Tell me.
Show me.
Take me.
‘Emma, I want you.’
Emerald.
For the first time his use of a name not quite her own bothered her. His eyes were dark twin pools of intensity, the brown in them ringed with a harsher colour as he slipped the strap of her low-cut dress from her shoulder and bent his head. Flipping his tongue against her nipple once, he pulled back, watching the skin pucker and crinkle.
‘At the dinner with the Bishop of Kingseat you did not wear undergarments and when you bent over…’He stopped, giving her the impression of a man only just holding on to some semblance of control. ‘Suffice it to say that I have wanted to touch you here ever since then.’ His thumb lightly skimmed the wet coldness of her nipple. ‘And kiss you here.’ His lips were warm against the small patch of freckles lying in her cleavage. ‘I have wanted to know the taste of your sun-warmed skin and find the line where clothes have shielded you. His hand dipped lower. ‘Have they, Emma? Shielded you? Here?’
She could not speak. She could only feel as hot drifts of longing assailed her and the rhythm of his breathing changed. Her eyes fell upon his lips. He had beautiful lips. Full and defined. The stubble on his jaw was light as her palm brushed against it and when he tipped her lips to his, the slick shattering passion spun her wild and heat took over.
Away. From everything. She was all woman. Open, alive, free. And he was the sun and the ocean and the warm solid earth.
Again.
For ever. Cast as she was from a storm into the safe harbour of his body. And needing refuge.
The heavy footfall of boots were suddenly heard above them on the deck.
‘Hell.’ He pulled away and helped her straighten herself, as a man came down the stairs.
‘Duke, I thought I heard you…’ The words petered out and stopped, uncertainty replacing the earlier hurry. ‘I’m sorry.’ The newcomer’s voice held a strange quiver. Not sorry at all, she determined, but amused.
‘This is Peter Drummond, an old friend of mine who is also the ship’s captain. Peter, meet Lady Emma Seaton.’
‘It is my pleasure,’ he said softly, his glance falling to the crushed silk of her skirt. A definite question was in his eyes and the tone in his voice was puzzled.
‘You got my note, then?’
‘Note?’ Asher shook his head.
‘To meet here. I thought that was why…’
‘I came for the plans to take up to London. Is there a problem?’
‘There might be.’
Emerald could tell the man did not wish to say more in front of her, so excusing herself, she walked back up the steps and on to the moonlit deck. The quiet burr of voices from below was a backdrop to the frantic beat of her heart.
What had just happened? Again? If Peter Drummond had not come…?
She could not think of it. Did not want to think of it.
‘I am the pirate’s daughter,’ she whispered to herself.
‘The pirate’s daughter. The pirate’s daughter.’
She remembered the taunts of the children on the dockside at Kingston Town, when the Mariposa had come into port, and the slanted glances of their parents.
Her father was a man who used fear to distance himself from everyone. And he had never been honest. Just as she was not being honest. Here.
With Asher.
The realisation made her sick and when he rejoined her she was hard-pressed to smile. He seemed preoccupied and angry and threatening in a way he had not been ten minutes earlier. The evening sun made his hair darker, the tan of his face showing up his teeth and the velvet of his eyes.
He was beautiful.
She admitted this simple fact to herself. And smiled.
They had gone a good mile before he spoke and in a voice that sounded nothing like the one she had last heard him use.
‘Who are the men camped in the wood?’
‘I am not certain what you mean—’ she began, but he interrupted her.
‘The men you brought with you from Jamaica. Does that make my query any clearer?’
‘Who told you that?’
‘Peter Drummond just now and Tony Formison a few days ago. His father owns the ship you came on and he remembers you disembarking with a black man and an Arab, four chests of books and your hair a damn lot longer than it appears to be now.’
‘I see.’ There was no point in denying it, so she regrouped her defences and tried to look contrite. ‘They are here to see that I am protected.’
‘Protected against whom?’ He had the answer even as he asked it. She could see the flint of disbelief on his face.
‘And if they caught us like now, alone? What would happen then?’
‘I suppose they would have to kill you.’
He laughed and then cursed. ‘What makes you so certain that they could?’
‘You strike me as a man who could easily protect himself, but if there were two of them, then, perhaps—’
He didn’t let her finish.
‘Who exactly are they?’
‘My servants,’ she ventured. ‘When I left Jamaica for England it would have been dangerous to travel alone. They offered to accompany me to London.’
‘And then they offered to follow you up here?’
‘Yes.’ Even to her ears the explanation sounded implausible.
‘And you did not think to ask me to house them at Falder, in the servants’ quarters?’
‘They like their independence. Once they saw I was safely at your house and that you were a gentleman—’
He interrupted her. ‘How do you contact them?’
‘By the signal of a candle at night.’ She was honest in her answer, for he looked as if another lie might well incite his anger.
‘Through the window of your room?’
‘Yes.’
‘And should I worry that they may frisk Falder with even more competence than you have?’
Because his summation of the situation was so close to what she had just been thinking she blushed, giving him his answer.
‘I see.’ He ran his fingers through his hair. Or what was left of his fingers, she amended.
‘It is not as you think,’ she began.
‘Then how is it, Emma? Explain to me exactly how it is.’
‘I cannot,’ she said simply and turned away. In the shimmering glass her reflection was barely visible, a thin reminder of the person she purported not to be.
‘You cannot because the truth is that you are a liar, Lady Emma Seaton. A beautiful liar, but a liar none the less.’
‘Yes.’ She faced him directly and left it at that. Tonight the untruths just would not come and his kisses still burned on her lips and hands and neck.
Lady Liar.
Pirate’s daughter.
There was some sort of symmetry of verse in the expressions and both left her with a completely groundless counter-argument.