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Автор: Marilyn Bowering
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it, fierce gods

      trim their nails,

      shape-shift through the hours

      it takes to forge a

      single silver bangle.

       West

      Gold straw spikes through

      the snow; the horizon

      is the next lip of road.

      A ball of fire in the sky,

      buffalo bones and blue light

      in the coulee:

      once all the keys are turned

      in the lock,

      the mountains thin,

      the sky tunes itself

      to the eye.

      All this a gift.

      I was not hurt,

      just dragging a wing

      to lure evil away.

       Death

      In your heart is a window,

      and a furnace in which gods walk, unharmed:

      do not accept my word,

      follow no one.

      The effect of death

      is on the heart:

      a lamp goes out,

      the soul is dismounted.

      Don’t listen to me,

      don’t run to it.

      It sets off and abides.

      No vision is necessary,

      death is a bridge:

      mirror its spaciousness

      in the dark wood.

       Dark Wood

      Hostile to the traveller.

       Southeast

      Look there: your mother’s hands,

      and a latch to reach her;

      she understands desire:

      how she longed for you.

      Longing is a match,

      heart with heart.

      Look there: a woman and child

      draw on the glass I mentioned

      (shut or open, broken

      or whole)—

      snowflake

      sun

      moon

      tree house smoke

      fire fire fire

      Gold stars on the leaves.

       Who?

      Someone tells you about serpents

      and angels and your heart says:

      three friends, a fiery furnace, a stairway,

      garden, wood, flight…

      Who do you think you are—Dante?

      Oh, doubt and mystery. The gods

      wash sweaters,

      pair socks,

      complete the divine between bouts

      of carpentry.

       The Carpenter

      My father says, you cannot tell

      the true metal, it is mixed in this world;

      he says, let’s make a pact to talk to the dead;

      he says, you can’t assess the system you’re in

      when you’re in it;

      he says, I’m tired of talking to all these spooks.

      I crawl out from under the four directions,

      to sit with him, on the arm of his recliner,

      at a window that looks over a threading willow

      to the sea;

      we glimpse sails,

      and my mother, in the square below,

      swishing her skirts against her stockings.

       Skirts

      You pull my sweater

      over my head,

      unbutton my kilt,

      slip off the pin.

      Pajama top,

      then bottom,

      teeth brushed,

      and prayers.

      You sit on the bed

      and I pleat your skirt

      with my fingers;

      your kisses pattern my face

      like a constellation.

      I turn my face toward time:

      you step backward, out-of-bounds.

      My father and I peer through the fog

      that undoes you, feet to eyes,

      strands of hair, maybe a ring:

      he looks at me, finds you there

      as I ready him

      trousers, shirt, socks, underwear,

      pajama top and bottom

      for bed.

       Good night

       Good night

      Here it is.

      My friend tells me her dream and I listen fully.

      About her son and daughter picking flowers.

      They look like little marmots—first, the flowers

      and then the children. It is a dream of marmots.

      —P. K. Page, “Marmots,” Collected Poems, Volume II

      Once, long ago the trees were frozen,

      dull winter lowered, there were no flowers or choirs; my mother

      still lived—yet the weight of grief, like a sack dully

      hoarded, an armful of sad thought and mind

      boarded over my eyes. I was an animal

      kept warm, but why? Then light bleached the bed,

      I sat up from my coffin—

       My friend tells me her dream and I listen fully.

      Ten dark-robed men stood nearby:

      their presence surprised, like the earth mined,

      or mountains gullied by time,

      ten times the sharp incline and decline of the road.

      One helped me step out,

      and I stood, in my nightdress, the cold like a shower,

      and the