Безусловная нелюбовь. Как семейные установки влияют на мою жизнь. Вероника Дикер. Читать онлайн. Newlib. NEWLIB.NET

Автор: Вероника Дикер
Издательство: Издательские решения
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Жанр произведения: Дом и Семья: прочее
Год издания: 0
isbn: 9785005045003
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одиночество, покинутость и ненужность. А ещё я чувствовала тогда ущербность, обиду. Особенно было обидно, что, когда наша троюродная сестра пожаловалась родителям, её сразу оттуда забрали. А нам приходилось терпеть и ждать, когда эти мучения закончатся.

      Но все эти чувства я давила в себе, потому что думала, что они неправильные. И я заслужила находиться в том ужасном месте.

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