For several seconds after the door had closed behind the man, she remained where she was, striving to bring order to the erratic distortion of her breathing while at the same time bracing herself against the almost paralysing wave of humiliation flooding through her.
Then she turned, the pride he had once so brutally damaged rallying to her support in a sudden surge.
‘Right, it’s getting late—we’d better get down to business.’ She moved swiftly towards a chair and sat down on it, willing herself not to give in to an almost ungovernable temptation to look around to find out exactly who it was who had uttered those briskly casual words.
Acutely conscious of his eyes on her, she trained her own on the hands clenched tightly on her lap, silently urging them to unclench. And even though she felt those eyes drilling into her, issuing their silent demands to be faced, her gaze remained locked on her hands.
‘Jenny, you can avoid looking at me for as long as you like,’ he taunted coldly. ‘But it won’t alter anything.’
‘Really, Jamie, all we did was exchange a kiss,’ she chided, inwardly stunned by the precise degree of disparaging amusement she had managed to inject into the words. ‘And now that I’ve satisfied my curiosity, we really should get down to discussing Jonathan.’
‘What the hell’s that supposed to mean—now that you’ve satisfied your curiosity?’ he demanded, his voice soft with barely suppressed rage.
‘Oh for heaven’s sake, Jamie!’ she exclaimed lightly, part of her recoiling in horror, as she spoke, from this cool stranger now taking possession of her. ‘I know I’m a big girl now, but I really couldn’t resist a sample kiss from the man on whom I’d had such a colossal crush in my teenage years!’
Her head rose in involuntary response to his sudden movement, catching the chillingly murderous gleam in his eyes as his hand reached out for the silver coffee-pot on the tray. For one instant of stark fear she was convinced he was about to pick it up and hurl it at her.
‘Coffee?’ he asked with an urbane detachment that threw her completely, then began pouring without awaiting her reply.
It was when he passed her a cup that their eyes met, the mocking challenge in his sending a premonitory shiver of fear winging through her. It was as though those shrewd grey-green eyes of his had the power to pierce the veneer of hatred marring the wide-spaced blue of the gaze they examined and to lay bare the helpless uncertainty now gnawing within her.
CHAPTER TWO
AT ELEVEN o’clock on the following Monday night, Jenny dragged open the front door of Jamie Castile’s luxury London flat in response to the sharp ring of the doorbell.
‘My, what an unexpected surprise!’ she hurled savagely at the visibly wilting figure of the man before her. ‘What made you rush back like this? Don’t tell me your precious boat sank on you!’
Flashing her a look of scowling dismissal, Jamie strode past her and into the parqueted hallway. Still not having offered her so much as a word of acknowledgement, he strode on and into the living-room—a huge, high-ceilinged room, sparsely yet exquisitely furnished in colours of the softest pastels.
Almost beside herself with outraged disbelief, Jenny flew in after him, the pressure of the fury building up in her since the early hours of the morning now barely containable as he silently flung his leather holdall on to an armchair and his tall, lean body face downwards and at full stretch on to the sofa.
‘Six o’clock this morning—that’s when you said your flight would touch down!’ she almost screamed at his prone form as the travesty of her day flashed through her mind and demolished any remnant of control left in her. ‘You haven’t changed, have you? You’re as thoroughly selfish and manipulative as you’ve always been!’ she accused bitterly. ‘I told you how much this job means to me. Heaven knows, I created a bad enough impression asking for time off before the start of an important campaign and after barely two weeks with the company, so you can imagine how they must have felt when I swanned in an hour late this morning and with a baby in my shopping basket!’
His head rose from the cushion against which it had been buried.
‘You had the baby in a shopping basket?’ he croaked, his words as dazed as the expression on his face.
‘What was I supposed to put him in?’ she snarled. ‘There aren’t any pram shops on the way to where I work; if there had been I’d have bought one…all I could get was a large shopping basket.’
The breath she paused to take, on which she had intended to continue giving vent to her long-pent-up anger, deteriorated into a gasp of fury as he began laughing softly.
‘How dare you—?’
‘Give it a rest, for God’s sake, Jenny,’ he snapped, all trace of laughter disappearing from him as he dragged himself upright and began shrugging off his jacket.
‘That’s great—coming from you!’ she shrieked, striding threateningly towards him, then halting, her eyes widening in total confusion as he cast aside the jacket and then began removing the silk shirt that had every appearance of having been slept in. ‘You’ve always used others without any shred of compunction. Even as a child, you had all the other kids in the village organised into your own personal Mafia!’ She broke off, frowning. ‘What’s that smell?’ She leaned towards him and sniffed. ‘My God—you smell like a brewery!’ she exclaimed in disgust.
‘It’s brandy,’ he muttered, flinging his shirt aside then leaning back and gazing up mockingly at her, the gleaming bronze of his naked torso rendered even darker by the contrasting paleness of the upholstery.
Feeling somewhat overwhelmed—though uncertain whether it was caused by his casual admission or the disconcerting leap of her senses at the sight of such splendid near-nakedness—Jenny hesitated. Uncomfortably conscious of the suddenly loaded silence, she forced herself to look at him objectively. The last time she had seen him he had looked pretty exhausted—now he looked a positive wreck.
‘My, my, Jenny—nothing to say?’ he drawled.
‘You’re drunk!’ she lashed out wildly, desperately trying to revive the momentum of her disconcertingly dying anger. Of course he was drunk, she told herself; a sober Jamie would at least have tried to charm his way into her good books, and doubtless given her a string of unconvincing excuses for his lateness…that was his way.
His eyes narrowed to dark slits as his broad shoulders rose and fell in a barely perceptible shrug. It was that slight movement that drew her attention to the ugly bruise staining down his right shoulder and disappearing into the dark profusion of hairs on his chest. And it was his raising of a hand to rub irritably against the dark stubble on his chin that brought a gasp from her. The knuckles of the hand, in fact, the entire back of it, was bruised and lacerated.
‘You’ve been in a fight,’ she accused in disgust.
He gazed down at his hand, then up at her, the smile creeping to his lips doing nothing to soften the brittle coldness glittering in his eyes.
‘You know me so well, don’t you, Jenny?’ he murmured. ‘In fact, there’s no need for me to bother telling you what I’ve been up to—you’ve already worked it all out for yourself. Let’s just check how far you’ve got. I’m drunk; I’ve been brawling—needless to say, over a woman—’
‘Jamie, please! I…I—’
‘You what, Jenny? Don’t start going all coy on me. After all, it’s common knowledge that I have an insatiable appetite for women.’ As he uttered those ominously quiet words his eyes began travelling slowly down her body, openly stripping her. ‘Talking of which,’ he added