“Is this some kind of parsonage austerity diet?” He indicated her bread. “Because I don’t think I can sit opposite you eating dry bread every night—”
“I am travel sick,” she said.
He stood, and moved swiftly to her. “You should have said. Do you have a fever?” His hand moved uncertainly at his side, as if he was considering touching it to her forehead.
For one moment, she craved the comfort of that touch.
“Just a little nausea,” she said. “The bread settles my stomach.”
It was odd to be talking of her physical ailment to a man other than her father. Yet she welcomed the concern that creased his brow.
“You have a strange view of parsonage life,” she observed, as he returned to his seat, “if you think we eat dry bread.”
“I don’t number many daughters of the clergy among my acquaintance.” He resumed eating.
Constance took a sip of water, and licked her lips. “Do you plan to tell anyone what happened today? About the…mistake?”
He didn’t look up. “I have no desire to be the subject of gossip.”
“Nor do I.” She’d been overlooked her whole life; to come to the world’s attention in the worst possible way would be too cruel.
Now he did meet her gaze. He wiped his mouth with a napkin, drawing her attention to the lips that had kissed her hand. “No one anticipates an emotional attachment between us,” he said. “Mutual respect is what they expect to see. What they should see.”
It sounded cold to Constance, when she thought of her parents’ loving marriage. But much better than humiliation.
“I am most willing to show respect to you,” she said.
He gave a little jolt, as if he’d taken that for granted. “And I you,” he replied.
It seemed they had reached a kind of truce.
It also seemed he didn’t feel compelled to say more.
They finished their meal, and then it was back to the solitude of the coach.
It was nine o’clock when they drew up outside a fine town house in Mayfair’s Berkeley Square.
By the time Constance alighted with the assistance of the groom, the front door stood open. Marcus offered his arm, then escorted her up the steps, into an entrance hall where an array of servants lined up to greet them.
“Dallow,” he said to the butler, “may I present the Countess of Spenford.” No affection in his tone, of course, but the respect he’d promised.
“Your ladyship.” The butler bowed low to Constance. Her own family had servants—a cook, two maids, a manservant and an occasional gardener. But none so grand as this personage.
Dallow introduced her to the rest of the servants. She managed to say a word or two to each, smiling at a young lad who barely stifled a yawn. She suspected they were all as tired as she, having been preparing the house for a new mistress.
“How is my mother?” Marcus asked the butler.
“I believe Lady Spenford is awake and anxious to see your lordship. And your ladyship.”
Constance sensed Marcus was forcing himself to slow to a genteel pace as he escorted her up the imposing staircase. He knocked on the door of the dowager countess’s room. It was opened by a middle-aged maidservant.
She curtsied. “My lord.”
“Good evening, Powell. May I present the Countess of Spenford?”
Powell curtsied to Constance, the frankness of her appraising gaze suggesting a servant of long standing.
“Is my mother awake?” the earl asked.
“Is that you, Marcus?” a voice called.
His face lit. “She sounds stronger.”
They passed through a small but charming sitting room to reach the dowager’s bedroom. She sat in bed, propped against an enormous number of pillows. Her wrapper and cap were the most fetching Constance had seen.
“Oh!” Helen, Lady Spenford, pressed her hands to her cheeks. “Constance, my dear, it’s really true! You married Marcus!”
“Yes, my lady.” Constance approached quickly, and dropped into a curtsy.
The dowager laughed as she grasped Constance’s hand. “I half thought I must have dreamed Marcus telling me on Tuesday you’d agreed to be his wife. And now here you are!”
“Mama, it’s wonderful to see you looking so well.” Marcus leaned down to kiss her cheek.
“I do feel better,” the dowager admitted, on a note of revelation. “Your happy news must have boosted me. I’ve always been fond—extremely fond!—of you, Constance, and now you’re my daughter.”
“Thank you, ma’am.” Her effusiveness was embarrassing, but Constance basked in its warmth. “Is there anything I can do for you?”
The dowager smiled. “Two things, my dear. Call me Mama, and accept my warmest welcome into our family. Marcus, I’m persuaded a wife as gentle and sweet as Constance will soon be dear to your heart.”
Marcus made a noncommittal sound.
Given that he’d taken a fancy to Amanda, Constance suspected sweet and gentle sat low on his list of desirable wifely qualities. As for his heart…
The dowager patted Constance’s hand. “Of course, you never had any thought of marrying my son—” Constance blushed “—so this has been very sudden. I hope you are happy?”
She’d just endured the most miserable few hours of her twenty years.
“Mother,” Marcus protested, “it’s late, and Constance has had a long journey.”
It was the first time he’d spoken her name since the wedding. Even after all that had happened, she liked hearing it on his lips.
Foolish.
“My—Mama, I agreed to marry the earl of my own free will,” she said. “We made our vows before God. So I’m certain I will be happy.” She wouldn’t lie and say she was happy now. But she had faith for the future.
The dowager directed a questioning glance at her son.
His hand settled on Constance’s shoulder. “I share my wife’s certainty,” he said.
Really? He felt they could overcome this awkward beginning, too? They had no choice, of course, but still…Constance hadn’t hoped for a softening this soon. She was suddenly aware of his thumb, aligned with the edge of the dress where it met her shoulder.
“That’s all I could want.” Helen pushed herself higher against the pillows. “I declare, I haven’t felt so lively in months.”
“I hope you’ll be still livelier tomorrow,” Marcus said fondly. “But Mr. Bird would be alarmed to see you overexerting yourself. He would worry you’ll weaken your heart further.”
His mother sighed. “Constance, dear, you never met such a man as my doctor for depressing one’s hopes of recovery! He can be quite an old woman.”
“That ‘old woman’ is the finest doctor in London,” Marcus said.
“I know, darling, and he’s so worthy.” The dowager pulled a face. “But when I think how I never used to go to bed before midnight…”
“Maybe those days will come again,” Marcus said gently, “but not, I suspect, today.”
“You’re right. I should sleep. Constance,