A Doll's House - The Original Classic Edition. Ibsen Henrik

Nora. Yes; odds and ends, needlework, crotchet-work, embroidery, and that kind of thing. [Dropping her voice.] And other things as well. You know Torvald left his office when we were married? There was no prospect of promotion there, and he had to try and earn more than before. But during the first year he overworked himself dreadfully. You see, he had to make money every way he could, and he worked early and late; but he couldn't stand it, and fell dreadfully ill, and the doctors said it was necessary for him to go south.

       Mrs Linde. You spent a whole year in Italy, didn't you?

       Nora. Yes. It was no easy matter to get away, I can tell you. It was just after Ivar was born; but naturally we had to go. It was a wonderfully beautiful journey, and it saved Torvald's life. But it cost a tremendous lot of money, Christine.

       Mrs Linde. So I should think.

       Nora. It cost about two hundred and fifty pounds. That's a lot, isn't it? Mrs Linde. Yes, and in emergencies like that it is lucky to have the money. Nora. I ought to tell you that we had it from papa.

       Mrs Linde. Oh, I see. It was just about that time that he died, wasn't it?

       Nora. Yes; and, just think of it, I couldn't go and nurse him. I was expecting little Ivar's birth every day and I had my poor sick Torvald to look after. My dear, kind father--I never saw him again, Christine. That was the saddest time I have known since our marriage.

       Mrs Linde. I know how fond you were of him. And then you went off to Italy?

       Nora. Yes; you see we had money then, and the doctors insisted on our going, so we started a month later. Mrs Linde. And your husband came back quite well?

       Nora. As sound as a bell! Mrs Linde. But--the doctor? Nora. What doctor?

       Mrs Linde. I thought your maid said the gentleman who arrived here just as I did, was the doctor?

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       Nora. Yes, that was Doctor Rank, but he doesn't come here professionally. He is our greatest friend, and comes in at least once everyday. No, Torvald has not had an hour's illness since then, and our children are strong and healthy and so am I. [Jumps up and claps her hands.] Christine! Christine! it's good to be alive and happy!--But how horrid of me; I am talking of nothing but my own affairs. [Sits on a stool near her, and rests her arms on her knees.] You mustn't be angry with me. Tell me, is it really true that you did not love your husband? Why did you marry him?

       Mrs Linde. My mother was alive then, and was bedridden and helpless, and I had to provide for my two younger brothers; so I did

       not think I was justified in refusing his offer.

       Nora. No, perhaps you were quite right. He was rich at that time, then?

       Mrs Linde. I believe he was quite well off. But his business was a precarious one; and, when he died, it all went to pieces and there was nothing left.

       Nora. And then?--

       Mrs Linde. Well, I had to turn my hand to anything I could find--first a small shop, then a small school, and so on. The last three years have seemed like one long working-day, with no rest. Now it is at an end, Nora. My poor mother needs me no more, for she is gone; and the boys do not need me either; they have got situations and can shift for themselves.

       Nora. What a relief you must feel if--

       Mrs Linde. No, indeed; I only feel my life unspeakably empty. No one to live for anymore. [Gets up restlessly.] That was why I could not stand the life in my little backwater any longer. I hope it may be easier here to find something which will busy me and occupy my thoughts. If only I could have the good luck to get some regular work--office work of some kind--

       Nora. But, Christine, that is so frightfully tiring, and you look tired out now. You had far better go away to some watering-place. Mrs Linde [walking to the window]. I have no father to give me money for a journey, Nora.

       Nora [rising]. Oh, don't be angry with me!

       Mrs Linde [going up to her]. It is you that must not be angry with me, dear. The worst of a position like mine is that it makes one so bitter. No one to work for, and yet obliged to be always on the lookout for chances. One must live, and so one becomes selfish. When you told me of the happy turn your fortunes have taken--you will hardly believe it--I was delighted not so much on your account as on my own.

       Nora. How do you mean?--Oh, I understand. You mean that perhaps Torvald could get you something to do. Mrs Linde. Yes, that was what I was thinking of.

       Nora. He must, Christine. Just leave it to me; I will broach the subject very cleverly--I will think of something that will please him very much. It will make me so happy to be of some use to you.

       Mrs Linde. How kind you are, Nora, to be so anxious to help me! It is doubly kind in you, for you know so little of the burdens and troubles of life.

       Nora. I--? I know so little of them?

       Mrs Linde [smiling]. My dear! Small household cares and that sort of thing!--You are a child, Nora. Nora [tosses her head and crosses the stage]. You ought not to be so superior.

       Mrs Linde. No?

       Nora. You are just like the others. They all think that I am incapable of anything really serious--

       Mrs Linde. Come, come--

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       Nora.--that I have gone through nothing in this world of cares.

       Mrs Linde. But, my dear Nora, you have just told me all your troubles.

       Nora. Pooh!--those were trifles. [Lowering her voice.] I have not told you the important thing.

       Mrs Linde. The important thing? What do you mean?

       Nora. You look down upon me altogether, Christine--but you ought not to. You are proud, aren't you, of having worked so hard and so long for your mother?

       Mrs Linde. Indeed, I don't look down on anyone. But it is true that I am both proud and glad to think that I was privileged to make the end of my mother's life almost free from care.

       Nora. And you are proud to think of what you have done for your brothers? Mrs Linde. I think I have the right to be.

       Nora. I think so, too. But now, listen to this; I too have something to be proud and glad of. Mrs Linde. I have no doubt you have. But what do you refer to?

       Nora. Speak low. Suppose Torvald were to hear! He mustn't on any account--no one in the world must know, Christine, except you. Mrs Linde. But what is it?

       Nora. Come here. [Pulls her down on the sofa beside her.] Now I will show you that I too have something to be proud and glad of. It was I who saved Torvald's life.

       Mrs Linde. "Saved"? How?

       Nora. I told you about our trip to Italy. Torvald would never have recovered if he had not gone there-- Mrs Linde. Yes, but your father gave you the necessary funds.

       Nora [smiling]. Yes, that is what Torvald and all the others think, but-- Mrs Linde. But--

       Nora. Papa didn't give us a shilling. It was I who procured the money. Mrs Linde. You? All that large sum?

       Nora. Two hundred and fifty pounds. What do you think of that?

       Mrs Linde. But, Nora, how could you possibly do it? Did you win a prize in the Lottery? Nora [contemptuously]. In the Lottery? There would have been no credit in that.

       Mrs Linde. But where did you get it from, then? Nora [humming and smiling with an air of mystery]. Hm, hm! Aha! Mrs Linde. Because you couldn't have borrowed it.

       Nora. Couldn't I? Why not?

       Mrs Linde. No, a wife cannot borrow without her husband's consent.

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       Nora [tossing her head]. Oh, if it is a wife who has any head for business--a wife who has the wit to be a little bit clever-- Mrs Linde. I don't understand it at all, Nora.

       Nora. There is no need you should. I never said I had borrowed the money. I may have got it some other way. [Lies back on the sofa.] Perhaps I got it from some other admirer. When anyone is as attractive as I am--

       Mrs Linde. You are a mad creature.