Her eyes returned to the open pages of the Chumash. She’d finished studying parsha—the biblical portion of the week—and was on the haftorah. Sunday was the new moon, so the reading would be the story of the friendship between David and Jonathan. It was one of Rina’s favorites—a tale of unswerving love and trust. She’d never had a relationship like that with anyone, including Yitzchak. Theirs had contained some of those elements, but Yitzchak’s first and true love had been the Torah.
The rabbis had regarded his brilliant mind as a gift from God. He was their prize pupil, one of the few young men who was a real talmid chacham. They’d showered him with attention, but it had never gone to his head. He wasn’t interested in adulation, just in the acquisition of knowledge.
Rina had been astonished by Yitzchak’s intellect when they first met. He was a living, breathing genius, and she was willing to put up with his idiosyncracies for the privilege of being around him. He’d turned out to be a warmhearted man and a good father, but their relationship had always been a bit distant.
It was cruelly ironic that his brilliant brain cells eventually led to his demise.
Rina felt melancholia nibbling at her gut. She looked up from the text, and her eyes landed on the sandy-haired boy in the corner. His expression hadn’t changed since he’d entered the room. Usually one of the quickest thinkers, today he gazed at the chalkboard as if it contained some magic words of comfort. Yossie looked just like his father, Zvi, and his face bore the painful, numb expression that his father’s had last night. Rina was sure they hadn’t told him, but he knew. Oldest children always knew when something wasn’t right.
A few of the best students had handed in their exams. Rina would grade them, but really didn’t have to bother. She knew they’d be perfect. Soon the rest of the boys followed, until Yossie was the only one left. He continued to stare blankly, not even moving when Rina was standing right next to him. She looked down at his papers and found them untouched.
“Yossie,” she said gently.
The glassy hazel eyes inched their way upward.
“Yossie, you’re having an off day.”
He nodded.
“Take the test home. I trust you. Finish the exam when you’re in better spirits.”
“Thank you,” he whispered.
He got up, stuffed the papers in his overloaded briefcase, and left the room.
Rina was the last of the trio to enter the room. She had last-minute chores before Shabbos and hoped the faculty meeting wouldn’t take too long.
Three times a semester she and the two other secular teachers got together to discuss the curriculum. She was the head of the math department—and its sole teacher. The men were the departments of humanities and physical sciences.
Matt Hawthorne taught history and English. He was a jovial man in his mid-twenties, a little on the short side, with a puckish face and dark curly hair. Quick with a joke, he got along extremely well with the rowdier boys.
“Want to close the door, Rina?” he asked her.
“I’d prefer to leave it open,” she replied automatically. Hawthorne had a gleam in his eye. “You don’t want all the students to hear our trade secrets, do you?”
Rina sighed. It was an old story. Matt knew she left the door open for religious reasons, but insisted on teasing her about it anyway. Ordinarily she took it in good humor. Today she wasn’t in the mood, and the expression on her face reflected it.
“What trade secrets?” asked Steven Gilbert, coming to her defense. “Leave the door open. It’s hot enough in here without cutting off the little circulation we do have. Let’s get on with business.”
Of the two of them, Rina preferred Steve. They were both nice enough, but Steve was more subdued. He was older than Matt and her, in his middle thirties, balding and bespectacled, but with facial features that were still youthful. Like Matt, he was a public school teacher who moonlighted by teaching the yeshiva kids in the late afternoon, when the boys learned their secular studies.
They went through the meeting with choreographed efficiency.
“Shall we call it a day?” Rina asked when they were done.
“I’ve got nothing else to add,” said Gilbert.
Matt looked down. His eye suddenly twitched. It was a nervous tic that Rina had noted before.
“What’s the problem?” she asked.
“This has nothing to do with the curriculum, but I heard that something went on here last night.”
Rina hesitated a moment.
“What’d you hear?”
“Did a rape take place at the mikvah last night?”
“Where’d you hear that?” Rina wanted to know.
“Campus rumors,” Gilbert said. “Is it true?”
She nodded.
“That’s horrible!” exclaimed Hawthorne. “They said it was Yossie Adler’s mother.”
“Let’s drop the subject,” Rina said. “Suffice it to say that everyone’s alive and healthy.”
“Well, that’s good,” Hawthorne said. “You know, you can’t pick up a newspaper or turn on the news without hearing about the Foothill rapist. Then this happens—” Hawthorne stopped himself and looked at Rina through a fluttering left eyelid. “I’m doing a lot for your nerves, aren’t I?”
“It’s all right.”
But her voice lacked conviction.
“Listen, Rina,” said Gilbert calmly, “we know your being alone makes you especially vulnerable. If you need anything, feel free to give either one of us a call.”
“Thank you,” she replied. “If there’s nothing else, I’m going to be off.”
Hawthorne stood up and pulled out her chair.
“My, you’re chivalrous,” Gilbert said, his tone cool.
“My mama taught me well, Stevie.”
“Before I forget …” Gilbert searched through his briefcase and pulled out a few loose sheets of computer paper. “Take these home to your boys. They’re the programs they developed yesterday in Computer Club. I ran them this morning.”
“And they came out?” she asked, taking the papers.
“Of course they came out.”
Rina swelled with parental pride.
“Kids are born brighter these days,” she said. “But then again, they have better teachers.”
Gilbert acknowledged the compliment with a nod and stood up. The three of them remained motionless for an awkward moment.
“I’m glad you’re okay,” Hawthorne said to Rina.
“Thanks for your concern.”
“Do you want me to walk you home?” Gilbert asked.
“Thank you, but it’s really not necessary. After all, one can’t be overly paranoid, right?”
When neither one responded, she smiled weakly and left.
Though the synagogue had no assigned seating, people tended to sit in the same spot. Rina’s was in the front row of the balcony—the women’s section.
She saw Zvi davening, making him out very clearly though she was peering through a diaphanous curtain that hung in front of the upper level. He was at the podium, leading the service, rocking back and forth as he moved his lips.