He glanced behind her and scanned her apartment as if seeing it for the first time. It was clear he didnât remember coming here.
She put those thoughts out of her mind and wondered what he would think of her two-bedroom apartment tucked into an older residential area of Santa Monica. There were no views of the ocean, no trendy, glamorous furnishings or updated kitchen. But it was all hers. And she loved having...stuff of her own.
âMaybe some other time,â he said politely. âWe should probably hit the road.â
After she locked up her apartment, Dylan took her arm and guided her through the courtyard to the limousine parked by the sidewalk. âHere you go,â he said as the driver opened the door. She slid in and Dylan followed. âI havenât gotten clearance to drive yet,â he explained as he settled into the seat across from her by the window.
But it wasnât as if being carted around in a limo was foreign to him.
âThanks again for coming with me today.â
Again, she was struck by his sincerity. âYouâre welcome. Actually, Iâm looking forward to it.â
He stared at her, waiting for more.
She shrugged. âItâs just that my own childhood wasnât ideal. If I can do something for these kids, even just as a bystander, Iâm all for it. But how are you doing? This is your first venture out in public since the...â
âAccident?â His lips tightened and he sighed. âLetâs just say, Iâm glad youâre here.â
âEven though youâll have your team waiting for you there?â
âMy agent and PA are great, donât get me wrong. But they see me one way. I donât think they get how hard this has been for me. Losing those days of my life, and losing Roy, has put me at a disadvantage Iâm not used to. There are missing pages in my life.â
And she could fill in some of those blanks if she had the courage.
He reached for her hand and laid their entwined fingers on the middle seat between them. âBrooke had good reason to jump ship today. Iâm just glad you didnât bail.â
âI wouldnât.â
âI know. Thatâs why I asked you to join me. I can count on you.â
They reached Childrenâs West Hospital, a beautiful building with white marble walls and modern lines. The limo slowed to a stop right in the circular drive that led to the entrance.
âReady for the show?â
Several news crews were waiting like vultures, snapping pictures even before the driver got out of the limo. Dylan made headlines everywhere he went, and his first time out in public since the accident was big news. She recognized Darren, his agent, and Rochelle, his prim assistant, also waiting along the lineup. âReady.â Emma gave off much more confidence than she was feeling.
Dylan waited two beats, sighed as if grasping for strength and then nodded to his driver, who had one hand on the door handle. The door opened and photos were snapped immediately. Dylan got out, waved to the crowd and then reached inside to take her hand. She exited the limo and was dragged into the fray by Dylan, who seemed to tighten his hold on her. A hospital official came forward to greet them and introductions were made as security guards ensured that none of the news media followed them into the hospital lobby. His agent and PA also followed behind, eyeing everyone. Still, Emma saw cameras pressed up against the windows, the paparazzi snapping photos of Dylan and his entourage as they moved along the corridors with Richard Jacoby, the hospital administrator, and a few other ranking hospital officials.
Mr. Jacoby stopped at a double-wide door and turned to their small group. âThe children are excited to meet you, Dylan. Weâve gathered our recovering patients here, in the doctorâs lounge. And later, weâll go up to see the other children who are still in treatment.â
Emma assumed that he was talking about the kids who couldnât make it out of bed. Her heart lurched and she braced herself for what was to come.
âAfterward, weâll shoot your promo spot with Beth and Pauly.â
âSounds good to me,â Dylan said.
âWe had a little movie premiere of His Rookie Year last night for everyone to get acquainted with who you are. Most of them already knew of you. Eddie Renquist was quite a character.â
The rated-G movie hadnât won Dylan any awards, but heâd garnered a whole new audience of youngsters with that role. It was on Emmaâs Top Ten Favorite list.
âAfter you,â Mr. Jacoby said, and they entered a large room filled with kids of all ages, sitting on grown-up chairs, their eyes as big as the smiles on their faces. They began waving at Dylan. With Emma at his side, he made his way over and spoke to each child. The younger boys called him Eddie and asked him all about baseball, as if he really was a star athlete like his character in the film. Dylan was quite knowledgeable actually and always reminded them he was only acting out a role. Some of them got it, others werenât quite sure. The girls were all over the map, the teens telling him he was hot and they loved him, while the younger ones wanted to shake his hand or give him a hug.
Dylan wasnât stingy with his hugs. He gave them freely and laughed with the kids, shook hands and recited lines from his movies when asked. Some of the kids with shaved heads had peach fuzz growing. They were the lucky ones, the ones who would eventually go home to live normal lives. Some wore back braces or leg casts; others were in wheelchairs. But all in all, every one of them reacted positively to Dylan. He was good with them and managed to bring Emma into the conversation often.
âThis is my friend Emma. She plans parties and knows a lot about everything,â he said.
âHave you ever planned a Cinderella party?â one of the younger girls asked.
âWell, of course. Cinderella and Belle and Ariel are friends of mine,â she said.
A cluster of little girls surrounded her and asked her dozens of questions.
Dylan caught her eye and nodded as he continued to make his way around the room. Once Dylan had greeted every single child, he came to stand at the front of the room and asked if they would like to sing a few songs. âEmma has a great voice and knows lots of songs.â
It wasnât exactly out of her wheelhouse to entertain children, but this had come out of the blue. âOh, of course. We can do that.â She jumped right in.
She led them in Taylor Swift and Katy Perry songs as well as a song from Frozen, for the little ones, and then Mr. Jacoby signaled to her that their time was up. Dylan walked over to his personal assistant and she handed him a packet of cards.
âThanks for giving me a chance to meet you all,â he said to the kids. âIâm going to come around the room again one more time and hand out movie passes for you and your families.â
And afterward, they were whisked away, riding up in the elevator to the third floor where the really ill children lay in beds. What really struck Emma was how happy all the children seemed to be, despite the bald heads, wires and tubes going through them, limbs in casts and machines humming. Experiencing their unqualified acceptance and genuine gladness to see them was as heartwarming as it was heartbreaking. Emma sent up silent prayers for all of them, wishing that affliction wouldnât strike ones so young. But their spirit was amazing and many adults, including her, could learn from their sense of joy and gratefulness.
Dylan treated these kids in the same way he had the others. No pity shone in his eyes; instead, there was