The middle of the dream was always different. It usually involved bits and pieces of recent events, sometimes from sorties he’d flown for Dreamland, but more often just things that happened during the day. Often his wife Breanna was in the dream, talking to him or flirting or even making love. Today she was cooking him breakfast and complaining about the people who owned the condo downstairs. Their baby was screaming at the top of its lungs, keeping them awake.
‘How can you let a baby cry like that?’ she asked. ‘Let’s have a barbecue.’
The scene changed from their kitchen to a friend’s backyard patio. Instead of working the stove, Breanna was working the grill. When she turned away from it, Zen saw that it was piled high with wood.
‘Too smoky,’ he said, sitting in the cockpit of his F-15 rather than his wheelchair.
It’s too soon for the dream to end, he thought. But he coughed, and he was awake.
He still smelled smoke. Real smoke, from burning wood. The baby was still crying.
A baby the people downstairs didn’t have.
Not a baby, the smoke alarm.
‘Bree!’ he yelled, jerking up.
She wasn’t beside him.
‘Bree! Breanna!’
Zen started to get out of bed. His dazed brain forgot he was paralyzed, as if that fact belonged only to the dream. He tumbled to the floor.
Just as well – thick smoke curled above his head. He coughed, nearly choking.
Someone else coughed in the bathroom down the hall.
Breanna, his wife. ‘Help me!’ she cried.
Flames shot up from the floor ahead, illuminating the pitch-black condo. Zen pushed forward despite the heat and flames jumping in front of his face.
Part of his mind was still back in the dream. Was he dreaming? What was dream, and what was real?
He remembered getting into the airplane on the last day he walked, whacking his shin on the side of the cockpit as he got in, thinking the bruise was going to hurt for weeks.
‘Help me!’ cried Breanna.
He pushed his head next to the carpet and kept going. The bathroom door was closed.
‘Open the door, open the door!’ he yelled.
He heard a sob, but the door remained closed. Pitching himself to the right, he reached up with his left hand and pulled down on the handle. Smoke flooded into the room. It smelled like metal being incinerated. Zen started to cough and couldn’t stop.
‘Breanna!’ he yelled. ‘Where are you? Bree? Bree? Bree?’
He lay on his back as the flames climbed over him. He felt himself falling as the room collapsed.
Zen woke with a shudder so violent the bed rattled. It had been a dream, a new variation of the familiar nightmare.
He reached instinctively for his wife, but she wasn’t there. He remembered now: She was in Chicago with relatives; she’d intended on flying back last night but had been snowed in, her flight canceled.
Just as well, Zen thought, squirming to get himself upright in the bed. He was still shaking from the dream. He wouldn’t have wanted her to see him like this.
But she’d seen him worse, much worse. He wished she were here, to touch.
To save.
If there had been a real fire, she would have been the one saving him, a notoriously deep sleeper.
And a cripple. A fact that didn’t vanish when he opened his eyes.
That would change. He’d walk again. He was starting his treatments today, experimental treatments, but they would give him his legs back.
Maybe that was what the dream meant, why the ending had changed. He needed his legs back to save his wife, to be with her for real.
Zen ran his fingers over his scalp and glanced at the clock at the side of the bed. It was only a few minutes past three. But there was no way he was going back to sleep now. If Breanna were beside him, he might have managed it, might have hugged her warmth and shaken off the memory of the nightmare, but without her, the only thing to do was get out of bed and get some coffee, check the overnight sports scores and get a jump on the day.
Gulf of Aden, off the coast of Somalia 5 January 1998 1914
The darkness had erased the line between heaven and earth, and even with his infrared glasses Captain Val Muhammad Ben Sattari had trouble finding the quartet of small aircraft as they approached the oil tanker. Built as civilian pleasure craft by a Russian company, the two-engined Sparrows were relatively quiet, their twin piston engines producing a soft hum rather than the loud drone generally associated with military aircraft. By the time the Iranian captain finally found them, the lead airplane was less than three hundred meters away, its hull planing through the water. The other three amphibious aircraft were in line behind it, ugly ducklings heading toward their rendezvous.
Four or five years ago Sattari might have looked on the tiny airplanes with amusement or even disdain. He was a fighter pilot by training and inclination, one of Iran’s best – when it still had an air force, before the black robes had run it into the ground. But with his new perspective and responsibilities, he saw the value of small, simple aircraft.
Sattari tucked the glasses into their waterproof pouch inside his tac vest and pulled the brim of his campaign cap down. Much depended on the night’s mission. It would test all of the components of the force he had built, putting them all in action to test their strengths, but also their weaknesses. For among the many hard lessons Captain Sattari had learned was that there were always weaknesses. Success required finding them before the enemy could.
Success also required the respect and unquestioning trust of the men who followed him. Both of which he would earn tonight.
Or die trying.
‘We’re ready to go, Captain,’ said Sergeant Ahmed Ibn, holding the captain’s AK-47 out to him. The ranking noncommissioned officer of the commando unit, Ibn’s skeptical sneer was as obvious and comfortable as his wet suit; with every glance he implied that at thirty-nine, the ex-fighter pilot was both too old and too soft to lead a team of young commandos.
Sattari checked the gun and slung it over his shoulder. ‘Let’s go then.’
Aboard DD(L) 01 Abner Read, off the coast of Somalia 1921
Lieutenant Kirk ‘Starship’ Andrews stared at the green-hued shadow near the lip of the Gulf of Aden. The shadow belonged to a boat seven miles away. It measured no more than thirty feet, with a low cabin toward the bow and a flat, probably open stern. Under other circumstances Starship might have thought it was a small fishing vessel or a pleasure boat. But no one sailed the Gulf of Aden for pleasure these days, and it was a rare fisherman who went out this late at night, let alone plied these waters near the tanker routes from the Persian Gulf.
Which meant the shadow was either a smuggler or a pirate.