“Sure.” When Jim transferred the baby into her arms, Annie grabbed onto her mother like a baby monkey. He had to admit, the kid had strong ideas about whom she belonged to. “Do you have allergies?”
“Not usually. I may be allergic to your house, though,” Dex said.
As he cranked open the tall windows, Jim hoped she was joking. “My maid gets a little carried away sometimes with the cleanser. She used to be a Marine drill sergeant.”
“Are you serious?” Dex buried her nose in Annie’s cheek.
“She mustered out four years ago.”
Before he could explain further, the interior glass door crashed open. It hung on such well-oiled hinges that the slightest push made it crunch into the wall. As always, he jumped, and so did his guest.
A wheeled tray clattered through, covered with domed dishes and a small silver dish mounded with puréed fruit. It was pushed by a big man in camouflage fatigues.
“Attention!” shouted Rocky Reardon, drawing himself up to his full six-foot-five. “Mess is served!”
Dex’s entire body quivered as if the sound had set her vibrating. Annie clapped her hands over her ears. “Ow,” they both said.
Jim glanced anxiously at his butler. In the five years that Rocky had worked for him, the man had maintained strict discipline. Since he treated Jim as his superior officer, this posed no problems. But where would he put a baby in the chain of command?
“Rocky, this is Annie,” he said. “I hope you two will get along.”
Rocky’s gaze fixed on the little girl. It was a quelling look that had once set recruits’ knees to trembling—Jim’s included.
“Ba ba?” said the baby, unafraid, and held out one hand to him.
“She likes me.” Wonder trembled in Rocky’s voice. “Look how little she is! Sir, she’s the spittin’ image of you. Only a whole lot cuter.”
“You like babies?” Dex peered at him. Jim had to admire the way she refused to back off even when faced with this mountain of a man.
“Yes, ma’am,” said Rocky. “I sometimes take care of my nieces and nephews. Can I hold her?”
“Sure.” She waited as the butler walked stiffly across the room. People never suspected that Rocky had an artificial leg unless he chose to take it off and wave it at them, which he’d only done twice—once during a bar fight and another time when the maid demanded he cook hash the way they used to serve it in the Marines.
Rocky cradled the infant. From this great elevation, Annie studied her parents. “Whee!” she said.
“I could feed her in the other room,” the butler suggested. “I’ll hold her on my lap, since we don’t have a high chair yet. She’ll be perfectly safe, ma’am.”
“I suppose that would be all right.” Dex clasped her hands, as if worried but unwilling to insult the man.
“Grace went out for supplies, ma’am, but I processed this fruit here.” With his free hand, Rocky scooped up the silver bowl. “It’s all-natural canned peaches, no additives.”
“Thank you, Rocky,” Jim said.
“Yes, sir.” The man shifted as if trying to figure out how to salute with a baby in one hand and a bowl of puréed fruit in the other, then settled for a nod and left the room. Jim was relieved. He’d been trying for years to get his butler to stop saluting.
Dex peeked under one of the domes. “This meal looks great.”
“Help yourself.” Jim removed another of the covers.
Rocky hadn’t had time to prepare anything hot, but he’d done a fine job on the triangular tuna-salad sandwiches with the crusts trimmed. They were topped by sprigs of mint and accompanied by scoops of homemade potato salad.
They sat down with their plates and glasses of iced tea. A couple of times, Dex looked toward the door as if trying to see where Rocky had taken the baby, but by now they’d vanished into the depths of the house.
It occurred to Jim that a woman who’d just met a child, particularly a child she intended to give up for adoption, shouldn’t be so concerned about its wellbeing. He wondered if Helene Saldivar had shown this much devotion, especially in light of her selection of Miss Smithers as nanny.
“What are you thinking?” Dex asked after downing a couple of rapid bites.
“I was wondering what kind of mother Dr. Saldivar made,” he admitted.
“Cold and calculating,” she replied promptly.
“I didn’t realize you knew her,” he said.
“So you agree? About her personality, I mean?”
He recalled Dr. Saldivar as he’d last seen her, at a fund-raiser last fall for the fertility center. “She did seem aloof, but I assumed it was her professional demeanor.” Yet, knowing that she’d borne his daughter not long before the fund-raiser, he found it amazing that she’d been able to hide that fact. What a bizarre woman. “You’re right.”
“She must have been warped,” Dex said. “She lied without compunction.”
“On the other hand, you’ve been known to shade the truth yourself.” Jim downed a sandwich and helped himself to seconds.
“You mean about moving away?” Dex said. “I panicked. So did you.”
“Excuse me?”
“You mean it’s a coincidence that you ran off and proposed to another woman one month after we…made each other’s acquaintance?” she said. “You can’t expect me to believe that!”
Jim frowned. He hadn’t seen anything odd about proposing to Nancy a month after loving, and losing, Dex. It had seemed perfectly natural.
He’d planned to marry Nancy for a long time, but their careers had gotten in the way. Especially hers. She’d left Clair De Lune to teach at a small college in Alaska, then jumped at an offer of a university position and research grant in Washington.
Along the way, she’d refused to accept any help from Jim. A word in the right ear, and she could have been working much closer to home. She’d wanted to succeed on her own merits, though, and he respected her decision.
Somehow the years had slipped away without his realizing it. He hadn’t wanted to press her and hadn’t felt any particular urgency about getting married. Not until recently.
“I figured nature was telling me something,” he mused. “That I was ready to settle down.”
She stared at him. “You can’t mean that you had any settling-down thoughts about me!”
No, he didn’t mean that. Did he? Jim tried to recall exactly what he’d been thinking and feeling four months ago, but he couldn’t.
He wasn’t accustomed to self-examination. For heaven’s sake, he was on top of his life, his business and, above all, himself, so why flail around in search of renegade emotions? “Certainly not. The timing was purely coincidental.”
“I see.” Having cleaned her plate, Dex eyed the plates of carrot cake, cheesecake and chocolate mousse arrayed on the cart’s lower shelf. “Do you always have three desserts?”
“Rocky didn’t know what you liked,” he said. “So he gave you a choice.”
“I have to choose?”
“Have all three. There’s more in the kitchen.” Jim watched in amazement as she took him at his word, plopping three plates onto the table.
He couldn’t remember the last time he’d seen a woman eat one dessert, let alone three. None of the skinny