I went from Winchendon to Worcester, and stayed over a day with Hugo Frear. I had a good visit. Walter has gone to Yale. The best man in our class, Ed. Bosworth, has also gone there. I was only in Boston a few hours and didn’t see anything. I was in at Little, Brown & Co’s., and looked at the books, however. I saw the finest copy of Wordsworth of any poet I ever saw—a beautiful book, elegantly and strongly bound, with gilt edges that were gilt edges, flexible covers, good print and paper, complete in one handy volume, and illustrated with photographs of the real places. They looked beautiful—better than any photos I ever saw, and far nicer than any engraving. I longed for it. The price was $10—out of my reach now. I shall own it some day, however. I got back to Oberlin in time to do my moving, and get settled, buy my books, etc. School began with prayers Tuesday the 13th. I have been kept from classes two days by my sore throat, and have got my lessons at home; but the throat is now well, and this morning (Sat. Sept. 17th) I went to class. My eyes have ceased that trick of spontaneous weeping, and in general, I think I am in pretty fair spirits and health for work.
Dear folks, how I do run on. If I don’t stop here I will never have done, and the burden of my song will be like Tennyson’s Brook, “But I go on for ever.” Lest I should weary you with that monotonous repetition, I will sign myself at once
Yours affectionately,
HENRY.
OBERLIN, Sunday, Sept. 25th, ’81.
DEAR PEOPLE,
I must sit right down and start a letter home this minute, while I feel enthusiastic. What a country this is for storms. We have just had a splendid one. The difficulty is that at home it never blows when it rains very hard. Here it does. It began a few minutes ago, after thundering a while, to rain very hard. The wind blew the rain so that it swept over the earth in white drifts or clouds. At the same time some big hailstones came rattling down on the roof. They would jump several feet into the air when they struck, and then go rolling down the roof to the ground. The storm was perfectly exhilarating. It made me perfectly happy while it lasted. It only lasted ten or fifteen minutes, then the sun broke through the clouds in the west, and made the drops flash while it was still raining quite hard. How bright and delightful the green of the trees looked when the sun shone on them after their bath. The whole thing reminded me of Bryant; moreover, it was a peculiarly American storm. I never saw anything just like it anywhere else, which proves that Bryant is a genuine American poet; a fact which I discovered some time since. You see the chain of reasoning, don’t you? We have felt terribly about Garfield. It was a personal loss. You out there only hearing once a month, can have little idea of how it has been with us who have the daily paper. The anxious waiting, the hope and then despair, the deep discouragement at bad news, then hope again, as there was an unexpected rally. It was a wonderful struggle, a heroic fight, and after eleven weeks’ resistance, to have it end so seems too much to bear. We had no idea how much our hearts were in it all until the end came. No more daily bulletins, no more anxious questions morning and evening, “How is the President?” We felt as if some great interest had suddenly gone out of life and left nothing to supply the empty place. “All was ended now, the hope and the fear and the sorrow; all the aching of heart, the restless unsatisfied longing, all the dull deep pain, and constant anguish of patience.” Garfield I think was the youngest man who ever sat in the President’s Chair. He was only 49 when he died. I am very sorry now that I didn’t go down to Mentor at the time of Garfield’s election, and so will Bowen be no doubt when he knows that it was our last chance. Well, I must stop and go to church.
October 2.
Sunday has come around again, and I take up my pen again. I have resigned my Junior Ex. and I feel happier in consequence than I have felt for a long time. It is really astonishing what a burden it has taken from my mind. I am not troubled with homesickness nearly so much, and am a great deal lighter-hearted and better satisfied with life in general. I resigned on account of my eyes and my general health. Those were the reasons I stated, but the fact is I didn’t feel like sacrificing time to a vain and useless honor, which might be so much more profitably spent in a course of reading, and I think I was right. If I had kept that Junior Ex. on top of my other duties, class work and society work, I wouldn’t have been able to do much reading this year. And certainly I cannot afford to sacrifice my reading to anything that is not very valuable. I am reading Gibbon; have read 400 pages in the second volume. I own the work in five volumes, the last being devoted to notes, bound in half Russia, gilt tops, printed on good paper and tolerably decent print. The whole cost $2.67.