To Love Again. Bonnie Winn K.

I should?”

      “How else are you going to know exactly what the conditions are?”

      Elizabeth patted his arm. “It may not be as bad as you’re guessing.”

      “I’d like to think not, but Dad’s right, I have to see for myself. I’ve been putting it off because I’m not real sure what I’m going to do when I come face-to-face with it.”

      “You’ll work that out, son.” Charles rubbed his chin. “Jerry put his trust in you with good reason.”

      “And you can count on us to help,” his mother added. “Maybe the boy would like story time at the library. I could watch out for him then.” Elizabeth’s job as a part-time librarian had helped the family through lean times, and she had been able to adjust her schedule around the continuing surgeries Charles had to go through year after year.

      “I’ll see, Mom. Thanks.”

      “And you can bring both children here if you need to,” his father offered.

      “Thanks, Dad.” He sipped his cool tea.

      “How is she doing in the office?” Elizabeth asked, offering him a plate of chocolate chip cookies.

      He took one. “She makes notes constantly, listens to every word.”

      Charles stretched out his stiff legs. “Sounds like she really wants to learn.”

      “For now.” He dusted the crumbs off his pants.

      “Why don’t you give her an honest chance,” Elizabeth suggested, offering her husband the plate.

      Paul stood. “It’s going to be a waste of time.”

      Elizabeth frowned. “You don’t know that.”

      “It’s not like you to prejudge people,” Charles said evenly.

      “I’m just remembering Jerry’s instructions.” He leaned against the porch rail. “He wanted me to keep a close eye on the kids. He was probably worried that she would go through the money so fast there wouldn’t be enough left to educate the kids.”

      Charles rubbed his bad knee. “Does she strike you as that sort of woman?”

      Paul put his foot on the lowest rail. “She seems really needy, unhappy. And Jerry gave her a beautiful home and everything she wanted.”

      “Maybe it just seemed that way on the surface.” Elizabeth shifted in the swing.

      Paul sipped his tea, remembering. “Some women only think about money.”

      “And some don’t,” Elizabeth reminded him. She had led a life of sacrifice for her family and he was ashamed that he needed the reminder.

      “Your mother’s right. See for yourself, son.”

      By Saturday morning, Laura was exasperated. The training was practically nonexistent. All she had done so far that week was listen to Paul’s phone calls and trail him around the office. She suspected his plan was to bore her to death so she’d give up and go home. But this was her home now, more of one than she had ever had.

      She heard a loud thud upstairs. Then the trill of squabbling voices. The kids were wound so tight they were practically jumping off the walls. She needed to find them another outlet besides school.

      The doorbell rang. What now?

      Yanking open the door she was startled to see Paul. “Hi.”

      “Morning.” He extended a box. “Muffins, fresh from the bakery.”

      “Oh…How nice. Well, then, come in.”

      He entered, his steps tentative. His expression, as he took in the tidy living room, seemed incredulous. “It smells great in here. What is that?”