The first thing Rachel saw when she woke was Charlie sitting on a chair, feet up on the dressing table watching the TV with the sound off. She didn’t say anything at first, just watched him and tried to accommodate her shame and confusion. The aftermath of a fit was always the same: severe exhaustion and a strange sensation of derealisation. She couldn’t remember much of what had happened – other than she had been in a café and Charlie had walked in.
Slowly she realised that she was back in her hotel room, in bed, stripped down to just her bra, pants, and T-shirt. Charlie must have found her key, brought her back and undressed her. The thought made her wince with more shame, and the wincing made her hurt. Her mouth was sore as hell and she could taste the slight tang of blood where she had bitten her cheek during the fit.
‘Feeling better?’ Charlie asked.
Rachel hadn’t noticed that he was looking at her. ‘Thirsty,’ she croaked.
Charlie pointed to a glass of water standing ready on the bedside table and watched her as she took a long gulp. ‘How’s your mouth?’
It was raw, causing her to wince again. ‘Painful,’ she said flopping back against the pillows, unable to make her mind grasp the surreal situation. She felt like a damp sock. ‘Why are you here?’
Charlie didn’t say anything. Instead, he took the glass and walked into the bathroom to refill it.
By the time he came back into the bedroom, Rachel had gathered herself together and realised that she’d been pretty rude to the man who’d helped her. Though she could argue that he’d triggered the fit by turning up out of the blue and scaring her shitless. But then she’d turned up on him out of the blue too.
‘Thanks for helping me, but you didn’t need to stay,’ she said.
Charlie didn’t speak, just sat back in the chair regarding her with an inscrutable look on his face.
Rachel was at a loss; it was as if she’d been placed under a microscope and had been found to be vulnerable and stupid. She’d never been able to stand pointed silences and fought to fill the gap. ‘How are you?’ she asked, immediately feeling idiotic.
Charlie gave a wry laugh and glanced heavenward before turning his gaze back to her and stating coolly, ‘Old, tired, bitter. Some things don’t change, Rachel.’
‘I’m sorry,’ was all she could say, directing the apology towards the room. It would have been impossible to look him in the eye and say it.
Charlie was silent for a moment. ‘That was a bad fit.’
Rachel watched as he stood and turned towards the window to stare out onto the street below. Anything other than have to show his face to her, even though the ice had been shattered rather than broken. ‘They’re not usually that bad, not these days. But you know how it is, they’re stress-related. What with everything that happened yesterday and then seeing you, well …’ She trailed off.
He’d turned back to face her. His jaw was twitching, the way it did when he was angry, tense and upset. It had always unnerved her.
‘So Roy got killed and stuffed in a box in the shed. What about the other one, Rachel? Has your family found an even more effective way of disposing of their unwanted children? Rather than just abandon them without a word, kill them off and hide the bodies? Gruesome but efficient I must say,’ he hissed through gritted teeth.
Rachel had been bracing herself for this from the minute she saw him walk through the café door. She had spent nearly half her life avoiding this moment because there was no way – no possible way – that she could tell him the truth of why she’d left him.
She was saved from making any kind of response by the sound of a single, loud rap on the door.
***
Ratcliffe had drawn a blank with Frances. The bang on the head had turned out to be worse than expected and she was still in hospital. She had been placed into a medically induced coma while the doctors waited for the haematoma that was pressing on her brain to subside. They had no clear idea of when she would regain consciousness so Ratcliffe had decided to question Rachel again during the wait.
His boss, DI Benton, had conveniently extracted herself from the case leaving him, Angie, and a few others to rake over the ashes of this bizarre and soulless case. No one knew anything, and if they did, they weren’t talking. His instinct told him there were hidden agendas, evidenced by the fact that no one cared about the two desiccated bodies that had given him some distinctly disturbing dreams the previous night. No matter how many years’ policing he had under his belt, there were some things it was impossible to un-see. The tiny, wizened body of the baby would haunt him for ever.
Despite Frances’s predicament, he had managed to speak to her husband, Peter Haines, a supercilious man in Ratcliffe’s opinion. He had been far more concerned with the fact that his good name would be brought into question by the case than he had been about either his injured wife or the fact that two bodies had turned up at her former home. Ratcliffe had instinctively disliked the man and looked forward to dragging him into the station to make his statement in due course. In the meantime, some gaps needed filling in.
He hadn’t bargained that Rachel would have company so he was completely wrong-footed when a man opened the door. So much so that it took him a moment or two to realise that Rachel’s visitor was none other than Charlie Jones.
‘Well well well,’ he said, pulling out his warrant card and pushing it under Charlie’s nose. As if Charlie didn’t know exactly who he was already. ‘It’s not often we get to kill two birds with one stone.’
The fact that Rachel Porter was sitting up in bed half-dressed and Jones was looking decidedly shifty told him that whatever had been happening in that room wasn’t something that they would want to share. For some strange reason, the sight of her like that, dishevelled, half-naked, irked him more than it should.
‘I don’t believe in coincidences, Mr Jones. Perhaps you’d like to tell me why you’re here?’
Charlie patiently explained that he had bumped into Rachel that morning, that she had had another fit and that he’d helped her get back to the hotel. It was as simple as that.
Ratcliffe wasn’t buying it.
He glanced at Rachel, sitting up in bed, her eyes wide as if she was auditioning for the part of Bambi. ‘Really? As simple as that? I didn’t have you down as the Good Samaritan type, Mr Jones,’ he said, his gaze settling once again on the woman in the bed. The fact that Rachel’s mouth was swollen bothered him, but he wasn’t there to talk about that. ‘We’ve been to see your sister, Rachel. She’s not well, not at all.’
If he’d expected a torrent of concern to flow from Rachel’s mouth he would have been disappointed. Her reaction was to ask what was wrong, nod her head, and reassure him that Frances would no doubt survive the ordeal. ‘Frances is tough,’ Rachel said sagely.
What was it with these people?
Ratcliffe leaned on the edge of the dressing table opposite the bed, forcing Rachel to edge away from him and pull the covers up to her chin. ‘Rachel, I need to ask you some questions about Stella, but as you’re currently … indisposed, perhaps you’d like me to give you a few minutes to get dressed?’
‘If you wouldn’t mind,’ she said with a blush and a look that encompassed Charlie too. Ratcliffe hadn’t forgotten him; he was just biding his time to see what would come out of this bizarre situation.
Both men stepped outside the room and Ratcliffe heard the lock on the door click into place in their wake. Rachel was taking no chances and he couldn’t