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Автор: Colin Channer
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isbn: 9781617754166
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a brown-gray shack town,

      a jumble on a point,

      sweet flourish of Liberia

      sweeping into waves.

      My son and I are watching

      this in lamplight from our low

      brown armless couch,

      iced roibos on the low wood table

      where I keep a bowl of beat-up cricket balls,

      a wink to where he indirectly comes from,

      Makonnen, Brooklyn teenager

      with Antillean roots

      replanted in Rhode Island,

      a state petiter than the country

      where my navel string was cut.

      He’s a boy who loves sketching,

      drawing cartoons, eating fish and pasta,

      swimming, but most of all

      performing accents, likes how

      they jokify the mouth.

      He was born with the ears of a mimic,

      a tight connect between what makes a sound

      and how to counterfeit it, make it feel

      authentic near its place of birth.

      On screen, the camera jerks

      behind an ex-warlord

      up chipped-up stairs

      to a big slab roof.

      Here, he’s questioned by

      a pink and meaty hipster,

      dude keen to talk to men

      who say they ate their foes in war.

      This one here refers

      to chopping wide the backs of children,

      mimes reaching in the crack

      to pluck a heart,

      and munching it before a fight

      for blood and courage,

      naked at times, or done drag,

      boots with wigs and dresses,

      amulets and other charms,

      the more bizarre

      the better hidden.

      Spirits can evade

      the human eye.

      Maki echoes all the interviewer’s

      LA nasals. I laugh hard.

      But when he takes on

      a Liberian accent

      I do not take it well

      although I’m twisted

      by the sketch, a poly-vocal

      back-and-forth involving riots.

      It’s peacetime and we’re at

      Monrovia’s first McDonald’s.

      Folks are vexed.

      The burgers aren’t made

      from human flesh.

      I gently tell him he,

      well, we shouldn’t joke too much

      about this awful war,

      and blah blah on about this country

      founded on the coast of Guinea

      by ex-chattel,

      guide him through the marsh

      of history to the present,

      leading as a father should a son.

      II.

      Later, as I pinch out

      contact lenses, my own voice

      comes blah-blah-ing

      from behind the mirror mounted

      to the bathroom wall.

      I smile at Mr. Silly’s talents,

      how he switches accents

      from Liberian to mine,

      hacking vowels,

      pitching consonants

      precisely in the mouth,

      beginning now another improv,

      phone calls from police headquarters

      in Gbarnga, begging Kingston

      for assistance, tips for getting info

      out of infants who

      despite receiving torture

      still refuse to talk.

      In my bed, on light cotton,

      ceiling fan on slow,

      I miscue the iPod in the dock.

      Callas, not Lee Perry, comes on.

      In my head I talk to Maki

      and myself.

      The confessors are clan

      to killers on an island

      I know. Same nose,

      same eyes, same trail of razor

      bumping on the shine-

      clean cheeks. The nicknames

      from the news and movies.

      Rambo, bin Laden.

      The loafers, designer jeans

      and polo shirts worn loose.

      How they discuss a slaughter

      with ease, by rote,

      never as something spectacular,

      absurd. And I belong to them,

      on two sides, for generations,

      by blood.

      My kinsmen aren’t poets.

      They’re cops.

       CIVIL SERVICE

      A man-boy of nearly twenty,

      slave-dressing in pantaloons

      in 1930, slowly reads a Gleaner

      from behind a stocky “German”

      woman in a fabric shop.

      Finds himself in love.

      Walking home, feet adding shine-ness

      to a track cut out of scrub,

      he hugs the parcel of organdy

      that his mother took on trust,

      sounds each word the way he did

      at first reading, lips moving,

      voice too shy to read inside

      his head alone.

      Above,

      birds form an arrow.

      Around,

      insects hustle-bustle,

      get on with the gnawing,

      digging, scraping, the noise-making

      of their work.

      Ahead,

      green