“I’m…not sure.”
“What do you mean you’re not sure?”
He said nothing.
I did not like the feeling of foreboding that knotted my stomach. “I’m still not exactly clear on what it is you expect me to do.”
“I already told you what I need.”
“I know, but—”
“Just listen to me. We have to act quickly. Do you understand? It has to be now.”
His urgency took me aback. “Why now? It’s been over two years since you were shot.”
He glanced up at the sky. “The stars have finally aligned. The players have all taken their places.”
Could he have sounded any more cryptic?
“Does that include me?”
“Yes.”
I turned back to the garden, searching the shadows. “And if I refuse to be a part of this?” Whatever this was.
“Have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately?” he asked.
Now it was I who fell silent.
“Have you not noticed the dark circles under your eyes? The sunken cheeks? The weight loss? You’re not eating or sleeping. Your energy is waning even as we speak.”
I stared at him in horror. “You’re haunting me?”
Chapter Three
My heart tripped at the implication of his words. I thought of my stalker, the elusive watcher who had been dogging me for days. Now I understood my lethargy and my insomnia. Fremont’s very presence was draining me of my life force just as Mariama had siphoned my energy earlier. Or had that been Fremont even then?
“You have to help me,” he said.
I gazed down at my trembling hands. “I’m beginning to realize that.”
“As soon as we find him, as soon as justice is served, I’ll leave you in peace.”
“I have your word?” The word of a ghost. That was a new one.
“What reason would I have for lingering?” he asked.
I shuddered to think.
“You said find him. If you were shot in the back, how can you be so sure the killer was a man?”
“I’m not sure of anything,” he admitted, and for the first time, I sensed some doubt. Maybe even a hint of fear. “I don’t even know why I was in the cemetery that night.”
“You have amnesia?” A surreal question if ever there was one.
“About the events surrounding that night? It would seem so.”
He gazed out at the street as I searched his profile. The detail I could see in the twilight was amazing. The strong line of his jaw and chin, the sharp shelf of his cheekbone, the outline of his lips. Even knowing what I knew, I still found it difficult to accept that he was dead.
“I suppose that makes sense,” I said, tearing my gaze away. “I’ve read that accident victims often can’t recall details leading up to the crash. This is similar. You suffered a severe trauma.”
“Yes, the trauma was severe,” he murmured.
“What’s the last thing you do remember? Before you died, I mean.”
He fell silent, and now I sensed some turmoil, some inner conflict. “I remember meeting someone.”
“At the cemetery?”
“I don’t know. All I remember is the scent of her perfume. The smell was still on my clothes when I died.”
“So the killer could have been a woman.”
“It’s possible. I have a vague recollection of an argument.”
“Do you know who she was?”
Another hesitation. “Her name eludes me.”
“What did she look like?”
In the split second before he answered, I could have sworn I saw a shudder go through him, but it seemed unlikely a ghost would be affected in so earthly a manner. Surely I was ascribing my own human emotions to him.
“I don’t know. But her perfume…”
“Go on.”
“The scent is still on my clothes,” he said, almost in defeat. “I can smell it even now.”
I thought of the exotic fragrance that had drifted to me earlier, riding the same ghostly breeze as the nightingale’s song. If Fremont had been following me then, the scent might have come from him.
And then something else occurred to me. Had he seen Mariama and Shani’s ghosts? Was that why he’d disappeared?
Could ghosts even see one another? Interact with one another?
Years and years of questions bubbled up inside me, but it was so strange to be able to ask them of a ghost. Stranger still that my fear had dissipated. Was I still under a spell?
Once again I found myself heading into dangerous territory, spurning Papa’s warning and flirting with disaster. One door had already been breached because of my wanton disregard of the rules. Would my connection with a ghost open yet another?
“What’s it like?” I heard myself ask him. “Behind the veil, I mean.”
“It’s called the Gray. The place in between the Dark and the Light.”
The place, he’d said. Not the time. The distinction seemed significant.
“Does it still hurt? From where you were shot?”
“There’s no pain,” he said. “There’s nothing really.”
“But you feel something. You must. You’re here because you want vengeance. That means you’re still capable of human emotion.”
“I’m here because I can’t…” His ghostly voice trailed off.
“You can’t what?”
“Rest,” he said wearily. “Something is keeping me here.”
“And you think if we expose your killer, you’ll be released?”
“Yes.”
I thought about that for a moment. His urgent need to find the killer corroborated what I’d always suspected. Not all ghosts were drawn through the veil by their rapacious hunger for human warmth or their insatiable desire to rejoin the living. Some were earthbound for reasons beyond their control. Apparently, Robert Fremont was one of them. I wondered if Shani was another. If Mariama’s ghost kept Devlin chained to her by his guilt and grief, did those same emotions keep Shani bound to him?
“Can you see them?” I asked.
“Who?”
“The other ghosts. They’re all around us. Surely you’ve noticed them.”
“I keep my distance.”
“Why?”
“They’re insidious,” he said with contempt. “Leeches preying on the living because they refuse to accept death. I’m not like that.”
“But isn’t that what you’re doing to me?”
“Only for as long as I need your help. I have to sustain myself until I can find a way to move on,” he said. “I don’t want to be here any more than you want me here.”
“So, what do we