If the verdict was guilty, she’d spend the bulk (if not all) of her life trapped behind bars. Her dreams would never be fulfilled, and the close relationship she’d once shared with her father would be reduced to awkward, guilt-laden visits, where Layla would watch helplessly from behind a smudged Plexiglas window as her father aged and withered before her.
It was the worst outcome imaginable, and the scary thing was, it was entirely possible.
“Layla! Hey, Layla—over here! Where’s Madison? Tell us what you did to her?”
Great. Just what I need. Paparazzi.
Layla hiked the plastic bag high to cover her face as her father slung a protective arm around her and pulled her in close.
“Don’t look. Ignore them.” He pressed the words into her hair and rushed her toward his waiting car.
Layla leaned into him, allowing his momentum to carry her along, all the while fighting the impulse to cry at the sheer frustration of it all. With so many cameras centered on her, she couldn’t afford to give in to tears. The press thrived on capturing vulnerable moments. They were all in pursuit of the same thing—the rare instant when the mask dropped and the celeb inadvertently revealed an alarming humanity. Beyoncé had a pimple once, and the internet nearly exploded.
While Layla’s popular celebrity-bashing blog, Beautiful Idols, had fueled her financial independence and helped lessen the burden from her struggling artist father, she had no doubt that what was happening to her now was karmic payback for once being a player in the very industry that now stalked her.
She swallowed hard and burrowed deeper into her father’s side. She felt shaky, oversensitive, but she couldn’t afford to show any weakness. The breakdown would have to wait until later.
“Hey, H.D.! Over here! Are you standing by your daughter even though she’s a murderer?”
Layla’s father grew tense—a sure sign that the primal fight instinct had kicked in. Layla would prefer he chose flight.
Dad, she started to say, don’t, it’s not worth it.
But before she could get to the words, he was already turning away and securing her inside the car.
“Tell us whose body it is!” another pap screamed, his voice muted when her dad shut the door, shielding her from the onslaught.
“What’s he talking about?” Layla watched her dad settle in.
“It wasn’t Madison.”
It took a moment to process the words. She repeated them back to him just to make sure.
“Wasn’t her.” He shook his head and slowly maneuvered through the retreating throng. “That’s why they released you. I’m sorry, I assumed they would’ve told you.” He turned his focus back to the road.
Layla gnawed the inside of her cheek, trying to decide what the news meant. “I figured you’d posted bail.”
Her dad pressed his lips together and gripped the wheel hard. “No bail. They refused it.”
Layla screwed her eyes shut and allowed the good news to sink in. Her chest loosened, her breath flowed with less restriction, as the eternal flame of optimism began to burn through what had come to seem like an impenetrable fog of despair.
If the body wasn’t Madison’s, then the LAPD could no longer charge her with murder.
The fact that they’d let her go probably meant they’d deemed her entirely innocent.
She rolled the thoughts around in her head until they gathered enough strength to edge the darker ones out.
“Did they ID the body?” She studied her dad, realizing that while it might not be Madison, there was still a dead body. “Was it Paul Banks?” The body had been found on his property, so it was entirely possible. Maybe she wasn’t in the clear, after all.
“It’s an adult male. That’s all so far.”
“And the others—Aster, Ryan, and Tommy—are they out too?”
Her dad shrugged. “I got the call to come get you, that’s all.”
Layla slid her fingers beneath her sunglasses and rubbed the delicate skin around her eyes. The good news—it wasn’t Madison—was delivered in potentially bad news—it could still be Paul, who was connected to Madison—and Layla had no idea how to read it. All she knew for sure was that for the moment she was free. She just hoped it would last.
The rest of the ride home was spent in silence. H.D. had never been one to dodge the important conversations, but for now, Layla figured he was giving her space. The talk would come later.
Her dad pulled into the driveway and waited for the garage door to roll open as Layla nervously scanned the street, searching for signs of paparazzi. Deeming it clear, she seized the moment to slip free of the car and tilt her face directly into the sunlight.
“What’re you doing?” Her dad’s worried tone prompted her to laugh.
“Making good on my promise,” she said. “I’ll never take my freedom for granted again.”
She lowered her gaze to meet his. The beginnings of a smile were lifting her lips when her phone chimed from inside the plastic bag she carried, and the latest text, in a long stream of them, popped onto her screen.
There was an image of a cartoon cat, this one with a deep, jagged gash that stretched across his throat. Just below were the words:
You’re more stubborn than most
And though I don’t like to boast
I meant what I said
And now, because of you, someone is dead
While you were away
I took the liberty of having my say
M’s diary is now live on your site
Just a matter of time before the world sees it and bites
Will they bite you?
I haven’t a clue
Though I can’t take all the glory
Seeing as how I used your own story
But before you feel bad
Or even start to get mad
Don’t forget it’s your refusal to play
That brought you to this day
If you want this to end
Then consider me your best friend
Only I hold the key
So whatever you do, do not disappoint me
Further instructions will come
And I’m warning you to keep mum
If you share any of this with your gang
I promise, someone will hang.
Her heart pounding, Layla scrolled to her blog. An unvoiced cry died in her throat as she skimmed the post she’d written and had been dumb enough to leave in the draft folder instead of deleting.
BEAUTIFUL IDOLS
Through the Looking Glass
By Layla Harrison
Her stomach churned. It was all there, every word. Her gaze fell to the most incriminating part. If it turned out to be a hoax, and the entry wasn’t really pulled from Madison’s childhood diaries, Madison, or even Madison’s estate, could sue her for slander.
But of course, just as she feared, the words were now posted for the whole world to see.