He had the impression she had memorised the phrase from a travel guide and, beyond that, there would be little conversation. She was a beautiful woman who wouldn’t be out of place at the most formal dinner table, except perhaps for those defiant streaks of red in her hair. Were they red? When he looked closely he could see shades of flame and scarlet and purple.
‘Igualmente, Annette,’ he said briefly, not wanting to spook her with a torrent of Spanish.
They were saved from further conversation by the arrival of plates of food. Enough to feed everyone twice over, and among the salads and the meat dishes he was happy to encounter two of his favourites: solomillo and tortilla de patatas.
Of the women at the table, it was Rose, sitting opposite, who drew his gaze. Her face was that of Aphrodite, the Goddess of Love and Beauty, whom he had studied at college. He admired her animation, so different from the statue she brought to mind. Soft flesh against cold marble. Sleek blonde hair, smooth as a waterfall, except for a wispiness at the temples. Creamy skin. She was small but perfectly proportioned and every now and then she’d look at him and smile.
Mike offered him wine and when that small task had been acknowledged and the bottle passed on, Alfredo studied the paintings on the walls. These, no doubt, were the work of former residents, who seemed, for the most part, professional and talented. He experienced a pang of self-doubt. His application to the residency board outlining his project for the month ahead had been pure fabrication.
His daughter, Paola, had helped him with it, typing it up and throwing in a few well-chosen words along the way. Paola was good at things like that. Far better than he was at the practical things of life, and her range of interests and talents always surprised him. It seemed to him that after her mother’s death she had taken to cramming in as much as possible to each day.
He had left her surrounded by the costumes she had made for an amateur theatre production, a small hill of feathers, as she filled in a form for an archaeology dig in Mallorca at the beginning of March.
He had no idea what to work on for the month of the residency, and the stone purchased at the quarry on his way hadn’t helped. He’d bought it anyway, because he couldn’t spend a month without materials. He’d chosen a large block with the idea that large was better than small in suggesting a shape within.
He amused himself with the thought of turning the stone on its side and carving out a scene from the welcome dinner, much like The Last Supper. He could name it The First Supper. What would he run with? Boredom? The undercurrents between people? One good thing about not speaking English was being left free to study gestures and expressions and tone of voice. He was surprised at how revealing such things were.
He heard the front door close, followed by cars driving away. So the staff served the meal and left them to it. Silvia hadn’t said so, but perhaps in English she had. Marion, at the foot of the table, was doing most of the talking and from the number of times New York was mentioned he knew what about. Every now and then, Jane or Annette or Rose broke in with a change of topic or, he assumed, a new city to talk about, because both Madrid and Sydney were mentioned. Marion used that time to shovel her food in. Did she even taste it?
Alfredo understood that Annette was interested in climbing Cabrera Vieja, the table-shaped hill that rose abruptly out of the valley floor behind the residence. She pronounced it well and pointed to the window behind him. He couldn’t understand what Marion said, but guessed she was adding herself into the climbing party and, for a moment, the two Americans seemed united.
He had seen the mountain on the drive in and had wanted to climb it too. The shape was that of a young mountain flattened at the top by some gigantic steamroller. The view would be extraordinary.
Mike added a sentence or two to the discussion of the hill, as if desperate to make himself heard, then Marion took up the conversation again. Jane caught Alfredo’s eye and smiled ruefully and he understood she was fed up with it all.
Mike, he noticed, had finished his coffee but looked ready to fall asleep. He had only pecked at his food. Rose had given up on the conversation and was staring into her wine glass. He saw how tired she was, how her animation was spent, as if an unseen hand had switched her off.
Alfredo scraped his chair noisily on the tiled floor and rested his head on his hand in the universal sign for sleep. If he was blunt about doing so, then the language barrier he’d been on the wrong side of all evening seemed reason enough.
‘Buenas noches.’
Jane stood up instantly. ‘Goodnight, Alfredo. You’re right. It’s been a long day.’
Rose moved beside him and took his hand and smiled. Not the full-blown smile of earlier, but a softer version. ‘Goodnight, Alfredo.’
‘Rosa.’ He registered the warmth of her hand and the colour of her eyes: the deep green of a sunlit ocean. Eyes to get lost in.
In his room he looked out over the valley towards Cabrera Vieja, and saw it as a solid wedge of black in the darkness. Then he turned his thoughts to what he’d say to his daughter, Paola. This was his first time away from home since Isabella’s death four years ago, which felt both like a lifetime and a minute. Four years to come to terms with the loss of his wife and for Paola, her mother. They had clung together in those early days out of fear and love and desperation. It was only lately he had come to see that Paola was tougher than he had given her credit for, and that when it mattered her determination was both steely and strong. One morning recently, looking in on her, seeing her hand-sewing with small, considered stitches, he’d had the disconcerting feeling that he had been the needy one and for far too long. He was stopping that now.
Survived first dinner, most of it in English which will helpme learn it finally. There is a nearby hill I’d like to climbthat looks like a child’s sandcastle. Goodnight, querida, andgood luck with the costumes and the play. More soon. Papá.
Her reply came within minutes.
Goodnight Papá. I’m so pleased it’s looking good. Thecostumes went down well at the dress rehearsal. I’ve beenasked to work on another play. P
He stared out into the dark valley and his thoughts drifted to Rose’s hand, which he had held less than twenty minutes ago. How warm and firm it was. How intimate her smile.
2
Mike Bailey began his first day at the residence by setting up his computer on the built-in desk near his bedroom window. He typed the date in English and, with the help of his bilingual dictionary, in Spanish.
Tuesday 4th January. Martes 4 enero.
Day One. Did Dickens ever feel like a complete fraud? Surely not.
Coming back to Spain had been exciting. The flight to Almería and the bus trip to Cabrera with only a few half-remembered words of Spanish. The scenery in Andalucía vastly different to home and to the long-ago resort in Torremolinos. The welcome refuge of his room and gathering himself before facing his fellow residents at dinner. The residence itself was more than he’d expected – an artist’s house originally, with so many doorways on the ground floor leading to the terrace that the outside felt like it was inside, only the inside was warm and comfortable. The rooms were spacious and lined with books and bits of old pottery.
Silvia Verdasco had welcomed them all charmingly in English, which was both a relief and a disappointment. Part of the appeal of Spain was the opportunity to learn the language and here they were pandering to the majority like it was a theme park. On the plus side, the ground rules were few. Breakfast and lunch were help-yourself, but they were expected to dine together in the evening and discuss their work in progress. That mightn’t sound too difficult, but making conversation with strangers wasn’t Mike’s strong suit.
Beatriz had announced the various dishes as she laid them down, but her Spanish was rapid and incomprehensible and he had no idea what was on his plate. Everyone