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Автор: Gordon C. Stewart
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to technological, nationalistic, and capitalist society, the church must recapture the utopian and revolutionary character of the faith . . . only in modern form. The church’s mission, the movement has argued, should be social, i.e., to transform the structures of society in the direction of social justice.

      So how do you do that? With special assistance from his professor Zuurdeeg and his teacher Swenson and his prophet Stringfellow, Be Still! is the Reverend Gordon C. Stewart’s answer. Peppered with poems and allusions and metaphors, the essays in this book (Gordon calls them “photos”) all strike me as psalmic. They aim at evoking the reader’s imagination, and at putting her in touch with a source of mystery that can’t be precisely defined, much less fully comprehended.

      We recall that the Psalter—or book of Psalms—is composed of 150 psalms, and that therefore Psalm 46 as a discrete expression is not only the source of the book’s title but is also deeply embedded in its larger book. The more I read and reflect on Be Still!’s “photos,” the more I am convinced that Stewart’s volume is one before it is many. Try grasping the book as a single sermon on a single text—Psalm 46, the passage known informally as “the Refuge Psalm.”

      God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change, though the mountains shake in the heart of the sea; though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains tremble with its tumult. (Ps 46: 1–3)

      Introduced first in Psalm 2 and repeated frequently throughout the Psalter, this seminal idea of taking refuge in God gathers unto itself themes at once basic to Be Still! and critical to the Psalter as a whole. The commanding idea of “happiness,” for example—a notion that famously reappears in the Beatitudes (Matt 5:1–11)—is close to unintelligible apart from refuge. Happiness derives from living in complete dependence upon God rather than upon the self. “Happy are all those who take refuge in him” (Ps 2:11c).

      The same is true for “righteousness” in the psalms, which is never primarily a moral category but a relational term. “The righteous” are never considered as morally superior persons whose good behavior lays some kind of obligation on God to reward them. On the contrary, the righteous are precisely the persons who take refuge, who acknowledge their fundamental dependence on God for life and for their future.

      What Psalm 46 gives us, I believe, is what we find Be Still! echoing on every page, that is, the very opposite of positive thinking. Try this, the psalm says. To illustrate how powerful a help God can be in trouble, we should regularly imagine the absolute worst that can happen to us. Try the most awful hurricane, and a terrible earthquake (vv. 2–3). But truth be told: given the Near Eastern worldview, the psalmist has something even worse than this in mind! Mountains were both the foundations that anchored the dry land amidst watery chaos, and they held up the sky. So the world’s absolute worst natural disaster would be for the mountains to shake (v. 2) or tremble (v. 3).

      So here is how to approach Be Still! The book is in the psalm family. Approach it as a kind of spiritual exercise to be read in small doses. It was written to be taken in small doses. And discuss it with your friends.

      Tide Pools and the Ocean

      Therefore, I bend to thy resounding tides, And list the echo of thy countless waves,A lone disciple, if perchance, my soul That poor shell-gatherer, on the shores of time, May by thy lore instructed, learn of God.

      As a boy I would spend hours lost in the magnificence of the tide pools that dotted the coast of Rockport, Massachusetts. Wading in the tide pools is still my favorite thing to do. The tide pools are filled with fresh seawater. They are the temporary homes that give shelter to the starfish, crabs, periwinkles, and sea anemones that are left there for a few hours at low tide.

      Perhaps religion is like a tide pool, a small pool of ocean water that points us to the vast mystery of the ocean on which its life depends. The tide pools hold a few drops of a vast sea. They are filled with the ocean, but they are not the whole ocean. Their health depends on the eternal rolling of the tides to refresh them.

      Wading in a tide pool, it’s easy to lose track of time.

      But there are other tide pools, far back from the water’s edge, created by the unusually high waves of a storm. Unreachable by the normal daily tides that would refresh them, they are cut off from the ocean that gave them life. They are without oxygen, yellow, and covered by green-yellow slime. Their original beauty has left them to the flies.

      Perhaps, like religion, the soul is like a tide pool.

      When any religious tradition mistakes its pool for the ocean itself, when it denies the existence of neighboring tide pools along the edges of Eternity, fundamentalism wins. Things turn yellow and nasty. Only the daily refreshment of the tides can keep the tide pools fresh. Otherwise, we watch the news, asking Fosdick’s old question, praying that fundamentalism and fanaticism will not win, knowing that without the ocean tides, the tide pools will pass with time.

      Stillness at Blue Spring

      When words become unclear,I shall focus with photographs.When images become inadequate,I shall be content with silence.

      I don’t belong here.

      Walking the wooden path of Blue Spring State Park next to the clear shallow waters, I am a trespasser in the habitat of the West Indian Manatees who winter here. I walk among the sabal palms and nature’s stillness disturbed only by the distant roar of an engine somewhere above and other tourists who have come to see the manatees inch their way forward into the hot spring where they pause, reverently it seems, over the opening from deep in the earth below. Blue Spring is a sacred place.

      So gracefully does the Manatee approach the spring head, the deep hole through the limestone that pours 111 million