Still, the doubts stayed with her, even as she heard footsteps outside the kitchen door. She put on her âboss face,â straightening up, swiping at her cheeks and finding a few stray tears, then walked toward the entrance to the tea room, just as Margery Wilmore busted through the hallway door.
She had a plump chest and was motherly and gray-haired. âHowâs my Rita doing?â
âRight as rain.â Rita glanced at her watch. âTea prep already?â
âLike clockwork.â The older woman sent Rita a concerned look. âYou okay, honey?â
Rita nodded. Margery was a carryover from the days when Ritaâs mom used to run the hotel, back before she and Dad had passed on. When Rita had taken over at the age of twenty-three, Margery had âkindlyâ tried to offer all kinds of advice, even though Rita had been working at the hotel since she was old enough to carry out orders, raised to take over operations one day. Now, ten years later, Margery still hovered, casting a suspicious eye at Ritaâs tummy when sheâd started showing recently.
But didnât everyone hover in their own ways? After Kevin, Rita had sort of become St. Valentineâs pet project. The town screwup whoâd been saving up to go to college for years after graduationâand wouldnât you know it? Sheâd actually earned a business scholarship but had given it up when sheâd gotten preggers.
A pregnancy had been out of character for her, the straight-? student. And, even more off-putting to a lot of folks around here, after Kevin had left her and she had proudly set out to be a single parent, she had refused interference or unwanted advice from everyone who âknew betterâ in a town where traditional family values ruled.
Now, she was going for another round of out-of-wedlock parenthood.
âYouâre running yourself ragged,â Margery said, resting a hand on Ritaâs cheek to test her temperature.
Rita deftly shied away. âIâm just fine.â
The older woman clucked her tongue. âYou and your stubbornness. Someday itâs all going to catch up to you, especially raising Kristy alone.â
Thatâs rightâMargery knew best. How could Rita have forgotten?
Her cell phone rang, and gratefully, she went into the empty hallway and answered, not caring who was on the other end. When she heard the voice of her best friend, Violet, she almost cheered.
Too bad Viâs actual words didnât have the same effect on her.
âIs it true?â she asked.
Rita wouldnât play dumb. âYou already heard?â
âSmall town. Grapevine. Newspaper reporter. Go figure.â
Gossip traveled at the speed of light in St. Valentine, but it wasnât as if Rita had never been its subject before.
âHe just showed up, Vi. Out of nowhere.â
âWant to talk about it over some lunch?â
They agreed to meet in ten minutes at the Queen of Hearts Saloon, which belonged to Viâs family. Rita went to the lobby, taking care to scan it before she entered.
No sign of the cowboy.
Relievedâwas that the word she was looking for?âshe crossed the lobby, telling her desk clerk that she was going on lunch break, then feeling the girlâs eyes on her. And why not, when Janelle had probably seen Conn Flannigan in here with the necklace and heard some of their conversation while sheâd been straightening the brochures?
Head held high, Rita tried her best not to feel like the town screwup once again as she left the hotel, wondering if Conn Flannigan was outside.
Wondering if she was going to be able to avoid telling him just who the father of her unborn baby was.
Chapter Two
âI wish heâd just stayed away,â Rita told Vi as she sat across from her at the Queen of Hearts in an out-of-the-way corner booth where the low-volume country songs on the jukebox were even more muted. The wagon wheel light fixtures hovered overhead, and a bunch of regulars ate burgers and drank beer at the bar, surrounded by sepia-hued pictures of the town during its early days.
âIt sounds to me like he really does have amnesia.â Viâs brown eyes reflected sympathy. Even though she was on lunch break from the small-town-reporterâs desk, she had an iPad next to her, ready to catch any breaking news should it come their way. âItâd be a good reason for him to come back here, retracing his steps before his accident. And heâd have no idea how ticked off youâd be. Besides, who goes around telling stories like that unless theyâre true?â
Rita hadnât touched her chefâs salad yet, but Vi was munching away on her fries. Sheâd been there for the morning after when Rita had still been on cloud nine after her night with Conn. But Vi had also seen the aftermath and how itâd decimated a newfound confidence for Rita that had lasted less than twenty-four hours before sheâd felt the shame of supposedly being lied to and left behind once again.
âSo whatâre you going to do?â Vi asked, dipping a fry in catsup.
âWhat can I do?â Rita jabbed at a piece of ham with her fork. âI shouldnât have done anything in the first placeâexcept for running straight out of here when he bellied up to my table that night. I shouldâve knownââ
âHey, you couldnât have known.â As Vi leaned forward to rest a hand over Ritaâs free one, her shoulder-length, dark red hair swung forward. âYou were ready to move on after years of hating yourself for what happened with Kevin.â
âYou werenât happy when I told you about Conn after our ⦠night.â
âI was being protective. But now thereâs a baby involved, and that changes everything.â
Rita cradled her slightly curved tummy with her free hand. âThat night, I shouldâve just thought more about what it felt like when Kevin left. That wouldâve stopped me from giving in to Conn.â
But she hadnât been able to think about anything or anyone ⦠except for the cowboy at her table, his eyes sparkling with fun, drawing her into their depths with âwhy not?â allure.
But, as sheâd waited for him the day and night afterward, sheâd found out âwhy not.â The minutes had ticked by to one hour ⦠two ⦠then to midnight. And still no Conn. The next morning had come, then passed, then the next and the next.
By that time, she knew sheâd been had, and sheâd closed up her heart tighter than ever, knowing that she was the only one she could depend on.
And then sheâd missed her period, although Rita couldnât and wouldnât regret getting pregnant.
Maybe that was what life had in store for her. Always a great mother to the children she loved more than anything, but never a wife.
âYou know what the most embarrassing part is?â Rita finally asked.
Violet swallowed her bite of burger. âWhat?â
A wounded laugh escaped. âThere was something that kept needling at me, telling me that there was a really good reason he didnât come back.â
âAnd there ended up being a good reason. Doesnât it make you feel better to know that he didnât reject you? That it had everything