‘Wait! I must see you. You are Benedict Cole?’
He scowled. ‘Who else would be working in my studio?’
‘Please. Just give me a few minutes of your time.’
Eyebrows drawn together, he studied her. ‘You’ve seen the notice.’
‘The notice...?’
‘Will you please stop repeating every word I say? Are you dim-witted as well as unpunctual? Yes, my notice seeking a new model. I have a major new work in mind.’
‘You’re looking for a model. For your painting.’
‘How many times do we have to have this conversation? If you’re not here to be considered, then why exactly are you here wasting my time?’
In a flash, she realised what had happened. ‘Well, actually...’
‘Well, actually what?’ he mimicked, the corner of his mouth lifting in a sneer.
How dare this man speak to her in such a manner? In person he was just as rude as in his letter, even ruder if that were possible. Cameo opened her mouth to tell him of his mistake in no uncertain terms and then snapped it shut again.
Her mind whirred. He’d made it clear he didn’t wish to provide painting lessons to Lady Catherine Mary St Clair. Now, upon seeing him, he appeared to be the kind of man who would never change his mind.
Cameo smiled. ‘I’m so sorry I’m late, Mr Cole. You’re quite right. I’ve come to be your model.’
‘As never pencil drew. Half light, half shade,
She stood.’
—Alfred, Lord Tennyson:
‘The Gardener’s Daughter’
‘We’ll see about that.’ Benedict Cole arched his eyebrow. ‘You’d better come in and let me look at you.’
Leaving the door ajar, he turned away. ‘Are you coming in or not?’
Cameo followed him into the studio. Was it necessary for him to be so abrupt? He turned his back on her, something that was never done in society. Yet her irritation vanished as she surveyed her surroundings. Why, the studio was exactly the kind of space she had always wished she might have one day. The light that flooded in from the windows was so much better than in the drawing room at home. It glinted on the tools of the painter’s trade scattered everywhere: papers, pots of oil paints, rags, bottles and brushes, and canvases propped against the walls. A huge easel, much stronger than her slender folding one, dominated the room. There were no fine carpets to worry about here, just wooden floorboards, scratched and worn.
Her eyes closed. She savoured the smell of oil paint and turpentine permeating the studio. No perfume had ever smelled so sweet. Upon opening her eyes, she encountered the artist’s stare.
‘Are you quite well?’
A flush heated her cheeks. ‘I like the smell of oil paints and turpentine, that’s all.’
‘That’s unusual. Many models complain about it. They say it makes them feel ill.’
‘How could anyone not like the smell of paints?’
‘It’s a point in your favour.’ He threw aside his paintbrush and beckoned. ‘Come over by the window.’
‘Why?’
‘Why do you think? I need to see you in a proper light.’
To her surprise her hands trembled beneath her gloves. She walked over to the window on legs that were also unsteady.
‘Take off your coat and your bonnet.’ His impatience was barely concealed. ‘I need to see your face.’
With effort she bit down the sprightly retort that sprang to her lips. Removing her pearl-tipped hat pin, she dropped her bonnet along with her grey woollen coat on to a faded brocade chaise longue pushed up under the window.
He gave a sharp intake of breath.
‘Is this what you...?’
‘Be quiet,’ he snapped. ‘I need to look at you, not listen to you.’
He must be the most insufferable man she had ever met. No one had ever spoken to her in such a way. Cameo fumed as he stared at her with increasing intensity.
‘Take down your hair.’
Her gloved hands flew protectively to her head.
He responded with an impatient shake of his own. ‘How can I see you as you should be when your hair is in that, how can I put it...’ He gave a dismissive wave. ‘Overdone style? I must see it loose. The painting will require it.’
An overdone style. Her mama’s French maid had done it in the latest fashion, with ringlets down both sides, that morning.
‘What’s the matter now? Did you come here as a model or not?’
His words renewed her purpose. One by one, she took the pins from her hair and dropped them on to the chaise longue, sensing Benedict Cole behind her watching each move. She slipped out the last hairpin. Curls whispered at her neck as strands of long, black curls loosened from their ringlets and loops, tumbling about her shoulders, foaming down her back.
Twirling towards him she met his dark eyes. She couldn’t break his gaze even if she wanted to.
At last he spoke. His voice had become husky. ‘This is extraordinary. I’ve been thinking of a painting for many months now. I imagined a woman with hair and eyes in exactly your colour. I began to think I may never find her and that perhaps I imagined such shades. You’re precisely the model I’m looking for.’
Cameo clasped her fingers together as a thrill raced through her. ‘You want me in your painting? Me?’
As if she were no longer in the room, he turned away. She heard him mutter to himself, ‘Yes, I can do it.’
‘Do what?’
He spun around with a scowl. ‘You must keep silent if you model for me.’
‘I will keep silent when I’m modelling, but I’m not modelling now.’ She reached to pick up her bonnet. ‘Nor do I wish to do so if you’re going to be quite so rude.’
‘Wait.’ He made an apologetic gesture and sent her an unexpected smile. ‘You’ll have to forgive the moods of an artist. I’m not one for social niceties when I’m painting. You need to understand that.’
‘I do understand that,’ Cameo retorted. ‘But you have to understand. If I am to be your model, I will require them.’
‘You require social niceties?’ He studied her for a long moment with an expression impossible to fathom. He moved over to the fireplace and indicated a chair. ‘Come and sit down. There are a few questions I need to ask you.’
Cameo’s stomach lurched. She’d almost given herself away. Her temper mustn’t get the better of her.
This was her only chance.
Trying to appear subdued, she followed Benedict Cole to the fireplace. Papers and books lay on each available surface, even on the armchair.
‘Just move those,’ he said irritably.
She placed the pile of books on a gateleg table and sat. Horsehair poked out in tufts on the arms of the chair and, judging by the hard feel of it beneath her, there wasn’t much left in the seat either.
With one hand, he dragged a straight wooden chair opposite her after dropping more papers on the floor with an easy, casual gesture. No wonder his studio was so untidy. It was unimportant to him. His surroundings took second place to his