A Daughter's Trust / For the Love of Family: A Daughter's Trust / For the Love of Family. Kathleen O'Brien

nothing to do with them.

      The past couldn’t be changed.

      SHE STILL HAD AN HOUR before Barb’s daughter, Lisa, would be expecting her home. An hour before it was time for baths and bed for her three charges.

      And she was with a man who’d disappeared into a private hell she couldn’t seem to penetrate. It was as though she’d been riding with a stranger, not the man who’d touched her so deeply in such a short space of time.

      He lifted her bike into the van, and then loaded his into his SUV before turning back to her, keys in hand.

      “I saw where Hannah is buried.” Sue said. “Can I see where she lived?” She was pushing. Requesting entrance into his personal space. Maybe it wasn’t wise, but it felt right.

      Rick studied her, eyes narrowed, then turned away. “You want to follow me?” he asked over his shoulder as he opened the driver’s door on his Nitro.

      Nodding, Sue got into the van quickly, buckling her belt and turning on the ignition at the same time. She wasn’t going to give him time to change his mind.

      Looking around Rick’s living room ten minutes later, honing in particularly on all of the pictures of Hannah—of him and Hannah—Sue blinked back tears.

      His daughter’s eyes were green, like her father’s. But her hair was darker than his by a couple of shades.

      Sue didn’t mean to stare, but the little girl had been what child models were made of. Oozing happiness and confidence. She compelled you to look at her.

      Glancing up, she saw Rick watching her. His eyes were glistening.

      “I can’t imagine your loss,” she whispered.

      “Neither can I. No matter how many months go by.”

      He’d shown her only this room. The dark brown leather couches, coffee and end tables, home theater system. The room was nice. And there was nothing that spoke of anyone living there—no shoes left by the door, no opened mail or remote control on the table. No briefcase or keys or knickknacks. Nothing but the pictures.

      “Can I get you something to eat? I was going to do grilled shrimp and onions.”

      “Sounds wonderful. But I’ve only got another forty-five minutes or so. I promised Lisa I’d be back before bath time.”

      “The shrimp’s already marinated,” Rick said, heading to the kitchen. Sue followed and fell into place beside him, slicing celery and cutting up broccoli, sharing the space easily. Naturally.

      The refrigerator was covered with photos of Hannah and Rick. On bikes. On snowshoes. In swimsuits. There was one where their faces were painted gold and red—San Francisco Giants’ colors.

      “The pictures, they’re all just of the two of you.”

      “Yeah.”

      Rick had said he’d never been married. “So you lived alone with her at the time of her accident?”

      “We lived alone from the moment I brought her home from the hospital.”

      Shocked, Sue stared at him. “Her mother died in childbirth?”

      “Her mother didn’t want her,” he said, tipping the pan of shrimp to fill their plates. “Or me.”

      “What do you mean, she didn’t want her?”

      Rick brought silverware, napkins and iced tea to the table. Sue followed with their plates.

      “I met Sheila shortly after I graduated from college,” he said a couple of silent minutes into the meal. Sue had been eating the shrimp. And waiting. “I’d taken a job at Globe High School. As math teacher and basketball coach.”

      In the district where he was now assistant superintendent.

      “Sheila was the varsity cheerleading coach—an after-school, mostly volunteer position. In her day job she was a model.”

      Sitting there in her bike clothes, sweaty and with her hair in a ponytail, Sue wished she’d had a chance to shower. At least.

      Rick’s lover had been a model?

      “For a boy who’d grown up virtually on his own, never being in one place long enough to form any kind of lasting relationship, having Sheila around took some getting used to. But in a good way. She changed everything for me.”

      He took a bite of shrimp, his gaze faraway. “She taught me about love. Taught me how to love.”

      Keeping her eyes on her plate, Sue asked, “How does one teach someone to love? Either you feel the feelings or you don’t.”

      “Love is action, Sheila always said.” He paused, and Sue looked up at him, then couldn’t look away. “According to her, when you do things for people, you are loving them. When you spoil them, you are loving them in a big way.”

      The twinge Sue felt was simply because she was hungry. The bike ride and all…

      “So did she?” she asked quietly, reminding herself there was no reason to feel jealous. Rick was with her. He’d cooked dinner for her. Pursued her.

      And it wasn’t like she wanted anything permanent, anyway.