That recognition took her breath away.
She was completely lost. She held up her arms to welcome him, but he didn’t return her faintly tentative smile. His face was so serious, so intent, she experienced a moment of fear that made her heart stop and then thump painfully hard.
He caught her wrists and lowered her arms until he was holding them, crossed over her head. He transferred both wrists easily to one hand and then, as he bent his mouth to hers, his free hand slipped the curtain of her long hair from where it covered her breast. Gentle fingers traced her neck, along her collarbone, and then dipped to come up from beneath her breast and skim her nipple.
The shaft of exquisite sensation made Kelly gasp, and he raised his mouth from hers, releasing her wrists and using both hands to touch her as his lips took over from his fingers on her breast. But only for a heartbeat. His mouth kept moving, his tongue finding her belly button and then leaving a line of fire as it tracked further down.
She left her arms where they were, above her head, and lay still for as long as possible. But with the first sweep of his tongue on that tiny nub of hidden flesh she came—with a shudder and a groan of disbelief. She had to touch him then. To try and give back some of the magic that was dusting this incredible night.
She cried out again later, when he finally entered her and they began a whole new dance. And when she held him after his own shuddering climax she could feel the same kind of wonder emanating from him. And it felt as if she was touching his soul.
It was a night she never wanted to end, but of course it had to.
The magic was fading when Tony finally fell asleep, one arm flung above his head, the other holding Kelly close to his side. But the luxury of falling asleep and then waking to make love yet again was one Kelly couldn’t afford. With the first fingers of light reaching into the velvety darkness in the corners of the room, she eased herself from the bed so stealthily that Tony did nothing more than take a deeper breath.
She put the dress back on, but its magic had also evaporated and Kelly could feel reality kicking in. It felt wrong to be dressed like this.
Wrong to have just spent a night having the most astonishingly wonderful sex imaginable?
No.
Kelly took one last, long look at the man sprawled on the bed, deeply asleep.
Something that had felt so right couldn’t be wrong.
Softly, she kissed her fingertips and blew the kiss towards the man who still didn’t know who she was.
Or anything about the life she was about to step back into.
And that was the way it had to be.
The truth would only tarnish the fairytale, and Kelly wanted to keep it exactly the way it was.
Perfect.
CHAPTER THREE
‘YOU’RE in luck, Kelly, love. They’re short in ED today.’
‘Cool. Thanks, Elsie.’ Kelly was still tucking the long coil of her braid under the elastic band of the oversized shower-cap-type hat that was part of her uniform. ‘For the whole shift?’
‘Yep.’ Elsie was giving her a curious look. ‘I thought you’d be rapt. Isn’t Emergency your favourite place?’
‘It is.’ Kelly nodded and smiled, but her brain had gone into overdrive.
No wonder Elsie had picked up on something being different. Only last week the prospect of a day in the emergency department would have been a treat.
A poignant treat, mind you—it was like having her face pressed to a shop window that contained something ultimately desirable but equally unaffordable—but still an irresistible one.
‘I’m just a bit tired,’ she told Elsie, by way of excusing her lack of excitement. ‘I didn’t sleep very well.’
‘Are you OK?’
‘I’m fine.’ Kelly’s smile was wider this time. Physically, the only thing that had disturbed her rest was the pleasure of experiencing the delicious tingles her body could conjure up with remarkable ease as she remembered the night with her musketeer. ‘Maybe I just had too much excitement the night before.’
‘Hmm.’ Elsie looked unconvinced. ‘You haven’t said much about that. You did have a good time, then?’
‘Magic,’ Kelly affirmed.
So fabulous she couldn’t begin to try describing it. And she didn’t want to, despite sensing that Elsie felt left out and maybe a little hurt.
‘I only went because of you,’ she added. ‘Thank you so much!’
It had been a night of pure magic. One that she intended to treasure for the rest of her life. And that was where the problem now lay. The repercussions that were going to affect a very large part of her life.
Reality couldn’t be allowed to intrude, because she knew without a shadow of a doubt that reality would tarnish, if not completely destroy, the joy of that magic. That was why she needed to keep it private, and not diminish its perfection by talking about it. It was also why the dreadful prospect of Tony Grimshaw recognising her at work had made sleep so elusive.
‘Is Flipper all right?’ Briefly mollified, Elsie was now frowning anxiously. ‘I did wonder if she had a bit of a sniffle on Saturday night. I noticed she was breathless going up my stairs.’
‘Was she?’ Kelly caught her bottom lip between her teeth, her mind whirling in a new direction. ‘I’ll mention it to Dr Clifford. She’s got a check-up scheduled for this week.’
‘But she’s not sick today?’
‘No. She couldn’t wait to get to crèche. As usual.’
‘What day’s her appointment?’
‘Wednesday. Sorry, Elsie. I forgot to say I wouldn’t be working.’
‘Not a problem. That’s why I keep you on the casual list and why you get sent all over the show. Speaking of which—’ Elsie glanced at her watch ‘—it’s seven-thirty already. They will have finished hand-over.’
‘I’m gone.’ Kelly stood on one foot and then the other to pull disposable shoe-covers over her old, comfortable trainers.
‘Report to the nurse manager when you get there. I’m not sure if they need you out front or in the observation area.’
Kelly took the shortcut of some fire escape stairs, as familiar with the layout of this vast hospital as she was with her own home. It was a world of its own in here, and she loved it despite the fact that her dream had never had her working in quite this capacity.
‘Hey, Tom!’ Kelly gave a cheerful wave to an orderly pushing an empty wheelchair in the opposite direction. Then she turned abruptly and chose a different direction when she saw the group of doctors coming behind Tom. She could take another route to the emergency department. She could use the service elevator and avoid any risk of recognition.
At least her uniform should be an effective disguise. The shower cap, the shapeless pink smock and the shoe-covers. Almost the same uniform the cleaners and kitchen staff wore—because, as a nurse aide, Kelly was part of the faceless army of people whose ranks stretched from groundsmen to technicians and kept this busy city hospital functioning the way it should. Making up the dark sky that allowed stars like Tony Grimshaw to shine so brightly.
Emergency should be safe enough, Kelly reassured herself as she sped down the final corridor, past the pharmacy and gift shop. It was rare for someone other than a registrar to make an initial assessment of a need for surgery. Being around the cardiology wards or