s a beautiful girl.”
Nat’s throat went dry. “Yes.”
“She didn’t trust many people,” Adele continued, her gaze steady. “If she trusted you enough to let you know who she is, then I suspect you’re more than a friend to her.”
He’d hoped to avoid getting this specific, but he wasn’t going to lie to her parents. “We’re more than friends,” he said.
“Oh, that’s terrific!” Russell said. “Are you telling me you left my daughter high and dry while you went running all over God’s creation helping strangers in that little piss-ant country over there?”
“I…” Nat cleared his throat and faced Russell. He’d come into this room thinking of himself as a world-weary champion of the underprivileged. But he was beginning to feel more like an irresponsible teenager. “Yes, sir, I’m afraid that’s exactly what I did. And I’d like to make it up to her.”
“You’ll have to catch her first.”
Nat damn well intended to do that. At least it didn’t sound as if she’d found herself another guy. “Do you happen to remember where she was the last time she called?”
Adele’s poise cracked a little. “She won’t tell us,” she said, a quiver in her voice.
The tightness in his chest grew. “What do you mean?”
Adele’s knuckles showed white under her delicate skin as she clenched her hands in her lap. “She only says she’s on a grand adventure and she’ll fill us in later.”
“What?” Nat set down his drink and stared at her, incredulous.
“She apparently uses a pay phone,” Adele said, “and she gets off the line before we can—”
“This is unbelievable!” In his agitation, Nat got to his feet. “I know she wants to live her own life, but refusing to tell you her whereabouts is ridiculous!”
“I wanted to hire somebody to track her down,” Russell said, sounding defeated. “Adele won’t let me. She says if we do that, we’re liable to lose her forever.”
“At least now she calls!” Adele stood, as well. “If you get heavy-handed, she’ll stop doing that!”
“Then I guess I’ll have to find her,” Nat said. And she’d better have a damn good explanation for her behavior when he did. Maybe her mother and father were overprotective, but it was obvious to him that they loved her. They deserved better treatment than this. Either something was terribly wrong, or his darling Jess had turned into a brat.
“Don’t tell her you came to see us,” Adele said. “Please. She might think we asked you to find her for us.”
“Don’t worry, I won’t involve you.”
Russell levered himself from his chair. “But if you want that foundation money, you’ll tell us where she is when you locate her,” he said.
Nat gazed at him. As fair as that sounded, he couldn’t agree to it. First he had to talk to Jess and find out what had caused her to take off like this. “I can’t make that promise. I will try to convince her to come out of hiding so you don’t have to worry so much about her, but under the circumstances, maybe I should withdraw my request for foundation money.”
“No, no, you shouldn’t.” Russell’s mouth twitched in a ghost of a grin. “But you can’t blame me for trying to use some leverage.”
Nat smiled at him. “No, I can’t.”
“My accountants will contact your Colorado office in a few days.”
“What if Jessica finds out that you’re helping with this foundation? Won’t she make the connection?”
Nat had had enough. He’d learned that life could be short and brutal, and he didn’t have time for games. “Look, the welfare of those orphans is too important to let Jess interfere with the fund-raising. Unless she’s a different person from the one I knew, she wouldn’t want to interfere, no matter what her personal situation is. And I intend to find out exactly what that is.”
“You sound so sure you will,” Adele said.
“That’s because I am sure I will.” He refused to consider any other possibility.
“You called her Jess,” Adele said. “Does she go by that now?”
Nat looked at her. “No. I just…I call her that.” He realized how