But these may be free Negroes. ’Tis possible, as there are a number of free Negroes within our Commonwealth. I pray for this to be the case, and then continue practicing the French word for welcome. Bienvenue. Bee-en-ve-new.
I survey all the ladies and decide upon the youngest, at the far end of the group. Look kindly, Hannah, and not like a rabbit caught within a hedge of brambles. Nobles pass us as if we aren’t here at all. One corpulent noble, though, a short white beard circling jaw and chin, does glance our way. With his left hand, he holds a long walking stick for balance, but with his right, he makes some motion on the air as he passes. His mouth twitches a bit. It seems a smile. Bee-en-ve-new, I whisper. Now comes the young lady. She is carrying a small dog with long ears. A young man walks with her, but she is nearer to me. I am glad, for the young man appears finical.
I take a step forward. “Bien—”
The lady’s face becomes a white stone, her eyes hard blue ones. She says something sharp in her language, and the finical young man gives us a look to send us under.
It startles tears. I lower my head and turn to leave, but John whispers, “Wait, Hannah. Look how they’re bowing. ’Tis a sight.”
Gentlemen are removing their feathered hats, taking a step backward and bowing to the ladies and to other men. Ladies hold onto their gowns, take a number of fancy steps backward, and sink downward before one another. So does the one with the white dog. The ladies, though, don’t remove their high-crowned hats. The young one sets her dog down on the ground but it cries, so she lifts it up again even though its paws have gotten muddy. I might do the same, the wee thing so scared. This lady can’t be as snarlish as she made herself out to be.
“John, what did I do wrong?”
“Naught, Hannah, but try to greet them. What she did was wrong. Don’t blame thyself.”
“Well, ’twas a poor start. Father might know. Surely I do not wish to give such offense again.” I raise my apron to my eyes.
“Ah, Hannah. They be the ones who need to learn manners.”
“I fear they shall want us to bow and—”
“Well, we shan’t. Father has explained it all to Mr. Talon. Do not worry so, Hannah.”
“But if the Queen—which one was she, John? Dost thou know?”
“They all looked one and the same to me.”
“I cannot be the one to serve her!”
“Worry not. Talon will see to it. Now I must find Father. And thou had best seek out Talon. He shall tell thee what to do. Quick, now.”
He runs off in the light rain. I wish Father had not chosen me. A year. A whole year. It seems so unfair that I am weepy again. But then ’tis as if Mother is standing here alongside me, her white apron and cap glowing in the mist. The year shall pass swiftly, dear daughter. Remember, too, that work done with love is joy.
Mother’s voice fades, but I feel warmer now, less shaky. I hold my face to the soothing rain.
Mr. Talon is calling to the girls and older women who have been hired to help. I hurry toward them.
Rushing back to our cabin, I pass Rachel, Mary, and Emmeline. Instead of getting to their tasks for the French, they are playing at curtsying before one another. “Hannah! Your Majesty!” Emmeline cries. “What shall be your bidding? I shall do it forsooth!” Grasping her gown with both hands, she bobs down, then up again, her face merry.
“Now you, Hannah!” they cry. “’Tis but a game.”
I shake my head and keep going.
“Your Majesty,” Mary calls. “What matter a bow if thou dost not believe in it?” They laugh. Not worried a whit.
Oh, I wish Father had picked Grace instead of me. She is but a year younger, at twelve, and so wanted to come. But Mother decided upon me because I’m older and can do more work. Grace will help Mother with the chores and with six-year-old Suzanne and watch Richard, our baby.
Thinking of Richard, his bonny cheeks and pointed nose and agreeable smile at whatever you say to him, makes tears come again. I have not seen him since July past and will not ’til July next. A year! And he shall be so different by then. He may not even remember me.
How hard it is to do what is bid thee.
I stir the venison stew and take several loaves from the warming oven. Then John and Father both enter.
“Dost thou wish thy tea?” I ask. “Or supper?”
“Hannah, daughter,” Father says. “John tells me that one of the ladies was rude.”
I take my chair at the table, and Father and John, theirs. “I tried to welcome her in French. It seems I did wrongly.”
“Nay,” Father says. “’Twas not wrong. Let us not be troubled by their bad manners. In time, perhaps, they shall learn better.”
Words push forth, needing to be spoken. They are so different from us. Could I not just take care of our house and animals and make our meals? Could not another be found to do for them?
But I draw a long breath and remain silent so as not to offend Father.
“Hannah, remember how France came to our aid during the war with England? Had she not, we might still be under English rule. But apart from that, ’tis our Christian duty to help these nobles, now. They’ve lost near everything.”
Tears pinch through. I feel as if I’ve lost near everything, too.
“Daughter, daughter, come now.” He places one hand, still cold from outside, over mine. “With our earnings this year we shall finally be able to buy our farmland. Fine valley land. No more rent that continually rises. We might even earn enough for a team of oxen. ’Tis all to the good, child, aye?”
“Aye, Father.” Blinking, I keep the tears back.
“And Hannah,” John says, “thou needn’t have one reason in the world to be afeared of anyone who walks thus.” He lurches on his toes from one end of our cabin to the other, Father saying, “Now, John,” but smiling.
I smile, too, as I pour cups of elderberry tea for us. “Where are they to dwell, Father?”
“’Tis a problem. Talon fully sees his error—now.”
“Are they still out there, in this drizzle?”
“They are, and need shelter but don’t want to double up. So for some, it will have to be pine boughs and animal hides for now. John and I must leave in a trice.”
“Dost thou wish they supper first?”
“Nay, not when others are doing without.”
Father’s words remind me how the nobles were bowing and curtsying to one another in the cold mist. One gentleman’s clothing looked wet through and through and yet there he was, bowing to everyone. Most folks would rather just run somewhere dry and warm.
“They must be hungry,” I finally say.
“Aye. And John, we need to build fires within the few cabins we do have. I’m told these people are quite helpless. Unlike the great La Fayette.”
“Father,” I ask. “Dost thou know, is the Queen among them?”
“Nay, but they expect her in the next weeks or, if not, then in the spring.”
“Those others, the dark-skinned ones. Are they . . . slaves?”
Father