Investing time to choose ethically our toolkits for research help us design projects that are valid, relevant, situated, engaged and grounded on process—fieldwork as cultural encounter—as well as in the more general outcomes and implications of our topic of analysis. As the main instruments of research, ethnographers are immersed in the same matrixes of power and cultural ethnocentrisms as the study participants, although occupying different power locations. Feminist critical ethnographers focus, hence, on understanding the embodied experiences of our collaborators, not abstract a priori identities, but practices performance and narratives, places-environments-relations, communicative interactions and silences, mapping routes and movements, as well as the materiality—objects of daily use—of ordinary as well as sacred artifacts (from cooking pots to the cell phone). The naming of the individuals we work with is also important for a feminist critical ethnographer; from the use of “informants” we have moved to participants or “collaborators.” The ←21 | 22→term informant was widely used in early anthropology and later by the CIA in his undercover surveillance, aptly referring to individuals that in one way or another informed on their people to those that were paying them. Changing the way we name the people we work with is not a semantic frivolity, but an alignment with the shift from “objects” of study to “subjects” that are social agents, whose willingness to work with us and their invaluable help are essential for the completion of any ethnographic project. This part of our ethical mandate honors the dignity of these humans and help us keep re-inventing an ethnographic practice that could be useful beyond academia.
This kind of ethnographic intervention is more a “caring-witnessing” and an engaged practice that requires also a new name, hence I use the term “deep hanging-out” (this is a form of critical “observant-participation,” as Joao Costa Vargas suggests). For example, during fieldwork my intention is to be aware and attentive to an embodied field practice that foregrounds place, spatial relations of bodies, communication and practices, material culture and movements. Through narrative-focused elicitation, dialogue and oral histories, I document my collaborators perspectives, while participating and learning the local daily choreographies that they follow throughout a day. This renaming is more widely used among feminist anthropologists, as does the often used “rich point” (a challenging moment of research through which we find a new insight to redirect the project, see Agar 2006, 2004, 1986, for a discussion of this). Rich points are many and useful, and go beyond re-directing the course of our projects, it is inseparable from the micro-politics of fieldwork, and how the personal becomes essential to take into account in project design and in the process of fieldwork. For example, Caribbean food practices and cuisine are by-products of the “Columbian exchange” and colonization, as well as of the plantation slavery regime. It would be hard to understand and explain the ethno-present of bacalao (Norwegian dried-salted codfish) consumption in the communities I work with as a cultural “choice.” But it is my “native” status, my familiarity with the Caribbean, with its colonial ethno-history and cultural practices, as well as knowing the actual taste of bacalao, what allows me to make to make fine-grained observations during fieldwork and later careful analysis of the food data.
“Theory in the Flesh”: Genealogies for a Critical Ethnographic Praxis
Ethnography has been test-driven, revised, and refined by many within and outside anthropology, and there are diverse genealogies according to our training and to ←22 | 23→the scholarly works that each anthropologist was exposed to during their graduate training. It is important to clarify that methodological choices are never separated from theoretical framings, nor from the wider vision we hold for the kinds of work we wish to create; this means that how we perceive the people, places and topics we are researching will have a direct effect how we conduct our research and the tools we select for fieldwork.
I would have not learned to be the kind of ethnographer that I am, without the interdisciplinary—and somehow chaotic—theoretical and methodological formation that I created by chance and intention. Hence, the genealogy that I share below includes sources that go beyond ethnography or qualitative methodologies. I have chosen some landmark experiences, in my own graduate education, which helped me develop a toolkit to design my dissertation project, and ever since marked profoundly research and my teaching practice. As students we are not a tabula rasa; we already bring knowledge, skills and the cultural capital of experiences that have shaped who we are becoming. I brought also resources to graduate school, acquired during my undergraduate education in Puerto Rico that also influenced the kind of academic literature that was more appealing to me. For example, I had been exposed to the powerful writings of Caribbean and Latin American scholars who had a tremendous influence in my commitment to critical research and academic writing, among them Aníbal Ponce, Eduardo Galeano, Franz Fanon, Aimée Cesaire, and Emeterio Betances, among others. I do not discuss the contributions of these “teacher-mentors” here (for details about my educational routes, see Chapter Four and the Bonus Track). Below I discuss authors that I encountered during the completion of my graduate studies in anthropology at the University of Texas at Austin.
Among the classical anthropologists, Claude Levi-Strauss (1963) was the most readable for me; I enjoyed learning about his Marxist-structuralism legacy that has been so powerful and necessary for us to get to the post-structural and post-colonial de-centering of western grand narratives. He was not, however, interested in ethnography per se, but his brilliant insights in other areas compensated for that. Clifford Geertz’s concept of “thick description,” proposing the need for interpretive analysis of fieldwork data and deeper contextualization of the “realist” storytelling aspect of ethnography, had a tremendous impact in ethnographic research and writings, and was hopeful to me (see 1973). I appreciate also the way he paid attention to the “trifles” of everyday life in his fieldwork, as necessary for “thick description” (2008), and for his poetic interpretations in reporting his ethnographic findings. He published also a book (strangely invisible in debates) about the anthropologist as creative author (see 1988). It was, however, a series of chance encounters with certain authors that marked my decision to complete ←23 | 24→my degree in anthropology. As it has probably become obvious, those years of my anthropology and ethnography training were very intense; indeed, there was a lot of crying and existential crisis, that helped me grow tremendously, and for which I am deeply grateful today.
The seminal article by the Mexican-American anthropologist Renato Rosaldo (1983) about headhunters’ rage (when loosing a dear person in war), was an important landmark in my formation. In that article he reflected about his own rage about the death of his wife, during his fieldwork research with the Illongots in Luzon, Philippines in the 1960–1970s. This moving and poignant self-reflection made a great impact in my conception of