Oh, what the hell. I decide to struggle with the mattress by myself. “See you later,” I tell them, and head for the front hall.
I’m reaching for my Gore-Tex pullover when Jennifer joins me.
“If you need help,” she says, kind of offhand, “I could do it. As long as it doesn’t take too long.”
I look at her. “You’re not going to the party?”
She shakes her head. “I have to start work in a couple of hours. I’d need a ride home afterward, though. Otherwise, I have to go catch a bus right now.”
“Where’s home?” I ask her.
She tells me the address and cross street. It’s not far, geographically, from where Lenora lives, but a different neighborhood. Not a great one, though certainly not the worst. “Where’s work?”
“The Beauty Barn. Over by Lloyd Center.”
“I’ll give you a ride,” I say. “I’d appreciate the help.”
Jennifer goes to the kitchen to say goodbye to Drew. Then she’s back. She’s only wearing a T-shirt and jeans and she doesn’t seem to have any rain protection.
“No umbrella?”
She shakes her head. “It was sunny when I came over. Anyway, this is Oregon, right?”
Oregonians pride themselves on not using umbrellas. Nevertheless, I get a large one from the hall closet and hold it over both of us as we dash to the car.
“The Beauty Barn, huh?” I say as we drive away from Council Crest. Water sluices along the gutters on both sides of the road and the wipers thwack back and forth at full speed.
“We sell discount cosmetics,” she says. “It’s probably not your kind of store.”
At the bottom of the hill we hit a knot of afternoon traffic in front of the intersection by the freeway, and come to a complete halt. An old Cutlass is stalled in the right-hand lane and everyone has to shift to get around it. The light turns green, but only a handful of people make it through. We’re still several cars back when the light turns red again.
I see Jennifer reach into her bag and come up with her wallet. She pulls out a five.
“I’ll be right back,” she says, then she opens the car door and steps out into the rain before I can reply.
As she crosses in front of me to the median and jogs toward the intersection, I spot a ragged-looking black man with a bucket of flowers to sell. He’s drenched and his flowers are, too. Before Jennifer reaches him, he goes up to a couple of cars, but no one wants to open windows in the rain. I watch her buy a mixed bouquet and say something that leaves the guy laughing. Just before the light changes, she gets back to the car and buckles up.
The flowers are yellow and purple and blue with a clump of ferns as a background. Water drops cling to the petals.
“I thought these might be nice for your aunt,” she says.
Following close on the bumper of the car ahead, I slip through the light on the yellow. I glance over. It doesn’t ring true that she would go out in the rain to buy flowers for a woman she’s never met.
“That’s really thoughtful of you,” I say. And then I add, “That guy sure looked miserable.”
She makes a sound of agreement. “I hope I wasn’t his only customer.”
I know she went out there just to give the guy some business. So he wouldn’t waste his whole day standing in the rain, making no money. I don’t know many people who would do that.
Damn. It would be a lot easier to see her as a silly teenage party girl like all of Drew’s past girlfriends. I don’t want to start thinking about her being kind and considerate. About how—come to think of it—she doesn’t seem to have much money, but she’ll give away five bucks just to help someone have a better day.
I consider the five bucks. Can she really afford to spend it like that? Probably not. I’m the one who should have thought to get something for my aunt. “I’ll pay for the flowers,” I say.
“It’s okay,” she says. “Don’t worry about it.”
“No, really. I’ll pay for them.”
She doesn’t answer me, and now I realize I’ve been too pushy. Made her feel bad. It’s got to be tough hanging around with Drew and all his wealthy friends.
At my aunt’s house, we park in the driveway and I come around the car with the umbrella. “You could have used this when you went to get the flowers,” I say, indicating the umbrella.
“I didn’t want to miss the light.”
She gets out of the car, cradling the bouquet. Her light blue T-shirt is soaked. The fabric sticks to her skin.
I keep my eyes averted, trying to remind myself again that she’s not that cute. Kind of average. Not that smart or she wouldn’t be dating Drew. And she works at the Beauty Barn, for Christ’s sake.
Finally I remind myself she’s still in high school. That fixes everything.
Inside his aunt’s place, Ross heads for the stairs without even looking back to see if I’ve shut the door. The house is narrow, packed tightly in among its neighbors, but it’s wonderful. It’s funky and bright and colorful. The furnishings are a crazy mix, from a heavy walnut armoire that could have come out of an English estate to an orange shag runner in the hallway that’s pure 1970s tackiness. But somehow it all works.
“If you’re cold,” he says over his shoulder, “I’m sure you could find something in the hall closet. And I can promise Lenora won’t mind if you borrow it.”
My shirt feels clammy against my skin and I regret my rash decision to buy the flowers. Not that Ross would notice if I were to walk around naked instead of in a wet T-shirt. But I still feel exposed.
His aunt’s hall closet is crammed with jackets and coats and overflow clothes, but they’re not exactly my style. I pick out the best thing I can find—a black long-sleeve western-style shirt with gold studs on the collar—and put it on over my T-shirt. It’s too big, but I roll up the sleeves and it works okay as a jacket.
The bed is a queen-size and it’s heavier than any bed I’ve ever tried to move. “Jeez,” I say as we slide it down the hallway. “What’s in this thing?”
At the top of the stairs we have to wrestle it around a corner, and then we both stand below it and tip it to go downward. We’re side by side holding it up, keeping it from going too quickly, and it’s good there are two of us.
We leave the mattress propped against a wall and go back up for the box spring, which is mercifully light. After that we grab the simple bed frame, and then move some furniture around in the ground-floor den so there’s space for us to set it up. All together it doesn’t take more than twenty minutes, and when we’re through I ask if Lenora is going to need to have some clothes downstairs as well.
Ross says he doesn’t want to get involved in trying to pick out clothes for his aunt. “I never understand what she wears. And anyway, clothes are easy. She can get a friend to bring some down. She’s got a lot of friends.”
“Just no one else who would want to move a mattress that heavy, right?”
He looks at me then, more directly than he has all day. “Thanks for helping out.”
The way he says it is just so plain and simple and straightforward that it actually makes me embarrassed. I haven’t