Territorial Prison, Yuma.
April 1889
Marydyth fell onto her hard cot. Exhaustion and heat sapped her strength and dragged her toward sleep.
But she never rested
Night was the worst time in this place that men had named Hellhole. Night was when the specters of her past came to visit
She tossed and turned on the hard mattress, willing them to stay away for just one night.
But her guilt would not abate. Andre’s face floated before her. His eyes were hollow, dark sockets but his lips twisted into a hideous grin. Then Andre’s face shifted and changed.
It was J.C.
Oh, J.C., I didn’t do it—you know I didn’t kill you. But J.C. only stared at her with dark, haunted eyes until his face transformed and became Victoria. She was laughing. Laughing.
Go away!
Did Marydyth scream aloud or was it only in her head?
Next, Andre’s face returned and loomed closer, pale blue and lifeless. His eyes were empty holes.
I didn’t want to kill you. I didn’t want to kill anybody.
Rachel was crying. She was lost, somewhere just beyond Marydyth’s reach. She turned in a circle, searching, looking for her baby.
Where is my baby? Who will love my baby?
Marydyth woke to the sounds of her own frightened screams.
Hollenbeck Corners, Arizona Territory
April 1889
“Unca Flynn!” Rachel darted down the stairs, her black leather shoes clacking out a quick tempo while she ran. She launched her body at Flynn’s outstretched arms without a single doubt that he would catch her.
He spun her around and held her above the crown of his cream-colored Stetson hat.
“Whe-e-e-e!” The little girl squealed in delight
He gave her one last turn and then brought her to his chest. She was giggling and squirming in his arms.
“How’s my girl today?”
“I missed you.”
“I didn’t miss you at all.” He pulled a face. “Not even when I went to the mercantile on the way home.”
Her eyes widened. “Did you bring me somethin’?”
“Naw.” He grinned. “There is nothing in my shirt pocket for you.”
Rachel attacked his pocket like a hungry coon. She dug deep and came up holding the hoarhound stick.
“Shh—don’t let Mrs. Young know.” Rachel held one dimpled finger to her lips.
“Is it a secret?” Flynn whispered.
“Uh-huh. Mrs. Young made gingerbread men for our dessert, so you mustn’t let her know.” Rachel’s warm breath fanned out over his face as she whispered.
“Then it will be our secret. You can count on me.” He winked.
Rachel hugged him tight around the neck, and liquid warmth—love—exploded in his chest.
It had been this way for a long while now. Flynn and Rachel. Unca Flynn.
He deposited Rachel on her feet and she immediately wrapped her fingers around two of his. “I missed you,” she said for the second time.
“I had to move the cattle, honey,” Flynn explained. “It will take a few more days.”
“Oh.” Flynn felt as if the sunshine had been covered by a cloud when Rachel stopped smiling.
“Tell me about those gingerbread men,” he said as they walked through the parlor. The tall, narrow windows were open and the evening breeze fluttered the heavy, green tasseled draperies.
It was still hot
“I made a special one just for you, Unca Flynn. I saved it.” Rachel’s eyes darted toward the kitchen at the back of the house. She leaned close enough for him to feel the angel’s wing of her breath along his neck. “Mrs. Young didn’t like it, but I saved it anyway,” Rachel whispered into his ear.
“I am mighty beholden to you for the kindness. Gingerbread is one of my particular favorites.” Flynn folded himself into a chair, and Rachel scrambled into his lap. She sucked on her hoarhound when he patted her knee.
“I love you, Unca Flynn.”
That hot feeling expanded in his chest again. He swallowed hard.
If anybody had told him three years ago that he would give up his badge and become nursemaid and surrogate parent to a four-year-old charmer, he probably would have locked them up for drunkenness. But sure as God made little green apples, U.S. Marshal Flynn O’Bannion was now just Unca Flynn.
“I love you too, sugar.” His voice had gone husky with emotion. He cleared his throat “I’m hungry enough to eat the south end of a northbound bear.”
Rachel giggled as he hauled them both up from the chair.
“Are you done with that sweet stick yet?” he asked as she crunched the last bite.
“Now I am.”
“Then let’s go see what old Mrs. Young has for us tonight.” He levered her up onto his shoulder and gave her a ride down the carpet-lined hall.
“Unca Flynn.”
“Yes, sugar?” he asked while he ducked the fancy chandelier. The flickering lamps made long-fingered shadows on the ornate wallpaper as he passed.
“You smell funny.” Rachel wrinkled her nose when he glanced at her.
He laughed. “Yep, I guess I do. It was mighty hot out there today.” Too damned hot to have to wrestle cattle all day, but there was nobody else to see they got moved to the high country for summer grass and water. When he took over caring for Rachel he had mingled his herd in with the Hollenbeck beeves. Come fall he would cut out enough for his walking-around money, and the Hollenbeck profits would go into Rachel’s trust fund.
“After dinner I’ll see about a bath.”
“Good,” Rachel agreed as Flynn reached the kitchen. He swung her down to the floor while the rowels on his spurs jingled. The smell of gingerbread and wood smoke filled his nostrils.
“Miz Young,” he said to the wide back in front of the Monarch cookstove.
Mrs. Young allowed her attention to stray from the pot she was stirring for only a moment. “Evening, Mr. O’Bannion.” She turned back to the bubbling pot. Her gray hair was pinned tight but one or two disobedient strands had worked free in the heat of the kitchen.
Flynn shoved his hands in his pockets. It was damned awkward but she had greeted him in exactly the same way for close to three years.
“Come lookie, Unca Flynn.” Rachel pulled one hand free and yanked on his finger. He moved to the scrubbed pine table, glad for something to do until Mrs. Young was ready to leave. Rachel pointed to a blue-sprigged china plate. In the center lay a slightly gimpy, somewhat misshaped gingerbread man.
It was the prettiest thing Flynn had ever seen.
“Do you like it?” Rachel asked.
“I do, I surely do.” Flynn smiled down at her expectant face. It took no effort