“I will. I want to do some landscaping.”
“Do you know anything about landscaping?”
“I know how to mow lawns.”
“Walked right into that one didn’t I?”
“Into what?”
“Into why you called me for the first time in a year,” says Andrew, his voice veering towards wounded.
“You know I didn’t just call you to get your lawn mower, Andy,” says Cam, “I want your edger and your Weedeater, too.” Cam grins into the receiver.
There’s a silence on the other end of the line that Cam recognizes immediately. Andrew has always seemed to hate, more than anything else about Cam, his dry joking way of handling Andrew’s feelings.
Cam didn’t experience the worst of their father’s alcoholism and the breakdown of their parents’ marriage, so he never really earned the right to joke about the family problems to Andrew as often as he did. From time-to-time though, Cam had tried to talk straight with him. “You know what your problem is…” Cam would say when he’d find Andrew sitting on his bed, teary-eyed from a cold exchange with their dad. “Your problem is you let stuff get to you.” This would usually send Andrew further into whatever hole he was in, and it would take him a good several minutes to pull himself together enough to shoot back with his usual whispered response of “You know what your problem is, Cam? You don’t let anything get to you.” Cam never really thought that was much of a comeback, and even wondered why he shouldn’t take it as a compliment.
“No, but seriously, man…” says Cam. “It’s nice to talk to you.”
“Is this talking?”
“What else is it?”
Cam listens to the static of his mother’s cheap cordless phone for a few seconds. Andrew eventually breaks the silence and tells Cam he was planning to sell off all the equipment any day now, then lets Cam plead a little for the temporary use of a mower, weed-eater, edger, and the trailer to haul them. Cam notices in Andrew’s cocky reluctance that the more time Andrew has spent out on his own, the more pride he’s taken in the fact that his boyhood scars have driven him to things like landscaping businesses and law school while Cam’s relatively calm childhood has driven him to relatively nothing. Cam listens to a few strict rules about how to use the mower without threatening its resale value, and then they talk their way around a proper goodbye.
Cam doesn’t have any way to tow the trailer, so he fixes up Munna’s Pontiac Chieftain and fits it with a hitch. The Pontiac has lain dusty and empty in her garage for years, next to a small hanging birdcage that has also been empty since a flying squirrel named Lila died tragically of food poisoning in 1961 after eating Munna’s three-day-old Oysters Rockefeller.
Munna spent her husband’s banking riches on decades of round-the-clock nurses; staring through cateye glasses at screaming televangelists, sipping sixteen-ounce cans of Schlitz malt liquor and puffing Camel cigarettes through a four-inch ivory holder. The Chieftain is about the only thing other than the house that she hasn’t had to let go of to cover the cost of her slow dying. It’s got a V-8 that can still break a hundred, whitewall tires, and enough chrome to leave sunspots in your eyes on a clear day. But the best thing about it is the lighted Indian chief hood ornament that comes alive with the headlights.
Cam’s mother gives him a list of Andrew’s old clients from memory, and he finds as many as he can in the phone book. Fortunately, their memory of Andrew is stronger than any gossip they may have ever heard about Cam, and he’s hired by enough of them to fill up his free time.
The work itself isn’t nearly as interesting as the things he notices about the people he works for. His first day on the job, he gets thirsty and heads to the front porch on an instinct borrowed from the black yardmen he used to watch working at Munna’s house. But there isn’t any water waiting for him on the porch and there never will be. It doesn’t take him long to realize why not, but the reason rolls around in his head for the rest of the day.
Black men mowing lawns in the South get ice water in jelly jars with missing lids. Any jar that becomes separated from its lid between annual jelly batches enters the final phase in its life cycle––a cycle that begins with boiled sterilization, is given life with gelatin, sugar and summer berries, matures with Christmas ribbons, and ends with black hydration. The jars are always laid out on the front steps of the house, timed to appear just before the men have a chance to give that dreaded knock and stand there, with pungent sweat and timid eyes, and say “Sawry te be botherin ye’ Ma’am, but mah boys and ah’s thirsty an’ that hose water’s too hot for drinkin’.”
Their employer had allowed this knock to come once, as a young housewife. But even if she was touched by the fact that he tried the hose before coming to the door, when she went to the kitchen something in her still made her reach for the cabinet under the sink instead of the one above it. She didn’t bother herself with the question of whether this little move was being made by women in houses all around her, as it had been by their mothers and grandmothers, and that it wasn’t all that far from the separate drinking fountains at the public pool she’d seen as a kid and took up arms against in college. And so she’d deliver a tray of those jars to the men on the porch with the same smile she got the time her Junior League served Thanksgiving dinner at the downtown mission.
Instead of jelly jars on the front steps, Cam is invited inside for sweet tea or lemonade. The rich South Highlands housewife––which covers every one of his clients––sits with him at the breakfast table by the kitchen door and says “It’s so hot outside, I just don’t know how you stand it.” And Cam drags the side of his hand––its veins still plump from the days work––across his sweaty, sun-darkened forehead and says “You get used to it after a while.” Then he finishes the move with a durable blue-collar grin. So long as the heat holds, this little exchange is usually good for a ten-dollar tip. Which then buys her a hug of thanks at the back door. The women always lay a hand on the sweaty middle of his back, and he’s never seen a single one of them wipe their hand afterwards.
Cam finishes another such exchange after a Saturday of cutting grass, and heads back home to get ready for the night. He idles the Pontiac into his mother’s apartment complex and lifts a few fingers off the steering wheel in a lazy wave to the kids straddling bicycles by the bank of mailboxes at the entrance. The kids giggle and point at the old car and trailer no matter how many times they see them. They cluster around the entrance on their bikes every Saturday––the youngest with training wheels and the oldest with Huffy mountain bikes. They watch the highway from here like puppies watch the sidewalk from a pet store window. Waiting for their dads to pick them up for their two days a week. Waiting for the megaphone music box of the ice cream truck. Waiting for their single mothers to come home from day shifts at the check stands of strip mall outlets and superstores. Waiting for a fistfight or a game of doctor. Waiting for puberty and driver’s licenses and sex and alcohol, and for life and time to either bring them something interesting or just take them away from here. Cam knows they’ve got a good thing going, but its nothing they would hear at their age.
He parks the Pontiac in the visitor lot, taking one spot for the car and another spot behind it for the trailer. Hand-written notes used to appear under his wipers on a weekly basis for this offense. They started in good faith: “Please… my friend needs a place to park… one vehicle per spot… thank you.” But they eventually deteriorated into cussing assaults on the trailer, then on the profession of lawn mowing, and then they bottomed-out on some bizarre kind of racism-by-association: “Just ‘cause you have a nigger job don’t mean you have to park like one,” read one note. Cam saved them all in his glove compartment and started putting old ones under his wipers whenever he’d leave his car, just so people would think somebody already gave him a piece of their mind. This more or less stopped the notes, so it passed for a solution in Cam’s mind.
He retrieves a note from the glove compartment about someone’s girlfriend having to park on the side of the highway because of him, and tucks it under the wiper,