•
He follows the woman into the village. People see him and conversations limp away like cripples. Men stand in the fields, sticks and scythes in their hands, and follow him with their eyes. Children cease their games. Women clutch sucklings a little closer. Crows and vultures seem unconcerned, but then, crows and vultures always do.
The woman ducks into a hut at the far edge of the village. Even by local standards it is modest. Walls sag like old ideas, holes gape in the roofing. The bricks are no more than cast-offs, broken pieces that would be discarded by anyone with a choice.
Cain waylays a scared-looking youngster and demands, Who lives there?
Snot dribbles from the urchin’s nose. He wipes it reflexively, recasting the dribble as a shiny smear.—Zoru and her father. He’s blind.
—And the mother?
—Dead.
Cain considers. The boy looks ready to bolt but is perhaps too afraid. Cain asks, This Zoru is unmarried?
—She’s a charity case, the boy answers promptly.—People give her food out of sympathy. No man would have her.
Cain spits at the boy’s feet and growls, What exactly would you know about having women?
The boy, scared again, backs away.
—You can go, Cain tells him, and he runs off.
Outside the hut he clears his throat but nothing happens. He does so again. Behind him he hears a rustle. Cain has the impression that if he looked over his shoulder he’d spot a dozen pairs of eyes boring into him.
Instead he says, Hello?
A voice floats out to him. Her voice.—Who’s there?
—The man you’re not afraid of.
There are shuffling sounds, sounds of things being set aside, bodies realigned.—What do you want?
This brings Cain up short. What does he want? The answer to that is both simple and very complicated. To sit down somewhere without worrying that he will soon have to run off again. To talk to people who do not shun him. To smell the air exhaled by a woman. To eat the food she hands him and see the flutter of her hands as she talks. To go home.
These are difficult things to explain. Cain turns away.—I should not have disturbed you.
He has taken three slow steps when she appears before him, more disheveled than ever. Brick dust limns her hair like a holy image.—That’s the second time today you’ve presumed to know my thoughts and been wrong about it.
He has no words.
She rests hands on hips and drills her eyes into his. Several teeth are gone and the rest are yellow; something small is groping through her hair. He finds her unspeakably lovely. She says, I wasn’t afraid of you by the well and I’m not disturbed by you now.
He casts about.—I am glad to hear it.
—You seem to think you have great power over me, she teases.
At this he nearly weeps.—It’s not a power that I want, but—some sort of influence causes men to react. Perhaps it is this mark I carry.
She frowns.—The mark doesn’t help.
Then she smiles and reaches for his hair with a thin, veined hand.—Or maybe it’s this. Where on earth did you get such a color?
From inside the hut, a ragged voice:—Zoru, who are you chattering on with?
—A stranger, Father. A man from far away.
—Well then, invite him to eat with us.
Cain can scarcely credit the words, but the woman is already gesturing to the hut.—Come.
—But this—Cain indicates the mark.
—He is blind, the woman laughs. Then suddenly, whispering in his ear.—He can’t fear what he doesn’t see.
•
The hovel is wretched, managing to be stifling and drafty at the same time. The hard ground batters his backside like a wrestler, and the food Zoru stirs over the cookfire smells distinctly burnt. Cain settles contentedly, savoring the sensation of belonging somewhere.
The old man lies huddled on a mat. Thin as a leaf, wiry white hair pooling greasily around his neck. He makes up for his blindness with a quick wit and a mocking smile, along with preternaturally sharp senses of hearing, smell, and touch. Fondling Cain’s garment he declares, Linen from the west if I’m not mistaken.
—You are not.
Fingers probe Cain’s timeworn sandals, rubbing grit between fingertips.—Come from across the desert, have you?
—Some months ago, yes.
—From your accent, you’ve traveled a great distance, further than either the desert or the linen. Or so I would guess.
—You guess correctly. I’ve wandered for many years, Cain acknowledges. Then he blurts: —So much so that I’m unsure where home even lies.
The old man nods, furrows creasing his brow like dry riverbeds. Leaning close he commands, Say something.
For no reason Cain can fathom he states, I have done terrible things.
The old man sniffs Cain’s breath, then sits back.—It’s been some time since you’ve eaten your fill.
Cain laughs aloud.—That’s true for most anyone I can think of.
—As is your remark about terrible things.
He leans back against the bony brick wall.—Oh, I don’t know about that.
The woman Zoru has been watching throughout, stirring a stewlike mash that bubbles over a smoky fire.—Shall we eat?
•
He stays. He tries to reclaim the stony patch of ground in back of the hut that has lain fallow since plague carried off Zoru’s brothers, but he has not been much of a farmer for years now, and he knows that any attempt to plant crops is doomed beforetime. He has been told this after all. So he turns his attention to straightening the kinks in the hut’s walls, filling the holes and constructing a new roof. He has a gift for this type of work—it reminds him of his previous exile, before this current one—and it comes easily to him. When he is done the hut feels twice as large as before, snug without being stuffy, airy without being cold.
Not that he spends much time there. Zoru is an unmarried woman, and the old man, blind or not, is her father. Cain takes his meals outside except in the most merciless of storms, and sleeps under a lean-to of gazelle hides. After years of wandering, even this feels like luxury.
The other men in the village get used to him. They still keep their distance, but they don’t stare so much. They remark his work on the hut and nod thoughtfully. When he helps with the harvest he gets a portion, and when Oldag’s barn collapses, it is Cain who directs the reconstruction. For this he is gifted a half dozen hens and a rooster. One evening lightning torches an absent neighbor’s field and Zoru and Cain single-handedly contain the blaze, saving the man’s crop. The next morning a pair of goats stand tethered by the hut’s entry-way, bleating like damned souls.
After the harvest Zoru’s father grows suddenly weak. Day by day he wastes away, thinning like a forest in autumn: where once grew leaves, now only branches show. The real wonder is that the old man is not dead long since.
One night he calls Cain inside the hut.
—I must speak to you both, he says.
Cain