Next time! As if there would ever be a next time...
Down in the galley kitchen of her infamous father’s infamous yacht she could hear voices rise and explode between the chef and the caterers.
Lucinda—Lucie to her very few friends—stepped out onto the nearest sleekly polished deck to get a moment to herself, but there was no escape. The fierce Caribbean sun was already causing the air to throb, and the flotilla of little boats and giant yachts that were moored off Petit Pierre reminded her more of a flock of killer seagulls than a flutter of happy butterflies.
Honestly. What on earth had possessed her to have this charity auction, the biggest bash of the season, in aid of her beloved Caribbean Conservation Centre, here in the Bahamas, on the Marengo, with a guest list to die for and a crippling lack of confidence as deep as the Caribbean Sea?
Money. Dollars—Bahamian or American. Pounds. Euros. It didn’t really matter at the end of the day. As long as her sanctuary—her pride, her joy, her reason for being in this hot, bright heaven—got every last cent from the people who would soon be treading all over her father’s floating emporium.
Her stomach lurched again, but the calm, flat sea definitely wasn’t to blame. The thought of this party tonight was.
As long as she came—Lady Viv, her mother.
As long as she came to call the auction and schmooze the crowd everything would be fine. No one would give a damn about Lucie and her crippling social anxiety if her glamorous, glorious mother dropped from the sky in her helicopter and beamed her brilliant smile all around. She was adored by public and press alike. Loved for her golden hair, her sparkling eyes and her utterly perfect figure.
The fact that she had an utterly imperfect style of parenting was neither here nor there. The world had no idea that the custody battle that had raged between her mother and father had been more about each having less time with her than more. All they knew was that she’d had enough of her husband’s affairs and had decided to have one herself—with James Haston-Black, or ‘Badass Black’, as he was known. Glamorous divorcees sold many more newspapers than neglected children, after all.
Lucie swilled the final inch of bitter dark liquid around the cup, then tossed it back. She screwed up her face and shuddered, wishing desperately that she could drink full-fat lattes instead of these vile brews. Soon. As soon as tonight was over she would unhook the unforgiving satin frock, screw it in a ball and head to the fridge without a care in the world. She would eat what she wanted and drink what she wanted. She would slob about in shorts and T-shirts and wash her hair when she felt like it. She would exercise by lifting food to her mouth. She would pack her make-up bag away in a drawer and smash her bathroom scales with a sledgehammer. End of.
Well, she might...
Her mother’s ‘conditions’ for flying halfway across the world to host this party were fierce, but she had met them. Three months of abject misery—lose ten pounds, drop two dress sizes, style her hair, tone those ‘thunder thighs’. Each and every obstacle—or ‘betterment’, as her mother described them—she had overcome. But this was the end. In ten hours’ time she would be wearing the dress and smiling at the rich and the beautiful and counting all those lovely pennies.
And five hours after that she would be counting her blessings. If she pulled this off without having a panic attack or throwing herself overboard then a miracle would indeed have happened.
Lucie looked up at the place she had felt most happy in her whole life. The verdant green island, with its dormant volcano and swathe of blue ocean, truly was one of the prettiest islands in the Bahamas. And the fact that she had spent so much of her childhood there, especially in the years after her mother had left, made it doubly important. No one here cared that she was minor aristocracy, with a father who was more interested in dogs and horses than anything that had two legs—unless the legs belonged to a pretty young woman. No one here really cared about her mother either. Each second of life was just too succulent for them to bother about what Lady Vivienne Bond—as she would be known for ever, despite the divorce—was wearing to someone’s party on the other side of the Atlantic.
Life here, in every stolen moment, was simple, happy, and as beautiful as the calypso music played all over the island. Lucie wasn’t ‘hiding’, as Lady Viv claimed. She simply didn’t understand that anyone could find pleasure working with smelly animals in a conservation centre, whereas Lucie couldn’t understand how anyone could find pleasure wading through all those air-kisses at parties.
Much like what was going to happen tonight.
Yeuch.
She looked back over her shoulder at the ballroom—one of the many rooms on this three-hundred-foot yacht that would be used for the auction tonight, and was already being decorated by a silent swarm of staff who were transforming the darkly elegant interiors into something from a thirties musical film set.
She had taken care of promotion and ticket sales, passing on the growing list of familiar and unfamiliar names to her mother, Some of them had caused a seismic shift when she’d heard them.
‘Urgh! Dante Hermida! He’s a polo player and an utter Lothario. You’d best stay well away—though, having said that, you’re probably not his type. Really, darling, you should put more effort into knowing who’s who,’ she’d added, when Lucie had reeled from yet another spray of her mother’s vitriol.
A lull in the rapid exchanges from the galley allowed her to hear that her phone was ringing. Lucie looked at where it lay, face down on top of a pile of crisp napkins. It couldn’t be Lady Viv—she was supposed to be halfway across the Atlantic by now. But even as she took the four paces across the deck she knew just whose image would be flashing.
God, no. She couldn’t... Not this time...
Sure enough, her mother’s iridescent smile flashed up at her. Lucie lifted the phone and stabbed the green call symbol like a crazy person.
‘Why are you phoning? Where are you? Why aren’t you on your way?’
She waited, clearly imagining the slight roll of her mother’s artfully lined eyes and the slight twitch of her perfectly painted lips.
‘Darling, must you answer your telephone in such a belligerent manner?’
Lucie clenched her eyes closed and prayed for composure.
‘We’ll overlook it for now and begin again. Good morning, Lucinda. I trust you slept well?’
Lucie was in no mood to play her games.
‘Where are you, Mother?’
There was a slight pause—long enough for her to know that she was right. Her gut had told her that she would be left high and dry with this, that her mother would let her down yet again, but she had refused to believe it—refused to believe she could be so cruel. She knew just how much Lucie hated social situations, but one in which she would have to host was inconceivable.
Her mother was babbling on in her ear, but what did it matter? It was just one more example of where she featured in her mother’s list—Badass Black at the top, then her beautiful boy Simon, then her friends, her charities, her houses, clothes and jewellery—and the thing lolling about at the bottom was Lucie.
‘I’m calling to say I might be a little late.’
She sounded clipped, defensive. Or was that just wishful thinking?
‘I’m almost sure I will still manage to make it—some of it—but things are really rather difficult at the moment... I’m sure Simon has got himself into a little trouble, and I can’t just up and off until I know he’s all right!’
Simon and trouble were like strawberries and cream. For twenty years her half-brother had been getting himself into trouble. He was quite the expert.
‘I know your little