‘No.’ If my hands had been free, I would have wrung them.
‘What then?’
‘It was the way you did it.’
‘With my hands?’
‘Yes.’ His hands. Always so accurate in the distribution of pain and pleasure, or both together.
‘My hands where?’
My fingers interlocked and I held them there, gripping tight.
‘On my bottom.’
‘Aha. Yes. And what’s that called, then, Phoebe? What’s it called when my hand makes sharp contact with your bottom?’
I could say it now. Each exchange of words had laid the pathway and now I had the nerve to speak.
‘A spanking.’
‘Good girl.’ I could almost see his smile, his eyes crinkling at the corners, his white teeth. ‘And that’s what turned you on, is it?’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, it’s not much of a punishment then, is it? Perhaps I’ll have to think of something else. But, now we’ve established what it was that made you want to treat the cushions so … inappropriately, we have another issue to address, don’t we?’
‘Do we?’
‘Oh yes. You see, I’m very pleased with you, Phoebe. I’m very pleased that I’ve got you here in this little cage, with me, where you belong. You seem to understand that now. You seem to have come round. Am I right?’
‘I … don’t know.’ I didn’t want to admit defeat yet.
‘Wait. I’m coming in there.’
The keys, the door, the slam, the lock.
Where was he? I tried to locate him by sound, then by smell, but I didn’t know where he was until he untied the blindfold, releasing me into blurred brightness.
The cuffs came off next, but he held on to my wrists, massaging them. They were a little numb and I had pins and needles in my hands.
‘I think you’re going to behave yourself,’ he said, rubbing away. ‘I hope you will justify my trust, because, if you don’t, I’ll be very disappointed. And I don’t take disappointment well.’
‘Why am I here?’ I asked again.
‘Because I want you to be here.’
I twisted my neck round, able to look at him now. He stopped the massage and put his hands on my shoulders, pushing his thumbs into the back of my neck.
‘So,’ he said, soft and low, ‘when you get spanked, you like it. How does it make you feel?’
‘Warm. Powerless. Safe. Tingly.’
‘So it’s partly what I do to you, and partly how you respond to that?’
‘I suppose. I feel like I’m programmed to respond in a certain way.’
‘You don’t get scared?’
‘Not really. Unless I think you’re never going to stop.’
‘Perhaps that’ll happen one day. Perhaps I just won’t stop.’
He knew I liked a thrill of fear with my sex sometimes. I appreciated his attempt to bring it back.
I bathed in the frisson, throwing back my head, nuzzling his neck.
‘The question is,’ he said, ‘what am I going to do with you? You get horny when I spank you and try to hump the décor. We can’t have that, can we?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘No, we can’t. I suppose I’ll have to service you, won’t I? Not that I mind. It was all part of the plan, after all. I’m just surprised you’ve been so quick and easy. Is that what you are, Phoebe? Easy?’
I am for you.
‘No, of course not.’
‘But you want it, don’t you? You want me to show you what you’re here for.’
There was no point denying it. I nodded.
‘Oh, Phoebe, you’re the best prisoner ever,’ he said, and without ceremony he bent me over so my spine was curved and my face fell into the pillows.
He pushed apart my thighs and I felt his breath on my cunt, his face down low, examining me.
‘Still a little bit red,’ he said, stroking my bum. ‘I like that. But you’re very wet, you know. Incredibly wet. Is this what being caged does for you?’
‘I suppose it might be.’
‘No suppose about it.’ He scooped some juices out with a finger. ‘This is one very turned-on little slut, just here.’
He reached between my spread lips, fingering my clit.
‘This is going to work out so well,’ he said, stroking away, while I quivered my hips beneath his touch. ‘You get to stay safe and be looked after and taken care of and given a good seeing-to whenever you need it. I get what I’ve always wanted. A pussy that’s wet for me, all the time. That’s how it’ll be, don’t you think?’
‘Yes, yes.’
‘It’s going to be so good.’
It was already so good. I was vibrating under him, pushing myself into his fingertips. I began to pant, preparing for take-off, but he smacked my thigh and tutted.
‘So impatient. Wait for me.’
He unbuckled his belt, sorted out his trousers. I eased backwards into the welcome nudge of his cock. He moved his hands to my breasts, playing with my nipples while he slid all the way in.
‘Did you know I was hard?’ he murmured in my ear.
‘No.’
‘You do now. Why do you think I was? What made me hard?’
‘Seeing me here. In your cage, naked.’
‘I can’t deny it, it’s quite a sight. It’s not all, though. The thing is, Phoebe, I’m always hard around you. Clothed or naked, caged or free. I only have to lay eyes on you to want to … lay you.’
‘Is that why you took me?’
‘It’s to do with that, yes. I have to have you here, ready and waiting for me. Just the thought of you, all trussed up and behind bars, with a pussy that needs filling … oh, God. I have to keep still a moment.’
He had been circling his hips, grinding round and round inside me. He stopped, gasping slightly, controlling himself, and me.
‘I’ve thought about this for years,’ he said levelly.
Then he began to thrust, deep strokes that made me know I was here to satisfy and serve him.
‘But I never wanted to suggest it,’ he continued, pounding on.
I held on to the silk, crumpling it in my fists.
‘Until, one day, you brought it up yourself. I couldn’t believe my luck.’
The steady screwing was having its effect. I made little whimpering noises. He pinched my nipples then left them alone, moving his hands lower down. One held me at my hip while the other wriggled between my arse cheeks. He brushed it down, moving past the ever-thrusting obstacle of his cock in my cunt and dipping it into my wetness. I wanted him to stay near my clit, but, once his fingers were slippery, he moved them back to my bottom.
I knew then what was coming.
The sharp stab of a fingertip invading my sphincter made me flinch, but only momentarily, because it was welcome.