Boredom. How could anybody ever be bored? But, he had to be careful because that’s exactly what everybody at Limps suffered from, boredom. And it was contagious.
Once upon a shitty day, Albert had just finished a story about a wolf when he decided he was a bit peckish. Rolling back on his chair across the grey gravel carpet, he was about to stand when he saw Norman sinking his milky teeth into a cardboard sandwich, inside was all rubbery cheese and browning lettuce. He saw Sue eyeballing the computer screen so intently her eyes were beginning to bleed. He saw John just sitting, his broomstick tash twitching. Albert felt sick, watching them, he felt as though he were watching the room though a television screen. So, out of nowhere, he began to run.
He ran through the desks, throwing the paper up in the air, over to the bookshelf, rattling the books, encouraging the files to slide out of the shelves, he picked up the plant, still in its pot, grey and droopy and he smashed it against the wall (and then he felt bad, because it was alive and had the potential to be something beautiful. He would tend to that later). Then he ran in circles, destroying anything in his path and his colleagues just watched him. Gormless.
Out came Mr Hurt. ‘What on earth is going on?’
Good point. Yes, what was going on? He had to say something…
‘It’s a tidal wave. Outside.’
‘A tidal wave?’
‘A tidal wave, a flood, a…a…monsoon! Water’s everywhere…We’re going to be drowned if we don’t move now, now, now. Allow yourself to be swallowed up or move, move, move!’ he yelled.
‘A monsoon? From where?’ Mr Hurt tried to understand, but he hadn’t communicated in so long it was as though he expected a feast of bats to come screeching out of his mouth.
Before he even had a chance to answer, the workers uprooted, their knees creaking out of their swivel chairs like rusty hinges, surprised almost that their bodies could do something other than sit and plonk. They ran too, they joined in with Albert, running, fast and fierce, panicking. They found their voices, realized they could scream, realized they didn’t want to lose their lives, realized that they did want to have barbeques and parties, and learn how to make Death by Chocolate, they had always wanted to go to the ballet after all and pack a suitcase and go shopping for toiletries, they did want to skive work, have a duvet day, sleep all day, and see the sea. They ran, falling, scratching their kneecaps, scraping their skin violently, the bleeding felt good, throbbing, a pulse of its own. Alive, they felt alive. They threw themselves down the concrete staircase, reckless. Some cackled, wild with hilarity, and poured out of the fire escape, grey jumpers, grey ties, grey socks in a pile only to see…
Nothing but an oily street.
‘Where’s the flood?’ Norman demanded.
‘The monsoon?’ Sue asked, teary-eyed.
‘The tidal wave?’ Mr Hurt quivered. Their pupils swelling from the sunlight. Flowering as though jasmine in hot water.
‘I…’ Albert began. His heart was still drumming, adrenaline soaring through his veins.
‘You mean to say you lied?’ Mr Hurt sneered. ‘You were bored and so you lied. You lied to me, you lied to your colleagues and you lied to yourself. You are a disgrace to Limps.’ He shuffled his tie, pulled it close to his neck. The cluster of people looked up at him, sourly; never had they felt so let down.
‘I’m sorry,’ Albert said. He wasn’t.
‘Hollow words,’ Mr Hurt muttered. ‘Hollow words.’
In the evening, Albert went out and got drunk by himself. He sketched a monster on a beer mat; he was a better artist than he thought.
‘Fancy a bit of colour?’ the barmaid asked him, suggestively.
‘I’m fine, thanks.’ He spluttered his shandy over the table, wiping it with his sleeve. Albert had never been any good with girls.
‘Whatever suits you.’ The girl strutted off.
He saw the crayons by the till, divided into little plastic beakers, obviously meant for children. Hopelessly aching to ask for them, as a bit of colour was all he wanted.
The electronic sound of paper going in and out of a printer was driving Albert up the fucking wall. He was stuck in this office, in this block, this box, this tiny fucking stone box, with no way out. He had been looking for jobs all morning. He would be sacked sooner or later, wouldn’t he? If he kept up this foul behaviour, they would just fire him. Good. He wanted to be fired. He would rather be happy and poor than get the same sarcastic pay packet, week in week out and be a prisoner to a photocopier. He saw it on television. People could have fun in offices. Ricky Gervais had fun in an office, didn’t he? And everybody in Ugly Betty? Their office was like a circus. Why couldn’t it be the same here? Why couldn’t they get hot people to work here? Not to go out with, just to look at. He would fancy the funny girl who sat in the corner with the bowl haircut who threw elastic bands at his head and wore kooky dolly shoes. There could be a bitch, a geek, and a prick that everyone hated…
Then, suddenly, Albert found himself doing the same thing as last week, the same thing again. Leaping up, plunging to the sky, he ran, he didn’t know where he was going or why he was doing it, but he did it and this time he let it rip, as though it were meant to happen, so none of the awkward talking happened again. He picked up an ancient fire extinguisher and let it blow, its hose spiralling in whipping motions on its own accord, gushing out its contents onto the drab workers. Then it seemed as though it was the right moment to let tumble out of his mouth that was open as wide as it could possibly go, ‘FIRE!!!’
Now, the office had practised this. They knew the drill, they followed the clear laminated instructions as carefully as they did the ‘In case of emergency…’ sheet on an aeroplane. They knew those little pictures of tiny men hopping out of windows better than they knew themselves. And they ran. Their imaginations, having not imagined something for so long, did the dirty work, their brains gallivanted, stirring up the formidable, imagining the fire tearing at the building, screaming, already chewing up the fire exit, clawing at the window. And then they began to hear it, the crackling noise of burning, the popping of the flames as it teased the workers, drew sweat beads on their foreheads. Panic. Their heartbeats deafening, they ran fast and they ran with reason, a fear so petrifying it caused some of the workers to stumble, tripping on each others’ grey limbs. They had always wanted to go horse riding, buy a scratch card, swim the Channel, they had wanted to make a jelly in the shape of a rabbit for their baby nephew, they had wanted to buy that canary in the pet shop window, they needed to call their mothers, they hadn’t watched all three Godfathers, they hadn’t found out what the most deadly spider was. They ran, pulling back each others’ hair. Survival. There was so much to do, wasn’t there? So much to see and hear and smell and here was Norman lying on the floor, he had slipped, clumsy, getting in the way, so they had to go over him, didn’t they? Squashed or not, not their problem, they had to get out, didn’t they? Crunching his body was just half