“Look, Victor, nothing against Serbia, but I can still contribute here. My shoulder is one hundred percent. Practice was solid all week. I’m ready to go tomorrow night.” He realized he was veering close to begging. But if the Pirates didn’t want him, fine. “I don’t want the trade.”
“I’m doing everything I can, Wes.”
“I hate being jerked around.”
Victor wasn’t only his agent, he was an old family friend. If anyone understood why he didn’t want to move again, his life uprooted by the whim of someone in authority, it was Victor.
A seagull had spotted the dog and its paper-bag prize and dived down, beak extended. The dog scampered across the sidewalk, dodging around the feet of pedestrians, veering close to the traffic.
“I have to go,” Wes said. He ended the call without waiting for Victor’s response and was off the steps in one smooth motion.
“Hey, dog! Stop! Come!” The bird dived again and the dog darted between a lamppost and a bench. “Sit!”
Two women with shopping bags in their hands stared at him.
He spun, scooped his sandwich off the steps and turned back to the street.
There. The dog sprinted between two cars and slipped past the front wheel of a delivery truck. Just when it appeared to be safely on the opposite sidewalk, it turned to dart back across the street.
The dog was so small.
Wes ripped a hunk off the sandwich and threw it. “Hey, dog, come! Fetch!”
The bird swooped low and the dog skidded past the back wheel of a red car.
He was an idiot. A Spanish dog would know Spanish commands. How the hell do you say “Heel” in Spanish? He pulled another piece off his sandwich and held it out as bait while he skirted a trio of twentysomething backpacking tourists and stepped off the sidewalk.
He couldn’t see the dog anymore, but a truck loaded with full barrels suddenly accelerated into a gap in the traffic.
The truck’s bumper caught him on the hip, his head snapped back into the grille, and then he went flying backward into the outdoor seating at the Savion café. A crack as he landed on one of the café’s stone planters told him his barely healed shoulder was done for good.
Hallelujah, he thought right before he passed out from pain.
* * *
H E WOKE UP, momentarily disoriented in the dark, but quickly realized he was in a hospital bed. Weak light streaming in from the hall reflected off the machines surrounding him, as an electric hum droned too low to disturb the person slumped in a chair next to his bed. He rubbed his face, surprised to find thick stubble, and wondered how long he’d been out. His throat was dry and he coughed.
The figure in the chair started, sitting up straight and staring at him. Deacon. Of course he was here.
“Wes? You’re awake?” His brother stood and bent over the bed. He touched Wes’s hair and then dropped his hand to rest on his arm. “God, it’s good to see you, man.”
“What happened to the dog?” Wes asked.
“Dog?”
“Little white one.” The details were fuzzy, but he remembered the dog. “It was in the street.”
“I don’t know anything about a dog.” Deacon squinted at him. “You were chasing a dog?”
“It didn’t listen. Didn’t speak English,” Wes clarified. “Was going to get hit by a car.”
A deep ache down the left side of his body reminded him that he’d been the one who got hit. There’d been an impact and then that awful crack when he landed. The memory of the cracking sound almost made him pass out again. He moved his arm and felt a throbbing pain under his right shoulder blade. He winced and his older brother’s hand tightened on his arm. Deacon’s dirty-blond hair was limp and his eyes were shot with red behind his glasses.
“You need a shower,” Wes muttered.
Deacon rolled his eyes. “Sorry. I’ve been distracted. My brother got hit by a beer truck.”
Wes shifted again and the pain deepened.
“No more jokes. Laughing hurts.” He closed his eyes for a second. “Everything hurts.”
“This dog...”
Wes made an effort and opened his eyes.
“You were trying to save it?” Deacon hooked the chair behind him with his foot and pulled it closer so he could sit down, all without moving his hand from Wes’s arm. Which was strange. Deacon wasn’t the most demonstrative guy and, while he’d been the only real parent Wes ever had, he’d never been the motherly, hovering type. Growing up, Wes had been clipped on the back of the head way more often than he’d had his hand held.
“I didn’t want it to get hit.”
Deacon pushed his glasses up on his forehead and rubbed his eyes. He readjusted his glasses. “Oh. That’s good then.” He patted Wes’s arm. “A dog ran into the road. That’s good.”
Why the hell was Deacon patting him?
“No, it’s not—” His mind finally cleared enough for him to realize what was wrong with his brother. “Why are you here, D.?”
“You got hit by a truck.”
“You think I walked in front of it on purpose.”
Deacon’s denial came a second too late. “No. But Victor did say you were upset....”
Wes groaned and not from pain this time. If he could have moved his right arm without passing out, he’d have punched his brother.
“Upset, yes. They’re trading me to Serbia. Fabi is furious. I don’t want to move again.” Deacon was watching him closely. “I wouldn’t kill myself over basketball. Come on.”
At that moment Wes realized his brother had been worried precisely because Deacon could imagine killing himself over basketball. It was a fundamental difference between them.
Deacon had put every single one of his dreams into his basketball career and when it was cut short by an injury, he’d been lost.
That was when he turned his attention to nurturing Wes’s talent for the game. With his brother’s support, Wes got to a great college, played on a powerhouse team and, when the NBA passed him over, found this spot on the Madrid team. He’d expected to keep playing ball for at least a few more years, but... The memory of the accident washed back over him and he felt sick to his stomach. The truck hadn’t caught him head-on, thank God, but that sound when he hit the ground... He suspected he’d be hearing it in nightmares for the rest of his life.
“How long have I been out?”
“Three days,” Deacon said.
“You talked to the doctors?”
Wes gave his brother credit for holding eye contact when he nodded.
He’d never had the passion for the game that Deacon did, but he’d loved playing. Loved being a player, out on the court with the crowd around him. He felt alive when he was the focus of that attention in a way he’d rarely been able to duplicate off the court.
He hadn’t wanted to move to Serbia and certainly hadn’t thrown himself in front of a truck in despair, but that didn’t mean he was ready for the news he was sure was coming next.
Deacon took his glasses off and rubbed his eyes again. “Your