My heart rate increased making the blood pound in my ears. Stephanie always knew how to play on my deepest fears with precision. Taking a few cleansing breaths, I stamped down my burgeoning anger.
“I appreciate your concern but you have to stop. I’m not doing this while I’m at work.”
The message line on the rundown beeped. One body found at the scene. Not explosion related. Cradling the phone against my shoulder, I typed a quick reply to Tyler’s message asking him to send more information when he talked to the police.
“You sound busy. Give me a call later.”
“Yeah. There’s a breaking story. Bye.” Annoyed, I slammed the phone down and tried to focus on the rest of the show.
* * *
I sat at the impeccably set table in the restaurant, dreading Nathan’s arrival. I hadn’t seen him since he thought letting himself into my apartment was a smart way to win back my affections. I shivered. Not even the soothing shades of ivory and yellows calmed me. Of course he’d arranged it so we were sitting at our table by the picture window. Glancing around the cozy, circular dining room I watched other patrons enjoy their meals, drinking with ease and engaging in relaxed conversation. I sipped my Prosecco, hoping it would take the edge off.
A low hum of chatter vibrated through the room. Looking up, I saw Nathan striding toward the table. All eyes were on him. His tall, powerful body was complimented by a stunning double-breasted gray suit which had been paired with a sapphire tie to match his eyes. He looked every bit the privileged son of a U.S. Senator. Too bad he’s such a possessive, controlling asshole.
“Lia.” His smile spread easily. Unbuttoning his jacket, he sat across from me. “Thank you for agreeing to see me.”
“Like I had a choice,” I muttered.
“You always have a choice,” he said softly. I shot him a skeptical glance. I knew this act far too well.
“What do you want? I’d rather not spend my entire night here.”
“Relax. Have some more wine. This won’t take long but I’d prefer not to jump right into business.” Something in his tone made my hair stand on end.
He waved the server over and ordered a bottle of champagne, along with oysters and shrimp ceviche. My guard sprang up, rigid and unyielding. He’d ordered my favorite appetizers. What’s going on?
“How’s married life treating your sister?” He ran a hand through his short, sandy blond hair.
“Dayna’s fine,” I snapped. “What do you want?”
Smoothing down his tie, he leaned forward. The unflinching gaze he locked on me froze my blood. I sipped my sparkling wine, waiting for his response.
“I want to apologize. For everything. The fight when you thought you were pregnant. The Black and White Ball. Waiting in your apartment. I realize that I wasn’t the best version of myself when we were together. You deserved better from me.”
Dumbfounded, I stared at him. This wasn’t the first time he’d apologized. I had a mental rolodex of remorseful statements he’d professed over the past two years. Something about this one unnerved me. Sincerity reflected deeply in his eyes. Clutching the cloth napkin on my lap, I wet my lips. My instincts remained on high alert.
“I’m going to take that at face value and say thank you,” I said slowly. “Why are you saying this now?”
Settling back into his chair, he shrugged. His eyes coasted over the diamond necklace resting on my neck.
“Holden give you that?”
I stiffened. “Yes.”
He smirked. “A bit understated for a media mogul, no?”
“Some people don’t have a need to flaunt their wealth. You should try it.”
“Don’t underestimate him, Lia. He’s worth billions and controls Britain’s top media enterprise. Now that they’re buying up stations here, he’s going to be more conscious of who he allows into his inner circle. He may not be flashing his cash with cars and jewelry but he is in other ways. If you don’t believe it, you’re not paying close enough attention.”
The palms of my hands ached from my nails digging into the skin.
“I’m not telling you this to hurt you or start a fight,” he continued. “I know his type. The Holden family name rests upon his decisions now. It’s a huge burden. One false step and the empire goes down the drain.”
Nausea rolled through my stomach as the server arrived and placed our appetizers on the table. Nathan leisurely reached for an oyster, enjoying it without a care in the world. I refused to let myself become consumed with his words.
“You don’t know anything about him.”
“Did you tell him where I worked and where I’d be on the day he showed up unannounced?”
A harsh breath pushed out of my mouth.
“Exactly,” he stated. “That Brit has just as many, if not more, resources than I do.”
The annoying, self-gratifying grin on his face drove me mad. Bastard.
“Stalking is your territory, not his. Don’t lump him into the same low-life category as you just because he sucker punched you.”
I’d defend Alastair until I took my last breath. An overwhelming emptiness filled me. I missed him. I wanted him here, not thousands of miles away.
“He’s lucky I’m not a petty man. I could have reported him for aggravated assault.”
Nathan’s voice clung to me like barbed wire. His dark blue irises slid over my face. Reaching across the table, he lifted my hand. His touch made me cringe but I couldn’t make a move. Too many eyes casually watched us and if I made it look like there was about to be an ‘event’ they’d whip out their smartphones without hesitation.
“You know how this works, Sparkle. I vetted you long before asking you on our first date. I didn’t do it because I got off on having that kind of power. I did it to protect my family name.”
“So, the stalking and the jealousy and the possessiveness were an added bonus?”
Narrowing his eyes slightly, Nathan squeezed my hand. “Do you have any idea how rare and special you are? A woman like you doesn’t come around more than once in a man’s life. I did what I had to do to keep you in mine.”
“And look how that ended,” I snickered.
Pain and regret ravaged his face. I was so used to Alastair’s stony façade I’d forgotten how expressive Nathan could be. A twinge of guilt spread through me conflicting wildly with the general feeling of disgust I’d had since he called me. This whole dinner meeting felt strange, more like an act of contrition than business. But why? What did Nathan have to gain by being so forthcoming with me? An image of him punching the wall inches away from my head hijacked my mind. A sliver of terror streaked through me. I pulled my hand away from him. Contrite or not, he could be dangerous when he wanted. Reaching for the ceviche, I pushed aside my anxiety.
“So what’s this exclusive story you have?”
He grinned. “Business already? We haven’t ordered our main dishes yet. Patience. I’ll tell you.”
“You’ll tell me now or this dinner ends. I’ve spent more than enough time listening to your bullshit.”
“I realize you’re angry,” he murmured. “I thought this could be the beginning of a healing process. For both of us.”
“What’s in it for you?” My brain was fried. I knocked back the rest of the Prosecco in one gulp.
“Your