Clara had spent two weeks discussing the possible move and reflecting on what decision would be better: to try a new life or stay and struggle on in England. Staring at the prickly rose stems, she felt they held the answer. The garden was brown and flowerless when Billy died, she thought, and now it’s ready to bloom again. Clara clipped a rose and placed it in an envelope of parchment paper. Her decision to move to Canada was made, and the rose would be her reminder that Billy’s short life had been a happy one. She wrote to Dr. Newbury asking him to write a letter of recommendation to the Galt Hospital board. Very shortly afterwards, he sent her a copy of the letter he had written to Mayor Harwood. Clara smiled as she read, thinking that all she knew about the mayor was his lenience toward prostitutes. Lethbridge, she mused, will be a challenge.
Dear Alistair,
I hope this letter finds you well and Mrs. Harwood on the mend. Morris has kept me informed about your wife’s illness. Your worries about the Galt Hospital are well founded. Before I left for England, I was quite concerned by the deterioration of the place. Nursing standards had slipped badly, as you know from your own wife’s unfortunate stay in the hospital.
While Acting Surgeon at the Red Cross Hospital in London, I worked closely with a nursing sister, Mrs. Clara Durling. She comes from a lovely family, whom I also had the privilege to meet. I believe she is the person we need to bring back the Galt. I have worked cheek-by-jowl with her, and she is quite simply the best nurse I have ever encountered. She received her training at St. George’s Hospital in London and was Assistant Matron at St. Bartholomew’s until she married her husband, George. Unfortunately, he died before war’s end from gas exposure. In spite of her grief, she continued to work tirelessly. But tragedy did not end there. As the war ended, her six-year-old son died of the flu.
Mrs. Durling remained a consummate professional and faithfully kind to her patients. The soldiers could not have received better care. The one drawback is that she will need someone to be responsible for her five-year-old daughter, Ivy, while she is running the hospital. I might add Ivy is a lovely little girl.
Alistair, I am asking Mrs. Durling to send her résumé directly to you. As hospital chairman, would you be so kind as to send it on to the hospital committee to consider her as the new lady superintendent? I am confident that as matron she will re-establish standards in my alma mater hospital.
I send my fond regards to Mrs. Harwood.
Yours faithfully,
Francis Newbury, M.D.
Chapter 2
Sydney, Nova Scotia, 1912
Two years before the Great War erupted, Lily White entered her graduation year at Sydney Academy. She had applied for a scholarship to teachers’ college in Truro, Nova Scotia, for the following year, but the scholarship was conditional on Lily maintaining at least a 75 percent average in all subjects. Being prudent and heeding her father’s advice that a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush, she planned to earn money for her tuition during her final school year.
Lily’s father, Robert White, was a pharmacist, and he had taught Lily the value of money when she was only twelve by hiring her to deliver medicines to clients. People in Sydney would smile as she pedalled down the street with a carrier filled with packages. She would return the smile and wave.
The outward happiness did not reveal the real turmoil within. Lily’s mother, Amelia, had always favoured her younger daughter, and Lily felt her preference for Beth very keenly. Beth was a year younger than Lily, but stylish and brash. She had her father’s lapis lazuli eyes and Amelia’s brown wavy hair. Once, during an argument, Beth had taunted Lily with the fact that she didn’t look like either of her parents. This comment made Lily feel even further estranged from her mother and slowly she began to consider the idea that she might be adopted. At sixteen she decided to ask.
She stopped at the door that connected the house and the pharmacy and watched her father shake, stir, pound, and bottle various potions for breathlessness, stiffness, infections, rashes, sleeplessness, coughs, and headaches, wondering how she would ask the question: “Are you my real father?” Her nerve gathered up, Lily stepped forward just as an elderly client tottered into the pharmacy from the street. Robert pulled up a chair for Mrs. Birch then knelt on one knee to see what was bothering her. Lily had to smile while she watched: he looked as though he were going to propose. Mrs. Birch complained of terrible back pain and Robert suggested she might need stronger pain medication. “Or perhaps a new mattress,” he said with a sympathetic grin. “I’ll send Mrs. White over next week with the Sears catalogue and she can help you choose.”
“How did you know I slept on a lumpy old thing?” Mrs. Birch chirped. She looked up at Robert with an adoring smile.
“Because every old-timer in Sydney does the same thing. Or perhaps I’m clairvoyant.”
Lily had tears in her eyes. She adored her dad. “He has to be my real father,” she whispered, wiping her tears away with her fist. Robert helped Mrs. Birch to the door, promising to have the new pills delivered as soon as they arrived at the pharmacy.
Lily stumbled across the large room. “Are you my real father?” she blurted.
Robert gripped her shaking shoulders, then pulled her forward into his arms. “I knew this day would come and I’m prepared.” He led Lily to Mrs. Birch’s chair and knelt as he had before. He was a tall man, who often lowered himself so his elderly clients could hear. “Lily, I helped deliver you into this world. Your mother was staying at the Anglican rectory when you decided to announce yourself. I’m not a doctor, but I am a pharmacist and your mother was in great pain. I gave her a little morphine. I was there from the beginning, Lily. So to answer your question, yes, I am your dad. As real as you need me to be.”
Over the following weeks, the story was gradually revealed. Lily’s mother, Amelia, pregnant and unmarried, had been sent from England to board with an Anglican minister and his family in Halifax, Nova Scotia. After her arrival she had provided light housekeeping services in the rectory. Before her condition was noticeable, the minister had asked her to be a live-in companion to a dying parishioner, assuring her she could move back to the rectory during her confinement. This is how she met Robert White, the grandson of the elderly man she was caring for. Robert’s habit was to visit his grandfather once a week. Daily pop-ins began after he discovered Amelia. Pregnancy had not prevented Amelia from looking stylish and attractive, and her bright personality captivated Robert. He proposed. In a quiet ceremony, attended by his wife, the Anglican minister joined Amelia and Robert in marriage and Lily was born five months later.
Robert had grown up in Halifax, where his father was an officer in the Royal Navy. His mother had often cared for sailors with prolonged illness in her home, and Robert became very interested in healing and medicines. He greatly disappointed his father when he chose to study pharmacy instead of following his father’s career path.
After his marriage, he bought an old building in the centre of town in Sydney and put up a sign reading White’s Pharmacy. Customers warmed to the young pharmacist who treated their illnesses. When Lily was born they put suspicions aside and cooed over Lily as she lay swaddled in a cot behind the counter. Robert would explain with a sheepish grin that he was just giving his wife a rest.
Lily began her final year at Sydney Academy full of optimism that she would win a scholarship. Remembering the “bird in the hand,” however, she marched into the principal’s office and introduced herself in the third week of the school year. She had scanned the notice board and found, among requests for child minders, dog walkers, and help in an old folks’ home, that there was a student who needed help to pass